
Upon arriving at the restaurant, Kim Tan pulled out a chair for Rose.
"wah" muttered rose in amazement looking around him.
"you like it?" kim Tan smiled.
Rose nodded with a smile.
they also enjoyed the dinner.
skip****
after eating, Kim Tan invited Rose to sit on the Han riverbank.
"there's one more thing we haven't done" Kim Tan pulled Rose's hand.
"what? aren't we going straight home?"ask rose wonder.
they also arrived at the river.
"why are we here? you're not afraid anyone will recognize you?" ask rose.
"no, you take it easy" Kim Tan replied calmly.
Kim Tan then leaned back in the chair.
"hmmm, I haven't felt this way in a long time"
rose then leaned back.they both looked at the sky. suddenly Rose remembered her moment with Rian, without realizing her tears dripping, but suddenly, all the moments with Rian seemed to be twisted back in his mind even the moment he was in the room was also imagined. Rose was short of breath and her body trembled.
rose hurriedly looked for her sedative but she forgot to take it.
Kim Tan realized then panicked.
"what's rose?" Kim Tan frantically looked at the breathless rose and her trembling hands.
"please take me home" she said crying with a trembling voice as well as shortness of breath.
"hey what's up? you why?" Kim Tan panicked
Rose tried to regulate the breath but nil.
"me.aaaku.akuuu shortness of breath, my chest sesssak "rose trying to regulate his breathing.
"toloooong bring aakuuu puulang" rose said stammering.
Kim Tan who panicked to see rose's body weakened immediately gave rose an artificial breath.
a few minutes later.
rose's breath began to be regular, he no longer felt tight.
"how? is it better?" kim Tan asked holding Rose's cheek.
rose just nodded.
"then let's go home" Kim Tan asked.
Kim Tan held Rose to the car.
along the way, they became awkward with what had happened earlier.
"duh, what are you thinking about Rose? kim Tan just helped you, it was nothing, yes he just gave you no more artificial breath, but why is this so awkward?" rose looked towards the window.
"ehem" Kim Tan cleared his throat to break the silence.
"rose what exactly happened to you? why were you suddenly like that?" ask Kim Tan curiously.
"it's nothing? I'm okay" Rose replied
"don't lie, you almost died earlier, how could you be okay while your shortness of breath almost made you die" said Kim Tan.
"you can tell me, there's no need to hide anything from me. We're friends, who knows I can help you" he continued.
Rose was silent, what was she thinking.
"alright, if you're not ready to tell me everything, that's okay, but next time you have to tell me everything. I'm really worried" said Kim Tan.
rose nodded.
"iya thank you for today" Rose said.
"thank you which one was this?" ask Kim Tan to tease Rose.
"thank you foruuuk, yes everyone" Rose replied nervously.
"iyaaa equally in return I want you to not hide anything from me anymore, at least worry me a little less "reply Kim Tan
travel skip****
Arriving at the apartment. Rose enters her apartment after Kim Tan.
"why are you coming? go back to your room" said Rose
"i'm worried about you" Kim Tan said, then sat down on the sofa.
"i'm fine, I'm going to take a shower and sleep, I'm so tired" Rose said.
"all right, all right, if there's anything remember call me, and my apartment password is still the same" Kim Tan said.
after bathing and dressing Rose took some Soju to dispel her thoughts about Rian. she then sipped a few glasses of soju, until finally she got drunk.
on the other hand, After Bathing and getting dressed, Kim Tan put her body on the bed, but when she was about to close her eyes, she thought with rose who often delirious during sleep, he was worried that he remembered the incident.
"aisssss, just interrupt my thoughts, I'm really worried" Kim Tan said, rising from his bed.
he then went out and pressed the doorbell of Rose's room but there was no response.
"is he asleep?" mumbling Kim Tan
then he decided to enter.
"astaga Rose, Rose" said Kim Tan who saw Rose was drunk.
"hey, are you drunk?"
"oh hello kim Tan, why are you here huh?" sapa Rose who returned was about to drink the soju in the glass, but Kim Tan hurriedly took it from his hand.
"that's enough, you have to rest" said Kim Tan pulling rose's hand.
"return it, I haven't finished drinking it" he said
Kim Tan did not care about Rose's words.he carried rose to his room.
"why is my life so sad? I've even drunk a few bottles of soju, but why is your shadow always there? Riaaaaan please come back.hiks hyks" rose kept crying.
Kim Tan stared at Rose.
"who's Rian?" inner Kim Tan
"you fool, you shouldn't have saved me, I should have been the one in position at the time, not youuuu" Rose cried sobbing.
"and you don't have to die because of me" Rose grew hysterical.
"how can you be sure I can live without you? look now, I'm even haunted by guilt" rose sobbed.
"why do you have heart? say love to me and leave me forever? uh huh? don't you know how devastated I was after losing you? don't you think how I was after this? why did you save me back thenuuuuu? why didn't you just let me die back then? not even replacing me holding..aaarrrgggg I really can't" rose was getting hysterical.
Kim Tan then hugged Rose and tried to calm her down.
rose returned Kim Tan's embrace and cried in the chest of Kim Tan's field.
"Riaaaaan forgive me, I beg you to come back, I love you so much, I am completely devastated after losing you" rose continued to cry.
Kim Tan stroked rose's hair.
a few minutes later Rose fell asleep in Kim Tan's arms.
Kim Tan then laid Rose down, then pulled out a blanket for Rose.
"dumbass, how do you know Rian won't be destroyed after losing you? he saved you because he loves you so much? how can you be sure he'll live fine if the person he loves dies? he'll be like you if he loses you too. You idiot!" muttered Kim Tan stroking rose's head.
Rian wants to leave rose.
rose suddenly had a nightmare.
rian sat down on the edge of the bed and tried to calm Rose down.
"why are you always having nightmares? what's it about Rian?" mumbling Kim Tan
rose then hugged Kim Tan's hand.
"ckckck, hmmm alright, tonight I will accompany you again" Kim Tan then lay down next to rose and hugged rose.
rose calmed down again.
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