RONA LOVE

EPISODE 12

Kavana never thought of cheating behind Edward, her lover. Edward made her a better woman. Just this time, she was dating a guy who never touched her. Even though all the guys he is dating, consider kissing even petting is not a taboo thing to do when dating. And Kavana enjoyed it. The touch of a man becomes a necessity for him. Like opium to his body.

"Why the hell, you don't want to touch me at all?" kavana protests one day when Edward shakes his head when he wants to give a morning kiss.

That morning, Edward promises to accompany Kavana to Car Free Day.

"This is Na's principle, I want to touch my girl if she is officially married! emphatically.

"You are old! Antiques in the museum. I'm surprised, there are still people who have thoughts like you, Ed!" cibir Kavana's.

"From childhood I was taught like Na, Mama always reminded me ... It may be old-fashioned, but that's me" Edward explained.

Kavana surrendered. In that case, he would never win arguing with Edward. Edward is different.

It should have awakened him, from all the disgust he often did.

There was a desire to stop, but it was hard.

And now, Dayona's presence in his life is like an oasis in the middle of the desert that can fill his thirst. Thirst for the love of a man he never got from someone called Papa.

Papa and Mama divorced when Kavana was a toddler. Since then, Kavana has been completely unrelated to her Papa. Mama said, Papa will come at the celebration of his 17th birthday. The celebration never existed. It means no Papa either.

"Mayona ...."

Why is Kavana's heart pounding now, remembering that name.

Debaran was getting louder when he got close to Dayona. As it is today, when they stand side by side in the rooftop of a restaurant in Bukit Bintang. Enjoy the expanse of lights in the settlement like a sea of beautiful stars. The cold air made Kavana close her jacket. The wind was quite strong many times messing with his hair.

Next to her Dayona seemed to enjoy the scenery that lay in front of her. All of that was evident from his radiant facial expression - a series.

Many times Kavana stole - steal a glance towards Dayona, from the side formed a silhouette of the man's face. It's not as handsome as Edward, but Dayona's face is pleasing to the eye and not boring. Perhaps because it was influenced by its warm and full of surprises.

Kavana herself has been surprised twice, on her birthday and tonight.

"Is there anything more beautiful than the stars?" dayona asked with a straight forward look.

"Huh ... Meanin?" Kavana scrunched her forehead to digest Dayona's question earlier.

"It seems there is .." Dayona said again.

Kavana's getting confused.

"What the hell, Dan, don't understand me!"

"I ... which is more beautiful than the stars ...."

Kavana chuckles. Confident is also the guy next to him.

"Oh yeah? How come?" Kavana asked for an explanation.

"In proof of that, you look at me instead of looking at the stars!" this time Dayona said with a smile and turned her head towards Kavana.

Kavana's cheeks are red, shamed.

"Ge er really, um who saw you continue??!!". elak Kavana.

"Oh, it's not you ... Earlier who looked at me continued the angel" seloroh Dayona who made Kavana more blushed embarrassed.

"Namexo ... The expert really seduce him, where the hell learn it?"

"Likes?" dayona asked without answering Kavana's previous questions.

Kavana.

"Then can I not do it every day especially for you?" pinta Dayona blinked her eyes.

Kavana's heart rippled, there were strange vibrations in her heart.

That night, someone stole a little space in her heart that should have belonged to her lover, Edward. Edward's? There was a feeling of guilt that at that moment hurt him.

But the rest of the night was too good to be ruined with guilt...

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Edward's House, by the way,

"Tumben Papa came home" Edward said as he entered his yard after school. Seen there, Papa's car has been parked in the garage, indicating that Papa will be long enough at home.

"Kang, Papa's coming home?" ask her to Kang Ari who is on the porch of the house.

"Yes, it has been since ... Edna's mom came home this afternoon, didn't she Mas today? asked Kang Ari to make sure.

"True Kang, don't forget and don't be late for you, Kang!" her door.

"Yes, my mom"

Edward came in to change his clothes. After swapping his school shirt for a home shirt, Edward immediately headed for the dining room. Papa was there, busy with the laptop in front of him.

"Mr ..."

After that, silence. Edward scoops his lunch in silence. Strangers ambushed between them. Maybe because they have not interacted for too long. There was no meeting or phone call, like a Papa to his son and vice versa.

"When is Papa coming?" edward started their conversation. There were a lot of questions stored up all this time that had to be figured out the answer, Edward thought.

"Jam 13:00, Papa wants to see the house and you guys" he explained briefly.

"Oooooo ... How come Papa rarely comes home now, where do you sleep?" Edward asked again.

Papa stopped his activities and looked at Edward with a serious look.

"Ed, listen Papa, Papa is fighting for you and Edna, for your future, so that you can be a great person, Papa decided to buy an apartment near the Office."

Now Edward understands where his father lives, but for reasons why he lives there he doesn't yet understand. Is it possible to concentrate at home? Wh why? What makes you not consent?

Wanted to ask him again, but Edward didn't have the guts for it.

Edward finished his lunch. As he was about to get out of his chair, Papa prevented him.

"Sit down Ed, Papa wants to talk!"

"What's up, Pa?" ask Edward.

"You're in 3rd grade, right now? Do you know where college is going? See this ... Papa has prepared everything for you, you will enter the best Business Campus in the city Ed, you can certainly be a great businessman and will replace Papa!" cerocos Papa without giving Edward a chance to respond.

Edward was still digesting every word in Papa's speech. Business Campus? A businessperson? Replacing Papa's position?. Suddenly his blood flowed more profusely, forming waves - waves of emotions within him.

"That's not what Edward wants, Pa!!!" unconsciously Edward with a burst of emotion, replied in a high tone, to his Papa's statement.

"What do you want, Ed?!!!!! Answer Papa!!!" snapped Papa who began to ignite the high tone of his son.

"Papa knows Edward's wish from childhood! Papa knows that! Edward wants to be a painter!"

"Painter???? What do you want to eat to be a painter??? You think it's easy to be a painter! Realistic, Ed! Your future has Papa prepared, you live it ... No need to bother anymore like Papa is now! Less tasty what? Know you!!!!????" his father said with emotion.

This time Edward didn't know what else to answer. He began to know what Papa's arrival meant today, Papa was forcing him to follow his will.

"Ma ... Edward needs Mama, only Mama can understand me. "said Edward blankly in front of his Mama's painting. After passing by just leaving Papa and choosing to enter his room. Stay there and don't come out again. Stupid time with Papa and all.

"If Mama were here ...."

"If Mama were still there ...."

"If Mama were nearby ...."

Edward knew that day, his future was already decided ... A future far from his will ....

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Today, Mr. Wiryatama told him that the house he had been living in would be sold with the approval of Mama of course. It doesn't matter to Dayona, more to not care anymore actually, because since his father died, Dayona no longer wants to set foot there. It hurts too much to remember everything. The shadow of Papa's death still haunts him.

During that time, Dayona slept hitchhiking at Obed's house. Sharing a room with his friend made it difficult to be closed until late at night.

But starting tonight, Dayona will have her own room. Not just the room, even this entire place was his.

It is not as luxurious as the family apartment that is now occupied by Mama and her affair man. But this is Papa's legacy. Papa's legacy in Dayona's name.

This is the place where it will start a new journey. A young man in his teens with his lust, with his ego, with his anger and desire - the desire of his youth ...

"I want you here now, you,

Laugh with me like I used to ...

Even if only for a moment, God please grant ...

It's not that this self doesn't accept reality, though,

This heart just misses ... Ho oh ...

This heart just misses"

(Andmesh Kamaleng - Just Missing)

Dayona with her guitar.

His heart felt so empty.

Miss Papa ....

Miss Mama ....

Miss her ....

Missed his old life.

However, now he could only miss without knowing which place he should go, to just complain ....