Rizal Rajendra's

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After Azizah was declared to have miscarried I also felt sad because I was most enthusiastic when I heard that Kak Azizah had conceived their child

but what is okay for me is just his sister-in-law is nobody anymore but behind that I am also happy because on the other side Bang Rizal and Azizah Kak can still live together first

at least they can think of both lives to be more established if someday they are given the destiny to have another child

they must be ready Alert they will learn first I was very moved by the very strong thought My brother Rizal I support him even though there is little I am not willing to delay I have a nephew

but on the other side of Kan I already have a nephew of Bang Rizal even though it is not his biological son, his adopted son, but I will try to focus on them before the son of my brother Rizal and brother Azizah

I'll take care of them if I'm not busy

even sometimes I become their caretaker if I am busy but I take care of them more often when my time is free

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a few days after the departure of the prospective children from Azizah They have started to get used to living their lives

although sometimes Azizah still likes to cry at night she is sometimes pensive when alone in the room but what can make her just a human being who has many shortcomings

God has predestined for himself better than before, therefore sometimes at the time in his dream he met two children

the child turned out to be a pair of men and women whose men they call asthma and their women called Azmi even though she had never seen her son in a state already in the world but God often brought her together with his future son who died first in his dream

although sometimes he was sad but Rizal helped him to rise from the sadness

she felt very lucky to have a husband like Rizal who was very gentle understanding and never did roughness

it is now one month since the death of his two sons Azizah and Rizal

it does not feel that time continues to run quickly until now they have gone through fairly complicated days that have entered a month of the death of prospective children from Rizal and Azizah

at this time Azizah was pensive on the balcony she looked outside blankly even though her body was in front of the balcony door but her soul was not there whether her soul was where but he felt that this was not him Why did he daydream until almost 1 hour

when Rizal saw myself in a state of daydreaming for quite a long time he slapped my shoulder and said

"Why do you just daydream like that you've been daydreaming for an hour what's wrong with your mind Why don't you talk just daydream like that?" the question made me shed tears

it made him reflexively approach me then wipe my tears and say

" Why are you crying What's wrong with me?"ask Rizal to me

" I miss them Mas" I said with tears constantly flowing

finally Mas Rizal understood my words and he said

" Tomorrow we go to the tomb, tomorrow we look at our children, don't you already miss him, we will go there tomorrow morning Okay don't cry anymore huh" said Rizal who immediately made me stop my crying

"I don't like you crying constantly like this your eyes are swollen don't look for disease anymore" he told me, cupping my face and kissing my forehead

" You're a strong woman, you're strong woman, don't hurt yourself Just because someone who's dead remembers it's okay" she said in front of my eyes and looked at me intensely

finally, how much time later they decided to fall asleep and began to prepare for sleep when they were in bed

" if they both enter into our dreams what we will do"Tanyaku to Rizal then he looked at me with a question because maybe he usually never visited by his two children

and then she finally smiled sweetly

" I'll talk to them that their mommy shouldn't come with them and they should help her move on from them and I'll ask them to help you never get into your dreams again know you often dream of meeting them but I also but I only occasionally and they say to me" Rizal speech cut off before he continued his conversation and I was just silent

" they said please take care of mommy when we go Daddy actually we won't go away from you until we have another sister" said Rizal who was impressed to convey a message from their children make me stunned

" Will they always be in my dreams?" asked Azizah and Rizal shook his head

" wallahualam I don't know only God knows but I think that they will always follow us until you finally conceive again" it was greeted with a smile by Azizah herself pleased

Somehow he looks happy like that Rizal did not know or even himself did not know what he meant by suddenly smiling like that when no one made himself smile like that

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the morning had gone until now the Rajendra family was eating breakfast before Azizah and Rizal decided to go to a tomb of his children

by the time Azizah had arrived, she began to gather in front of the graves of her children

" mommy's kids actually miss you but we can only meet one month but it's okay Mommy is happy to still be happy you want to stop in Mommy's womb even though you can't survive until you were born

but Mami must not resist the will of Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala to separate us all Mommy will pray that you will enter heaven God forgive mommy we have not met maybe we will meet in his paradise God later

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Hello guys today is quite tiring yes autor also quite tired somehow Capek really hehehe Oh yes Okay see you next time do not forget like comment share follow

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