Rizal Rajendra's

wistful

" children?" instead of being sad or what he was asking Rizal the meaning of what Rizal said

" i cannot save our children because they have returned to God before we see their faces and behavior" Rizal said, making Azizah's face begin to fade from her smile

he also cried because of Rizal's words that really happened

" Is that true?" asked Azizah who made sure that her husband was not kidding

" Yes they did not survive" after Rizal said that Azizah Pun Crying herself began to blame him herself without any sound of her crying

" I'm sorry dear Mommy can't take care of you Azizah's words with lyrics makes Rizal shake his head cleverly she disagrees because Azizah blames herself for the accident she did

but it cannot make Rizal blame Azizah because it is the destiny of Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala

he immediately we live the days as usual and he must keep entertaining aqidah because of it

this cannot be avoided if it has become the destiny of Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala Whatever will happen we must be airy without having to do things that are not good even need to be done

" Don't Cry Again we have to let them down I want to hurt you because you keep crying to see a woman I love and even I love crying all the time like this my heart hurts when I see you all the timecontinuous crying Don't make me sick and even cry because you are constantly crying" Rizal said to Azizah to stop her crying

after the cry was subsided Azizah asked Rizal what the children said by Rizal

"what do kids mean?" asked Azizah with a surprised face to Rizal then inevitably Rizal also returned to say things that he should have said to Azizah at that time

" Yes you were pregnant with our twins but they didn't survive because by the time you drowned you had a very strong impact on your uterus" rizal's words made Azizah cry again and she blamed her mistakes that could not keep her children

" I'm sorry Mommy Mommy can't keep you from saying soft words to make Rizal's heart hurt again he hugged Azizah's trembling body and kissed her forehead gently

The old man finally the doctor came and returned to give the infusion that was exhausted and before long Azizah was calm and her eyes began to dim because she was back sleepy

"don't leave me. I promise I'll help you rise from the fall I don't want you to be constantly killed like that later our children don't settle there because their mother doesn't let them go" rizal said in his heart

he vowed to take care of Azizah with all his strength he would not repeat the incident again which caused Azizah to fall

actually, he was a little unwilling when his son was declared to have returned to Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala before they were both prospective children

as human beings what is permissible for them to be willing whatever has been determined by Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala maybe it is not yet time they have children

and finally they decided to live together first Later when it is steady to have children and has been given back Ridho by God to have children

finally Rizal helped Azizah to rise from her slump

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two days after the miscarriage finally Azizah was allowed to go home it made Azizah happy not to play then she asked Rizal to make a pilgrimage at the grave of her children

because the sex is not yet known and when already buried already required to give a name to the figure who is already in the grave even though they do not have sex

still they have been given life in the form of the heartbeat of Rizal also gave the names to the two children

asma bin Rizal Rajendra and Asmi bin Rizal Rajendra

"It turns out you two are a pair of twins" Azizah said softly Hoping that someone heard in the burrow

after lingering in the cemetery area finally they decided to go home because it was almost raining

at 10:15, they are on their way home, it takes only 15 minutes, they have arrived at the Mansion of the Rajendra family, Azizah actually asked to go home to both of them

but Rizal refused to decide to mention Rajendra's family even though in a sad state Rizal had to continue to help Azizah so as not to fall for the departure of her children

at this time they are both in the room in a state of responsibility because Azizah still looks constantly daydreaming to make Rizal's heart hurt again because of what Azizah the wife did

" Don't be sad again yes we must be willing they first return to Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala surely they are happy because they once stopped in your womb" said Rizal to calm Azizah's heart

"but Azizah's words were cut off when Rizal started saying.

" maybe at the time when the two of them were questioned whether they were able to live and be full of us maybe they answered no so God took back our two children" it was possible to comfort Azizah who finally nodded her head

he must begin to adapt because if he continues to cry just as he has been against God's destiny the destiny that has been set by Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala

time continues to run until now has shown at 20:00

at their home many people turned out they had come to pray together for the second day their son died

although Azizah had not wanted to eat because she still remembered her children with the persuasion of Rizal finally in Reza was willing to eat even if only a little

" i'm already full" Azizah said as Rizal fed himself to eat

finally called the problem of rough breathing he had to be patient to his wife who was down even though this morning Azizah began to forget their children who had died but the bond of a mother and child was strong which made Azizah sometimes they like to be remembered by their children

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