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' Ririn Rama (I Love HIM ) ' This is for an update.
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The one-year event of the departure of Siska's mother held at the Sukma family home has been completed. Some of the domestic workers at the house were cleaning up, Lala and Ririn also helped.
" I'm sorry, non Lala and non Ririn are waiting for the big master and mistress in the back garden "
Said one of the domestic workers.
" Yes, thank you mba "
Reply Lala while Ririn only smiled lightly in response.
" Come let's Rin "
They immediately went to the back garden, there were papih Sukma and Satria who were talking while mamih Aliyah was cradling Lisa who was a little fussy and seemed to start getting sleepy.
Lala immediately approached Mamihnya and took over Lisa then immediately took her to the room with Satria who followed her from behind.
Ririn smiled as she looked at the two figures who are currently substitute parents since the departure of her mother.
" Let's kid, sit here by Mamih "
Mamih Aliyah patted the long bench she was sitting on while the papih was opposite. Ririn followed the direction of the mamih, after sitting down Aliyah immediately grasped Ririn's left hand. Ririn smiled happily as she felt the warmth from her Mamih hands. Ririn so misses her mother more, she misses her warm grasp, misses her comfortable embrace. Ririn's eyes began to glaze back.
" How are you feeling right now? "
Ask the papih and stare between sad, worried and constantly feeling guilty.
" Good pih, how is the health condition of papih? How was the check-up today? "
Reply Ririn asked also to divert other questions regarding the condition of her heart.
" Well, the more the papih day feel the more healthy papih body "
The reply was white, then he said back.
" I'm sorry papih and mamih did not accompany you to visit your mother's grave. Tomorrow papih and mamih plan to go there "
" It's okay, mih. Ririn is very grateful to know papih mamih and thank you very much for everything today "
Ririn stared alternately at the two parents in front of her.
" Don't say that, son, you're so lucky to know you and your mother. Without the great merit of Siska, mamih would never have known papih and mamih did not know if papih would be what it is today "
Ririn and Mamih Aliyah hugged each other and cried as well as the Sukma papih that quietly wiped the tears that dripped at the end of her eyes.
" The debt owed to your mother is too much, papih does not know what to pay now. Papih can only replace his role to protect you and papih mamih hope you can think of us like your own biological parents want "
" Yes dear, mamih is very happy and mamih's life is more perfect with your presence. Mamih wants to listen to all your curses and whatever you feel, whatever you want do not hesitate to tell stories and tell mamih. Mamih is also your mother at this time, son, when you need a friend to tell me whenever it says to mamih, mamih is always ready for you "
" Thank you, thank you so much papih. Ririn is so happy right now, Ririn will try to be a good boy for you "
" You're a very good boy baby, we're gonna try to be good parents for you "
They looked at each other and smiled lovingly and strengthened each other.
Rama who saw it came smiling and guilt came back to him.
Rama sitting next to his papih, Ririn immediately removed the remains of the flowing tears. The instant state became silent, Mamihnya said to break the silence that occurred.
" It's late at night, you better sleep here. Tomorrow morning we go to your mother's grave together "
Mamih looked at the faces of Ririn and Rama in turn. Ririn looked at Rama's face as if waiting for her husband's decision. Rama sees Ririn at a glance then looks at her parents in turn as they all look at her and wait for her answer.
Rama thought for a moment then sighed softly.
" Alright, it's too late anyway and I'm already a little sleepy "
Her mother smiled happily to hear him, his papih patted Rama's shoulder gently and told them to go to sleep immediately.
The more darkness dissolves the night, the more the earth is enveloped in the cold wind.
Some hope without certainty, there is certainty but have no hope.
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The state of the house is already very quiet because the residents have headed to dreamland, but not with the occupants of rooms painted with walls of a combination of cream and blue. The color is so impressive simplicity, simplicity and masculine like the character of the owner.
Ririn came out of the bathroom after she finished changing her clothes, Ririn circulated her gaze throughout the room looking for her husband. Walking towards the balcony looking for Rama's whereabouts, Ririn breathed a sigh of relief knowing her husband was there. Ririn intends to go back inside but is stopped when she accidentally hears Rama's conversation with someone on the phone.
" I'm sorry baby, I'm really sorry. I have broken my promise again today to you. I really didn't expect this "
Rama was silent for a moment listening to his interlocutor there, Ririn was frozen to listen to the tone of Rama's speech that was so soft and affectionate, very different when talking to him, his cold and sharp attitude pierced. Without having to mention or find out, Ririn knew very well who the other person was besides Rose, the beautiful and graceful girl who was loved by her husband.
" I won't let you down again next time, as an apology I'll follow your wishes no matter tomorrow "
Rama was downcast and tried to win back the heart of his woman there. Without realizing it there is a heart that is getting hurt here because of the actions and attitudes that make him envious as his legal wife.
" Yes my sweet, I miss you so much. Should I go to your house now? "
" Well, then go to bed soon, baby, don't forget to dream of me "
Rama smiled happily.
" I love you so much too "
Ririn immediately turned to go into the room and sat down in front of the dressing table and wiped her tears immediately and pretended to comb her hair when she heard footsteps approaching her.
Rama saw Ririn combing her hair at a glance, then lay her body on the mattress. It feels so tiring today and draining the mind and heart of Rama. One side he does not want to lose his love a second time, he does not want to lose with his guilt and put aside his happiness to be with the woman he loves.
But on the other hand, Rama felt that he had a great responsibility to take care of Ririn because Siska's mother was gone and because of the help of Siska's mother it was impossible that her papih would survive until now.
Ririn lowered her head silently staring at both of her hands, she was confused as to how. Does it matter if he sleeps next to Rama? Ririn remembers the words of Rama yesterday and if it is still he does Ririn is afraid Rama is uncomfortable because Ririn knows very well the character of Rama. Or is it better to sleep in another room? That is not possible, currently he is in the big house of the Sukma family. It could be that the entire house is excited if they know their relationship is not good.
Long enough they were immersed in each other's thoughts, finally Ririn chose to sleep on the sofa in the corner of the room.
Rama opened his eyes slowly when he heard Ririn's footsteps but did not feel the movement in his bed.
Rama stared at the ceiling of the room and could see the existence of Ririn who had been lying on the sofa from the end of her eyes.
" You deliberately made me look worse in my family's eyes? "
Ririn opened her originally closed eyes but she remained silent and replied inwardly
' what else is my fault? '
" Should I explain it more clearly? "
Ririn remained unmoved not understanding what Rama said.
" Quickly move to the bed before the whole house wakes up to hear my voice "
Rama sighed tiredly, he was tired of having to argue and face Ririn who was equally stubborn as she was.
Ririn immediately woke up and moved to the bed next to Rama after hearing Rama's words. Then they turned their backs on each other.
An hour had passed but none of them could close their eyes as the drowsiness disappeared only the awkwardness that adorned the room.
" Are you asleep? "
Rama said because he felt so quiet and also broke the atmosphere of awkwardness.
" Are you still listening to me? Or are you really asleep? "
He came back very slowly.
" Haven't.. "
Answer Ririn.
" I'm sorry for today, I completely forgot that today... "
" It's okay, I'm so grateful for everything today. Thank you for making the salute and praying for my mother "
As for Ririn, silence was once again between them.
" Can our relationship be like it used to be? "
Ask Rama back.
" You know my true feelings and you know very well what our current status is. Wouldn't it be even more awkward afterwards if our relationship was the way it used to be? "
Ririn's reply spilled all over her heart.
Ririn again said, this is a chance for her to pour out her entire heart.
" Can't you just take a little look at my current whereabouts? Can't you just follow me once? Is my feeling for you a mistake? Can a friend not marry? Is our marriage a big mistake? "
Rama was silent in silence listening to him and Ririn started sobbing, she had to say it, she had to question him, so that the curiosity that drained her mind was answered.
" You rejected my love at that time but you always gave me hope. You who refused loudly and said will not marry me when we are betrothed but why do you want us to get married soon. What joke are you playing? "
" Did you mean to take revenge because I always said bad things about your lover and kicked him out back then? I did it for your own good not because of my feelings "
Lirih Ririn, she held back her sobs so as not to be heard outside her room. Rama's eyes began to heat up, his breath up and down restraining emotions.
" I don't like you vilifying my woman, you don't really know her. My woman isn't who you think she is, obviously you envy her. Being with you is a mistake, but I am a man who always keeps his word. I promised your mother I'd marry you and take care of you, I don't want to feel more guilty about your mother "
Rama's anger stifled his emotions.
" My mom's gone, maybe it's better you don't have to keep it if it ends up like this. And my mother's death wasn't your fault, from the beginning I didn't blame anyone. God loves him more, this is all his destiny "
Ririn was powerless to hold back her cries, she cried softly and sobbed.
Rama had no strong lingering arguments with Ririn who was as stubborn and selfish as he was.
" I'm sorry "
Rama got out of bed and walked out of the room.
Ririn cried nonstop until she fell asleep tired.
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