Ririn Rama (I Love HIM)

Part 14 (Trauma and reliving )

Today was the 6th day Ririn and the others were in this village. It did not feel that time passed so quickly, the more days of their familiarity with the surrounding residents and children were getting closer and it made them so heavy if tomorrow they had to leave this village.

The orange rays walked down towards the place of his substitution. Ririn was now in her residence and was looking at the face of Joseph who was writing one letter at a time. Joseph loved Ririn and vice versa.

A rowdy voice rang out from outside the house, before long there was the sound of crying and screaming of a woman. Ririn and the rest of the people inside the house immediately ran out and found out what was happening.

It turned out that the sound of crying came from the front yard of Mr. Akbar's house. There Mr. Akbar's son, he was crying hysterically when he saw some policemen who carried the body of her husband without soul. And they said that her husband had an accident while he was heading home.

Some people tried to calm him down and also grieved.

Ririn felt a loud blow on her head, the shadows when Ririn first heard about her mother then the face and the entire body of her mother who when covered in blood turned back in her eyes like a movie played.

Ririn looked back at the last time her mother opened her eyes and then closed them again for good. Ririn felt an overwhelming chest tightness, her tears just flowing down her cheeks.

" No, no, no way, akhhhhhhh "

Ririn closed both ears and closed her eyes tightly, she screamed so hysterically all of a sudden. Dika, Cheryl and the others look shocked and immediately approach Ririn, trying to calm Ririn down. But Ririn's attitude was like an uncontrollable person and before long Ririn drooped unconscious.

>>>>>

Rama accidentally nudged a glass when he was about to move to the front room after taking a glass of water in the refrigerator.

" Let me clean up young master "

Said one of the workers at her family home.

" Thank you mba "

Rama then walked in the front room, there was a hint of a strange feeling enveloping his heart. Even Rama did not understand whether it was the feeling of worry, anxiety or fear that he felt. But why did that feeling suddenly approach him without Rama experiencing anything. Rama sat on the sofa then held his chest and thought confusedly.

" Why can't Ririn's number be called? "

His voice surprised Rama a little.

" Oh yes, Rama has said it many times. Ririn said there the network is very bad so her phone can only be used occasionally when only getting a little signal. After all, Rama had listened to the news that was fine, so you don't have to worry too much "

Rama's lie to make her Mamihnya stop asking Ririn continuously. Though not a single message was replied to or even just read by Ririn. But Rama did not care much because he had given freedom to Ririn, no matter what Ririn did.

Tomorrow is a holiday, so Rama chose to stay at his family home because there is no activity that will do. Her lover, Rose is out of town doing a photo shoot so Rama feels lonely and has no purpose.

>>>>>

Rian injects a liquid into the infusion attached to Ririn's right hand and then he checks his pulse again. After finishing he immediately came out of the room and immediately welcomed various questions from Dika.

" How about the doctor? What the hell happened to him? Is his condition okay? Or should we take Ririn to the hospital? Or..."

" Be calm Dika, your friend is fine "

" Why then did Ririn just like that and suddenly faint? Ririn's not in pain, is she Dr Rian? "

Rian smiled cutely at the behavior of a man who was so worried about his girlfriend excessively. If just a friend would not be as excessive as this, Rian realized there were other feelings that Dika had on Ririn.

" No Dika, don't say too much like this. Your friend is just in shock and needs a break "

Dika looked down embarrassed and relieved to hear it and Rian said again.

" Ririn only experiences PTSD "

" PTSD is what is a doctor? "

Rehan asked curiously.

" PTSD is Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, a state in which the mental experience of panic attacks is due to the trauma of past experiences. It's possible that Ririn had an experience so severe that it left her traumatized "

" Would it harm the doctor? "

" I don't think because of the trauma Ririn experienced will only come back when she sees an event that makes her memory remember the trauma back "

" Then Ririn's gonna be okay, right, doctor? "

" Of course Dika, I've given him a sedative injection. So he'll wake up tomorrow. Now we let him rest and let's go back to Mr. Akbar's house, maybe there's something we can help him with "

The others immediately went out and headed for Mr. Akbar's house but not with Dika who still looked so worried and tried to restrain doctor Rian.

" But doc,,, "

" Once Dika, if you are like this you will disturb his rest. There's a friend of yours there looking after her and there's a nurse friend of mine who helped take care of her "

Doctor Rian pulled Dika slightly forcibly out of the house.

>>>>>

Rama looked at the ceiling of his room bored, he was tired of doing nothing, he was bored because the Rose could not take his phone call.

He was confused what to do, if he had to read the documents back it would make him dizzy again. Rama does not want his holiday in the campuri with office affairs. Work is work, holidays are holidays that's how he thinks.

His eyes skim through the contents of his own room and then stopped on a figure of a picture of his marriage with Ririn.

Rama recalled the incident back then.

The flashback

" I'm at the cafe's usual place "

" I'll be there soon "

Rama turned off his phone connection and then immediately drove his motorbike to the cafe. Didn't even care about her crying mamihnya's call.

Dicafe Ririn sat at the end of the room enjoying the capuccino he ordered and his fingers were so agile dancing on his laptop.

Just now he put down his phone, not long after his phone rang again and the name of the Rose was written there. Ririn corrected the position of her glasses and then raised the call.

" Hello, what's the rose? "

" There is no need to make small talk m*rahan, is this your reply as a friend I trust ? "

Reply Roses are not friendly at the end there.

" My feelings have nothing to do with our friendship, I liked Rama a long time before you knew Rama "

" Hahahaha,, but I'm the only woman Rama loves. You really are a shameless woman, obviously Rama has rejected you and prefers me. You better get out of his life "

Ririn held back the anger of hearing it, she closed her eyes to be patient.

" I won't stand by watching you play Rama, I'll tell you everything that you just use him and don't really love him. And also you've been having an affair with another man "

" Hahahaha,, just tell the lady m*rahan, Rama will not trust his best friend who has hindered his love. Rama only loves me, only loves a Rose "

Ririn still closed her eyes withholding her emotions, without realizing Rama was already in front of her. Rama was silent listening to Ririn's speech on the phone.

" You better get away from the life of Rama. Roses, you really don't deserve Rama "

" Who doesn't deserve who? "

Ririn blinked in shock at Rama's sudden presence. Ririn instantly panicked and was frightened by the aura that Rama emitted.

Rama intends to meet Ririn to ask for her help so that Ririn does not approve of her family's proposal to marry Rama to Ririn. But what he heard at this time made his emotions even more heightened and even hated his best friend. Rama does not think Ririn expels the woman he loves roses even say it is inappropriate for him.

" Is this how you stab your best friend? "

Rama raised his voice and made the people around him pay attention to them.

" You know very well I love Roses, so why did you tell her to leave my life. I didn't expect it to turn out like this your true character all along "

Ririn could not reply and said anything, Ririn just lowered her head and cried to hear it.

" I came here to speak well of our matchmaking and upon seeing this I was more and more convinced to reject it "

Ririn rounded her eyes to hear Rama's words.

" Roses deserve me so much, Roses love me so much and I love them so much "

" I like you too "

Ririn's statement made Rama silent for a moment.

" I held her for a long time, long before you knew her I loved you first. But I'm silent, I don't want to ruin our friendship "

" Without you saying, you've ruined everything. You broke my trust and ruined our friendship, I think it's good that from this moment onwards we don't know each other "

Rama turns around and dies Ririn, but his steps are stopped again because of Ririn's words.

" What I feel is a mistake for you, my feelings are my own "

" Whatever you say, doesn't make me change my mind "

Reply Rama without seeing Ririn then stepped out of the cafe leaving Ririn crying in pain. Dozens of pairs of eyes dicafe looked at Ririn Kasian and pity.

>>>>>

A week after the incident at the cafe, currently Ririn who is danced so beautiful and using white kebaya graceful and beautiful is sitting side by side with Rama who looks more handsome and dashing with their wedding costumes.

Well, after Rama rejected it firmly now Rama was silent following all his marriages. It was Rama who rejected it but now Rama also said he would marry Ririn.

What really happened and what made Rama change his mind?

From the beginning, Ririn never said to accept or reject this matchmaking since her mother was still there. Ririn has other feelings for Rama as a woman to a man rather than as a friend. So Ririn will do whatever it takes as long as Rama stays by her side.

I don't know if this marriage was a disaster or a right decision for Rama.

Flashback off

Rama breathed a heavy sigh while remembering all those things. Rama had to marry Ririn according to his promise to Siska's mother and Rama did not want to lose his papih if he opposed her again. Rama did not want his papih kumat disease and getting worse as he had previously refused his betrothal. Rama loved his parents so much that Rama could not resist them.

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