Revenge Plan

Decides

Long Serli was silent while bowing his head in a doldrums, I know and understand very well he was sad because of my rejection, but I really could not if I had to follow him abroad, I can't get away from this house because it's just this house where I don't feel lonely and where I can still feel my family's whereabouts, I am not sincere about their departure but I am still grieving and not ready to forget the incident at this time, moreover, I have not obtained strong evidence to find out who is the person behind the cause of the car accident that I experienced a few months ago.

I slowly held Serli's hands together and gave him another explanation so that he could understand and accept my decision.

"Serli forgive me, not that I don't want to accompany you or anything, I'm just not ready, and I still want to find out the evidence for the cause of the accident at that time, and I still want to find out, I won't be mad at you either, I support you to get your own happiness with Anton's brother, but I leave it to you if he makes you hurt back the door of this house will always be open to you" I said with a smile to endure the sadness,

"Alright if it's your decision, I can't force it either, although I really hope you come with me" Serli said expectantly.

Serli finally understood my wish and he nodded his head in understanding, we hugged each other and gave each other strength and warmth, this is what if we live without both parents and accompanying family, pain, pain and injury must all be borne alone to be an independent figure in everything and must be able to keep mentally sane.

"But you also promise me well if you get into trouble here, you tell me and if you can I still hope you will come with me and Anton" Serli replied as he let go of his embrace,

Again Serli still continues to expect me to be able to change the decision and go with him to country A, but my decision is already unanimous I can not leave this house.

"Yes you take it easy, I will always tell you, besides if my uncle and aunt problems are still able to fight them even if alone, do not doubt me about it hehe" my answer was accompanied by a little laugh to convince Serli that I would be fine.

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In the morning I just found out that it turns out brother Anton has prepared everything for the departure of Serli as well as himself to country A, and their flight schedule later that night, and their flight schedule will be, brother Anton deliberately chose a night flight because the circumstances in his father's company were in dire need of his existence so forced to have to speed up his flight, I was also busy helping Serli pack, when I was cleaning things I felt very heavy going to part with the figure of Serli who always advised me and taught me about kindness.

Perhaps after his departure there will be no one to advise me when I speak rudely, no one will touch my ears when I eat by lifting one leg up on the chair, and even when I was angry no one stroked my room to be patient, I could already feel how it would be if I were without Serli.

I kept trying to hold back the crying by busying myself until finally that time came, I went to take Serli to the airport and there I saw that Anton had arrived and he had 3 plane tickets with him because he thought I was coming too, but Serli immediately explained everything, brother Anton still had time to persuade me to come with them but with a heavy heart I still could not.

"Arisha are you sure you don't want to come with us?, I'm so worried about you, you better come along, I'll take care of you like my own sister" Anton told me,

"Thank you for your kindness, brother, but I'm sorry I really can't, and don't worry about me, I'm strong and besides this punch I don't play games" I said in a joke,

Serli and brother Anton laughed a little at my jokes, as usual Serli always stroked the rough tip of my head when he felt anxious to me, his treatment was always reminiscent of the figure of a father, dad always did that to me he said it was a form of affection.

That attitude is what makes me feel very close to Serli even though Serli and I are only 9 months adrift but he is like a big brother to me, let alone I am the first child in my family, so Serli's existence really makes me feel pampered, and that feeling I can only get when I'm with my parents and Serli, because in front of my sister I have to act like an older brother in general, but now I can't even feel like a big brother anymore, this heart is sliced when I remember the beautiful memories of being with a family that was so warm and loving to me sincerely, sometimes I think why should I swallow the bitter pill in this life alone.

As I was daydreaming Anton broke my mind and they said goodbye as the departure schedule was nearing, I nodded and hugged one last time with Serli, I saw Serli who had been crying and I was with brother Anton trying to calm him down.

"Hey...Serli stop crying, you're like a child and your face is ugly when crying don't make me and Anton's brother ashamed to know" I said deliberately so that Serli stopped crying.

"Hiks... You're a bitch, I love you so much" Serli said, hitting me small,

"you're gone, you'll miss the plane, bye... Be careful when you get to me quickly" I said as I waved and threw the most beautiful smile I could as a sign of farewell.

After Serli left and was not seen in the eye, that's where I limp helplessly I crouched down and cried him between my knees, I drowned this face that looked so bad, I drowned, I spilled all the sadness right then and there, actually from now on I had held back those tears from falling in front of Serli, I didn't want to worry him, I didn't want to worry him, I'm sure I can be without him and I'll be fine, I can't keep him with me he also needs happiness for himself, I can't show the weak side in me to anyone else let alone to Serli and brother Anton who are like family to me.