
This was the first day I lived in a big house all by myself, I prepared food as usual and almost forgot that I was the only one left alive in this world, my eating mood just disappeared and I just drank a glass of my favorite chocolate milk, I immediately took a bag and immediately went to find a job and a loan to the bank, for so long I went around looking for a job from one place to another, unfortunately my diploma which is only a High School graduate is quite difficult to get a job in a metropolitan city like this, he said, I got a lot of rejections and even insults from some people who underestimate my ability because I have no previous work experience, despite getting a lot of insults and obstacles I did not give up, the only way right now is to borrow money from the bank to save my house, but if I borrow from a nineteen-year-old bank, I obviously have nothing to take as a debtor other than the house itself, but I couldn't get my house taken by my uncle and aunt, long ago I thought on the side of the road holding a brown map containing job applications.
Until finally my determination was round and I went to a pawnshop, at first I went and applied for a loan to the bank but unfortunately the bank could not provide a loan according to the amount I needed, so I had to go to the pawn shop and mortgage my own house, fortunately the pawnshop gave me relief and allowed you to stay there until the deadline for repayment.
After getting the amount of money my uncle and aunt wanted I went to see them at their residence, I entered the house without knocking on the door I was thrown in and ignored Serli's call yelling at me many times, I shouted to my uncle and aunt.
"Arisha.... Where are you going?" said Serli who called me from behind,
"Uncle, auntie came out, I've brought what you want" I cried with emotion and stared at every corner of the room.
They walked down the stairs a while after I called out to him, I immediately threw a sum of money inside a brown envelope that was not small in number, they opened their eyes wide and immediately picked up the scattered money.
"Everything paid off, don't ever bother me again!" I then wanted to hurry away,
"We don't need your ugly house either" my aunt said, insulting the only memory of my parents' legacy.
My feet that were about to leave were restrained for a moment upon hearing the insults from them, I wanted to turn around and directly slap my aunt's face but again I tried to restrain all emotions and I clenched my hands firmly, again, I only glanced at Serli who just looked down without saying a word, immediately I left that place and returned to my house, arriving at home I was confused from where I had to find fifty million rupiah in one year, I kept thinking about whether my decision was right or not, whatever destiny comes my way in the future I will continue to face everything strongly, even though this house must be confiscated by the pawnshop at least this house is not owned by uncle and aunt who are so evil, he said, my heart kept on crashing and feeling uneasy, I could not fall asleep in this condition, I could only vent my anger by shouting as loud as I could.
"ARKHHHHHHHHHHH.." I shouted as loudly as possible on the balcony of my house,
My house is not too big but has two floors and everything is the result of my father's hard work and effort from scratch, although the father is only an employee at one of the companies, he always embodies whatever his children want and always gives the best for his family, again the wind of the night hit my body and I was still dissolved in sadness when I remembered all the happy memories some time ago with my family, the mischief of my sister who I always angry and complain to my mother, she said, I miss that atmosphere, fighting over food when dad gets home from work, judging sister by hiding his favorite stuff, I miss the noise in the house, I miss mom's cooking and I miss daddy's hand on my head, dead I held my tears while biting my lips as hard as I could, I drowned again and again my head between the two legs that I bent tightly, and again, my heart was broken again though I tried to forget them and open a new beginning but the shadow of them still crossed my mind and still clearly reflected in my eyes, in fact, how strong I tried sincerely and through everything I still could not and still slumped, I realized it took a little more time to be able to let go of them. I shed tears on my cheeks and get back up trying to encourage myself.
"OK enough crying for today, Arisha spirit you must be strong, spirit!!" I said give spirit to myself.
For now, there is no one who can give me strength and strength other than myself, that's why I have to keep myself healthy and sane so that I don't disappoint my family up there, there are still a lot of awkward things that I have to investigate I can't if I just spend time with a slump. I rushed into the room and laid my body on the bed ready to fall asleep, just about to close my eyes the sound of bells and knocking on doors outside made me forced to get out of bed and go to see it, how upset I was when I opened the door it turned out to be Serli, who was just me, I closed the door immediately but Serli managed to hold it in before I could close it perfectly.
"i don't care what you say, I hate you!" my answer is hateful,
"even though it's about your parents?" it was his reply that made me instantly release my hand from the door handle.
"i'll let you in, but if the news you're bringing isn't important I'll drive me out rudely!" answer commemorates.
I did all this just because I didn't want to get their scams and other ill-treatment, ' he said, although I came to my senses and saw that Serli was a little different from uncle and aunt but the fact that he was the son of them made it hard to believe him, but because he said to bring news about both my parents I could take it for a moment to enter the house, we sat in the middle room far apart and I continued to give a sharp glare of hate and anger, nor could I stop clutching my hands firmly when I saw it.
"Just tell me what you know about my parents!" I said I didn't want to talk to him for long,
"before I wanted you to know that I wasn't what you thought I was, I just got back from my grandmother's house six months ago, and I was going to see you first, it's to give you a hand but I saw you were going with your family, so I decided to go back home and give you this gift the next day" Serli said,
"say the point is I hate to see you stay around me for too long" I said cutting Serli's story,
"please give me a chance, this is very important!" he said begging,
"Well, since you were once my best friend, I'll give you a chance" I told him,
"And when I was about to go home I accidentally caught my father and my mother tinkering with your car, I thought they were just checking the vehicle, because when I approached and asked them, I thought, they're just saying they're checking the vehicles you want your family to use at the annual event, I'm really stupid for just believing in them, until finally you and your family used the car without checking it again, and the accident happened, I was the first and only person to come to the police station to ask the cause of your accident and the police said that your car's brakes were like they were cut by a sharp object and that's the main reason the accident happened" continued Serli and he again stopped in the middle of the story.
My eyes had started to look glassy when I heard the story from Serli I also started to believe his words and I realized Serli really had nothing to do with uncle and aunt, I knew she was different from the start but since there was no reason for me to keep believing in her I found it hard not to hate her for the treatment of her parents.