
There was an unusual awkward atmosphere between Ferdi and Lea. They eat in silence. They both do not want to start a conversation. Every now and then their gazes met, but turned away at the next second. It's hard to start.
"I slept first, Mas ...." Lea stood up by pulling the plate that Ferdi used as the feeding mat. Two servings of fried rice that Ferdi bought to fill their stomachs tonight.
"There's something I want to say, Le .. sit down first." Ferdi ventured.
Lea knew this was just another wound she would receive today. Although he did not want to hear anything from the man who should have been the backrest when Lea slumped like this, but he dropped his ass back on the floor, where they ate the lesehan.
"I went to Father's house." Ferdi looked at Lea closely, looking at Lea's silent expression which Ferdi had thought of as a weapon to allow Ferdi to undo whatever was to be said. Lea's play that she used to see if Lea didn't want to lose.
"I've sent you back to you, Mr. Le ..," said Ferdi. It sounded cruel as it instantly made Lea look limp. The woman's shoulders and head dropped slowly after perhaps she had previously held back.
"I want us to separate, Le .. There's nothing we can keep from this relationship anymore. Besides, I can't take you on the right path either. I'm not a good husband to you."
Lea panted, then looked at Ferdi with eyes that were crimson. "I'd look mean and selfish if I still wanted to be with you, Mas. You're not a bad husband actually, Mas .. only I'm too despicable to stay by your side."
Lea stood up, her hands trembling holding the plate. "There's nothing to say anymore, is there, Mom? This is enough to divorce me, isn't it?"
Ferdi looked up with a confused feeling. Lea this is why actually, why he even sounded drama. Is this the latest Lea play?
"I'll pack up" Lea said as she turned around. He could no longer hold back his tears. His shoulders shook as he began to shed tears.
"I'll go, Le .. You stay here. Although it's not worth saying a living from a husband, but I hope this place can afford you protection."
Lea did not reply, she just hardened the sound of running tap water. He did not want to hear a line of words that would only hurt him more deeply.
From behind, Ferdi hugged Lea. There was a sense of unwillingness, but Lea's attitude really made Ferdi tired. It seemed Ferdi was no longer able to deal with Lea. He did not know how to endure with patience.
"Mas .. May I beg you to give me a chance once?" isak Lea's.
Ferdi was silent with his heart beating uncharacteristically. His heart rippled warmly.
Lea twisted her body, letting her gaze fall to the chest of Ferdi.
"I want to start from the beginning with you, start right." Lea ventured into Ferdi's eyes.
"At least, give me time to prove it to you, I'm not pretending with my sincerity."
Ferdi clearly doubted all of this, even though Lea's eyes looked solemn. Ferdi was just tired of being lied to continuously.
Lea lowered her head, knowing that Ferdi would never give her another chance. "I'm tired today, Mas .. I just want to go home to you. I just want to go home to the man I consider home."
Ferdi gulped his saliva with great difficulty. There was a warm distance, there was a flaming taste. Ferdi did not deny that. He just needs real evidence from Lea. He did not want to get hurt again.
Leah slowly brought her head closer to Ferdi's chest, her hands slowly coiling around her husband's waist. "I need you, Mas .. more than anything in the world."
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