
No one knows the fate of man, even if only one second ahead.
At the cost, Lea was still trembling. His body feels weak. For a while he did not believe that the incident happened to him. For a moment, he realized why he had come to think of such a ridiculous plan.
Lea termangu's.
Think about everything he's done so far. "What the hell is wrong with me?" lea Mumbles. He rose and reflected. Her reflection is terrible. If noticed really, he was completely different. Skinny, tangled, pale, and old-looking.
"To be repulsed by everyone, I look more like a witch than a human." Lea rubbed her hair that was no longer maintained. There was no light and light there. Deserve Mas Ferdi no longer likes me like he used to."
Shown in Lea's eyes, how Ferdi looked to Mayang. Mayang is now very different, of course Ferdi drooled when he met his ex-wife.
"Have I been too much all this time?" inner Lea. "But I just want to be like Mayang. I just want to be loved like Mayang. Do I have to change my attitude like Mayang?"
Lea let out her breath slowly, then changed her standing position. "It's easy to get a doctor after the divorce with Mas Ferdi. The more his life shines. Can I be like Mayang?"
"But I don't want a divorce from Mas Ferdi." Lea's tears suddenly broke uncontrollably. He remembered what it was like when he was almost crazy when Ferdi wanted to leave him first. Leah loved that man so much. Their struggle to stay connected despite having to hide, even Lea used to be willing to be a dark wife if Mayang and Ferdi were forever bound in the bonds of marriage. So far Lea loves Ferdi.
"Ah, maybe I should keep my husband. Who will accept me for who I am besides him?" Leah backed off and immediately washed herself. Maybe all these complicated thoughts will turn bright if the body is fresh.
When Lea was in the bathroom, Ferdi came home on an ojek. Ferdi chose to return his car to the dealer after he was no longer working.
Thought kalut. After returning home, Ferdi went around looking for another job, although no one wanted to hire him. He was afraid that Lea would be angry with him, knowing this. Although in fact, Lea took part in his stop this time.
Ferdi styled himself so as not to look upset in Lea's eyes. As much as possible he did not want to look upset. He kept doing what he was doing as usual.
Ferdi laid himself on a thin floor mattress, unbuttoning the top two shirts so that he did not feel excessive sultry. His eyes immediately closed tightly, imagining how complicated his life was going to be. Somehow so if their baby is still alive. What will be the life of his son? Living among useless and poor parents.
The bathroom door opened slowly, revealing Lea who was no less grim in face even though she looked better.
"I'm waiting for you to come out" said Ferdi looking for an excuse to avoid Lea's interrogation.
Lea was silent, only stepping away from the bathroom door while continuing to rub her hair. Ferdi quickly left Lea, though in his mind wondering what was wrong with Lea as usual.
Her hair was still wet, it was still late afternoon, but Lea had already rolled her body in a blanket, even though her eyes were not closed at all. He just wants to break down and let go of all the fatigue.
Tonight they went through with full thoughts without greeting each other or sharing stories. Lea does not want Ferdi to know what he did, nor with Ferdi, he does not want Lea to know the difficulties of his life.
While on the other side of the house, two humans spend the night chatting, talking until their lips are tired, then falling asleep with hugs, enjoying a peaceful sleep. There is no act that does not affect peace and happiness. What you sow, that's what you harvest.
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❤❤ I pen ticking anu, but still fast🤣forced slip again🤭