Returning Young

The change!

I still think of Brother Rega, who is like nothing but a lot of nothing. I walked around and didn't look around.

Bugg

I hit someone, screaming in shock. Now I can't see anything my eyes feel dark shut, why this, I thought in a daze. Then I buzzed my head and it turned out that I hit Mas Rino, now that my face was on his chest, it deserved to be dark.

"where have you been?" said mas Rino angrily as he stroked my head

"hehhe went upstairs, calmed down" I said, retreating in shame

"why retreat so, there is no one. do not want to be close to me yaa." said mas Rino who pretended to be sad

"ihhh baperan deh." I said mocking

"here's why hug me dear. hugkk... hug.. hugkk.." said Mas Rino spoiled me.

"this is why my dear is spoiled?" say

"kangenn loo sayangg." answered mas Rino

"later someone saw, already ah I want to eat, a break to the abiss hunt" I said while leaving the mas Rino

Mas Rino chased after me with a spoiled-style pretentious whining. I laughed at her childish behavior towards me, when she was an adult. On the one hand it turns out brother Rega saw us from earlier, with a feeling of jealousy, but he can't do anything.

Mas Rino didn't follow me to the cafeteria, afraid to look flashy in the eyes of the others. So I was left alone.When I was in the canton, all the eyes were on me, they started talking about me. Most of them feel sorry for me, but not many use me. I don't touch it like I don't hear anything. I picked an empty bench after ordering food, before long Iyan came to me.

"may I sit here?" ask Iyan

"of course, it's empty" I replied

Then the cafeteria man delivered my order and I immediately ate it, and did not forget to offer Iyan in front of me.

"you're okay, right? I'm worried about you." said Iyan

"i'm fine, thank you for worrying about me." I replied as I stopped eating for a while

Iyan just kept quiet while looking at me.

"why do you see me like that?" ask me

"it's okay, I'm just nostalgic about our togetherness" he replied

"what nostalgia, we have no memories." I murmured

"do you remember, we used to eat together in the canteen, walk together in the park, laugh jokingly" he said with a smile

"do we have memories like that? " many

"did you forget? do you hate me so much that you forget the memories of all of us." said Iyan sadly

"why can I forget yes, what because of my change, the events that originally did not exist" I thought to myself

"it's okay, Rin, I can't force you to remember you, it's just that I'm too stupid" he said

"heyy why are you talking like that" I replied

"well, I went to Rin's class first" said Iyan sadly and left

I was still thinking about Iyan's words, and remembering, if our relationship used to be that close. As I recall we were only dating for a month, and that never came out together, how is that possible. I'm getting confused, the flow is getting different, I don't know what to do, I don't know if it's good or not. But I'm stuck here, and I have to live it naturally.

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