
Rin Fedila is my name. I'm the first child of an underprivileged family, my life is mediocre. You know for sure what it's like to be the first child, to be an example for his younger brother. So from after college I started looking for a job here and there. Wellhh my parents took pains to educate me and desperately wanted me to be a successful woman and not depend on anyone. Of course and indirectly it is very burdening me, automatically I have to make my parents happy.
Now that I work in a well-known company in my city, I became a secretary here. Tapii....... My boss is so annoying, he told me this is it and it's so unnatural in my opinion. Sometimes he would lightly slap me and douse me with water. I know it's my job to help the Boss and work on the Boss' orders, but it's not like this either.
"your work is so incompetent, why did my wife get to know?" My boss is screaming
"sorry sir, I've done it carefully".I replied by sitting down and holding my trembling hand.
"but the evidence is that my wife found me in a hotel with my affair, or maybe you're conspiring with my wife". Said my Boss so angry that he slapped me.
"sorry sir, for my incompetence. But really I don't know anything about my father's wife". I answered quietly for withholding my pain and tears
"already, I'm so sick of you. Get out of my room, your salary this month I cut because of your incompetence". Ketus answer
"butii sir....."
"Get out, or slap you". Answer again.
I came out of the room and went to the bathroom crying. Why is my life like this, why am I working like this, I just want to live a quiet life. My mind has been raging somewhere, speaking no-no to my circumstances.
"if time can be repeated, I want to go back to the past, want to be more active, better understand my parents, do not want to date if I can, want to be more pious, be more pious, want to be more beautiful, so as not to be underestimated like this, ahhhh if.
Tibatiba remembers the first time the interview in this company.
"you are not attractive, not white, not beautiful, but want to be my secretary?" The first question my boss asked
"alright, it seems you are too naive and can help me, you I accept." My boss replied without asking anything else
While banging my own head "aghhh why I was so innocent at that time, and why did not I always take care of my body, let alone meet a man who only looks at the physical, this makes me very hurt".
I finally calmed down by myself and returned to my room. I didn't feel like work was over, I immediately got ready to go home. After arriving home I immediately laid down on the sofa in front of the television, My mother was cooking in the kitchen and my father was usually being farmed.
"Have you gone home, son? take a shower and keep eating dinner, haven't you? " Ask my mother.
"Yes mom, I'll take a shower". I answered with a smile even though my heart was so hurt. I don't want my mother to know how I am.
Then I got off the couch and into the bathroom, and then I went back to the kitchen and my dad came home. Then we ate together. After that, I went straight to the room to sleep, because today was so tiring and painful. Before going to sleep I spoke in my heart "Lord, please let me change my life once again". Vaporized holding my phone in the chest and immediately fell asleep.
The voice of the dawn Adhan had reverberated, awakened to yawn and moved my body. Look around for my phone and see what time it is. 04.35. I immediately opened my eyes and how surprised I was, why I was not in my room, the roof of a different room, I looked sideways and was so surprised I saw my dorm friends in time at SMK.
"aghh no way, this must be a dream". Pinched my cheek and shouted loudly until I woke up from sleep and I was shocked when my friend called me
"Rin, what's wrong with you?" asked one of my friends
"That's Widya, my best friend, but.. This is why I'm here, why?" I grumbled in my heart while confused.
- SERIATE
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