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"I won't force my feelings on the girl I love. It's not making him happy that there's just gonna make him hurt more." Faris would never want to hurt the girl he loved for the umpteenth time.

"Didn't you love Dusk?" asked Hendra curiously.

"You want me to answer honestly or lie?" Faris asked Hendra. Hendra smiled wryly, joking too apparently the Faris, thought Hendra amazed.

"Honestly, tell me the truth!" hendra said with a smile etched sweetly on her lips.

"Love doesn't have to have, if she loves someone else and would be happy with the man she chooses, then I would be happier than forcing her to love me," faris said firmly, even though his heart was in pain. He did not say the phrase 'yes, I love Dusk.' But, Faris' answer had made Hendra know if Faris loved Dusk.

Hendra was quite amazed by Faris' mature nature, if only Hendra had never known the story about Faris from Dusk, maybe he would have hated Faris as much as Anggi today. But, he was very lucky because Dusk used to tell many stories of himself with Faris who said Dusk they both look a little similar.

Hendra smiled, he patted Faris on the shoulder with a feeling of sympathy.

"So, what do you want now?" Hendra will help Faris if Faris does something that will not hurt anyone else.

"I just want Anggi to meet Dusk because the girl is looking for Anggi, the man who has become her fiance." Faris sincerely said that, there is no bad intention in him to destroy the relationship of lovers who are almost until marriage.

"Are you not going to regret the decision you made?" Hendra.

"What if you were me?" Faris changed their position.

"Me?" Hendra pointed to himself.

"Yes, you." Faris looked at the man standing close to her with a warm gaze, Faris felt more comfortable talking to Hendra than talking to Anggi.

"Em .. maybe I'll fight for Dusk and take advantage of the opportunity to always be with him." Hendra will not be able to let the girl he loves fall into the arms of a man who dared to hurt his physical when he was nobody or arguably, there was no marriage bond.

"But, can you see him smiling forcefully with you? Her body is indeed with you but, her soul belongs to someone else." Faris' words made Hendra think that such a thing would definitely make three people injured at the same time.

Hendra looked at Faris' face carefully, his face was much more handsome than Anggi's. It would be lucky for a woman to have him.

"If I were a woman, I would fall in love with you." Hendra was embarrassed, because it turned out that Faris was far from his expectations, Hendra used to think that Faris was a heartless man for leaving Dusk without saying goodbye, that is why there is a saying that says don't judge a book by its cover.

"But, my heart has been imprinted on just one name, perhaps no one will ever be able to replace him in my heart." Faris took it seriously, then chuckled heartbreakingly if you knew what she was feeling right now. However, it made Hendra feel sorry for him.

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He was at a loss for what to do now, to be honest he loved Dusk very much. But, her love has made her unable to control the emotions inside her so she can heartlessly hurt the woman she loves with her own hands.

If love means guarding, for Anggi, love instead makes others especially the ones he loves hurt. Excessive feelings of love eventually make people who have these feelings unconsciously, even can also consciously do things that lead to the side of a psychopath.

Anggi pensively, should he go to see Dusk who has made himself camburu? Should he meet with Dusk who is sick when he himself makes Dusk sick?

The question was just swirling around in Anggi's mind, making his head feel heavy and a little dizzy now.

"Gue knows that actually Lo still loves Dusk." Erick sat down next to Anggi and patted his shoulder softly, breaking Anggi's daydream just then and there.

"Don't you know!" Anggi brushed Erick's hand away in annoyance, Anggi stood up and walked back and forth in front of Erick, making Erick feel dizzy from it.

"Gue's not pretentious, but I do know." Erick shook his head slowly to regain consciousness from the self-created dizziness from seeing Anggi pacing back and forth.

Anggi looked at Erick with a flat gaze, indeed what Erick knew with him, he was just an old friend precisely a sidekick. So, it was also impossible for him to know all the problems that Anggi had and was thinking about right now.

Erick who was stared at like that instead put a smile on his lips, he returned Anggi's gaze with a plain look and his two eyes flickered exactly like a newly hatched chick.

"Gue's right, right. Ng it? You still love the same twilight, right? If Lo is still in love with him, why would Lo selfishly not want to meet him?" Erick started fishing for Anggi again, hopefully this time the fishing works.

"It's no business, Lo. Looks like he's happier when he's with Faris, what should I do? Should I destroy their relationship?" Anggi suddenly laughed out loud, the laughter was forced and full of wounds inside there.

After laughing, Anggi then fell silent with blank eyes made Erick a little worried afraid if Anggi went crazy because of love that hurt.

"Ahead of marriage, there will definitely be many trials for your romance, just how you deal with it. My advice, yes, is. If Lo is still in love with Dusk, Lo do not let go of him. Fight Lo's love for her if Lo wants her to be happy." What Erick said is true.

Anggi sat back while supporting his forehead with his hands. He remembered Faris' words earlier if Dusk needed him. But is it really what Faris said? Does everyone really need him? Is love really just for her? This question swirled in Anggi's head, making his heart become restless and indecisive due to uncertain feelings.

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