
With trembling hands and tears that did not stop dripping.
Yekka tried to hand over a piece of paper she had just signed to the doctor who had been treating Mastany all this time.
"Guild yourself, this is best for her, for you and for your son," said the doctor tried to comfort Yekka who was sad even though he knew it would not reduce anyone's pain when in a position to live by someone valuable in their lives.
But there was no answer from Yekka's mouth.
With all his might, he tried to get up and started walking out of the doctor's room, although his legs now felt so limp just to tread on the hospital floor.
Some nurses and patients now looked at Yekka with pity, as if they knew the pain that Yekka felt at that time.
Even some women will cry and take the time to hold and hold Adam tightly at that time, as if they know how it feels if a mother and child are forced to be separated by life.
"Come on, sir, she needs your presence now" said a nun who asked Yekka to come into the room of Mastany when the procedure for the release of the aids on Mastany's body began.
Slowly his feet began to enter the room again, but at that moment, a single step seemed so full of thorns for Yekka.
"I can't!," cried Yekka again rushing out of the room and immediately grabbed Adam back into his arms.
Yekka's cry instantly broke in that instant.
No one came near and tried to comfort him again, including the doctor, because they all knew, Yekka just needed time to vent all her sadness at that time.
Only time could comfort her and heal her wounds in the future.
"Let's start sus," said the doctor back to the task that was waiting for him at that time.
He was forced to be a grim reaper for his own patients.
"Bismillah, let go of all your burdens madam, soon you will not feel pain anymore," said the doctor as he took off one by one the life support tools in the body of Mastany without exception.
When he arrived at the last device, the doctor seemed to lose the strength of his own hand.
He stopped when the procedure was almost complete.
"Dok, pity her" said the nurse, trying to restore the doctor's firmness.
"You're right," said the doctor slowly starting to remove oxygen hoses from Mastany's mouth and nose.
However, the doctor and the sisters who were there were still seen standing in his place without budging even though all the procedures had been completed.
Not long after, they seemed to look at each other by showing the look of their confused faces.
"Dok?" said the sister to the confusion of what to say.
While the doctor did not know how many times to stare at the wall clock installed in the room.
"Help the nurse's stethoscope!," said the doctor so curious to one patient.
Deftly he began to check Mastany's condition again and even felt the pulse on the patient's wrist.
"It's been over for more than 15 minutes doc," said the sister in astonishment.
Whether it is karma or grace, no one can be sure.
...***...
"He's still here doc?,"
It was the first sentence that came out of Yekka's mouth when the doctor expressed the current condition of Mastany.
"As you can see, his heartbeat is still beating normally until now" said the doctor still so astonished by all that.
Instantly, Yekka's countenance turned grateful but still in a clear blanket of anxiety there.
"Then, what else is it now, Doc?" asked Yekka, holding Mastany's hand tightly.
"If we're still on the original plan, I can give you the option to give him an injection m*ti or leave him without any food intake from now on, it's up to you," the doctor said it sounded terrible in the ears of anyone who heard it.
"Is the doctor joking?" said Yekka a little upset about the doctor's offer.
"All decisions are in your hands, sir" said the doctor straightened everything out.
...***...
"Are you sure of your decision?" the doctor asked doubtfully.
"This is the most appropriate doctor, I will take care of her in my house, I will feed her as much as I can, I will take care of her until anytime, too," sahut Yekka while looking at Mastany who has now been lying on his own bedroom bed.
The room he had prepared for a woman he hoped would return to health and live with him and their son in his modest home.
"You're a wonderful man Yekka, so lucky he can get your love. Let me know if you need anything" said the doctor.
"Welcome to Mastany, from now on we will take care of Adam equally, okay. I'm sorry I had to take you home, all my property and the relics from your parents are up for your medical expenses while in the hospital, now I'm going to take care of you myself, I'll feed you with my hands until you can do it all by yourself" said Yekka, staring fixedly at Mastany, who lay closed for months.
Day after day, Yekka continued to take care of Mastany as she promised.
He will go to work while taking care of Adam during the day.
And he will soon be home when his work is done to take care of Mastany and make liquid rice and milk specifically to be able to eat Mastany through his feeding tube.
One month passed, suddenly something happened to Mastany.
Yekka was surprised and rushed to find a doctor who had treated Mastany while in the hospital.
"It's strange sir, I've never found a case like this" said the doctor while examining the condition of Mastany who has now been able to open her eyes and can even blink again.
"It's good news, doc," said Yekka expectantly.
"But he did not respond to anything, even his gaze was empty" said the doctor again broke Yekka's happiness.
"Ta-but doc," exclaimed Yekka still hope the doctor can restore the condition of Mastany at that time.
"Sir, somehow the master took care of him so that he could be like now, keep taking care of him wholeheartedly, maybe not through medical he can be cured, he could be cured, but rather from the affection of people who love him so much like the master," said the doctor back away from there without giving a small hope for the recovery of Mastany.