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The Heart of Larasati

Larasati POV

I woke up in the middle of the night, I had the lyrics on the face of the man beside me who was so handsome and handsome. Jonathan, my friend who is now my husband.

From childhood he always said his love to me, but somehow there was no feeling for him in this heart.

Just a friend, that's what I always say to him. Although as hard as she tried to chase after me, still the love never grew in my heart.

I saw him fall asleep very fast, I wanted to wake him up and say that tonight I want to go for a walk.

However, when I saw the digital clock that was above the nightstand. The time shows at 01:00 pm, it is certain that my beloved husband will not allow me to leave at night.

I moved my body as slow as I could, so as not to disturb my husband's deep sleep. I sat on the long sofa by the window, my memory going back to a time when I was infatuated with Yudha Hardana.

He is just a simple man. Every day he worked as a street painter, but his attention made me fall in love with him.

The way he poured out what was in his heart through a painting, made me interested in getting closer to him.

As time went by, our relationship grew closer. Mas Yudha invited me to build a household at my age that had just turned twenty-two years old.

That day I just celebrated my birthday with my family and Jonathan, Yudha invited me to meet in the park.

Arriving there, Yudha immediately crouched down and clasped my hand tightly.

"Laras, from the beginning I've liked you a lot. I love you so much, the more I fall in love with you. I feel so afraid of losing you, will you marry me?"

At that time Yudha issued a simple gold ring when proposing to me, I did not care about the gold ring.

I only care about his love that looks so great, I accept it.

"You, I want to" I replied at the time.

Without me realizing it turned out that the decision to accept Yudha mas was the biggest mistake for me, a decision that made my life fall apart.

Both my parents disapproved of our relationship, because Yudha never asked me formally to my parents.

Mas Yudha always invites me to meet outside the house, while mommy and daddy want to see Yudha mas who came seriously to the Dinata residence.

Unfortunately, Yudha never had the courage to come and ask me kindly to my parents.

Unfortunately, my love at that time blinded me to stay married to Yudha. I still insist on marrying her even without the blessing of my parents.

Regretted?

Of course I am very sorry, because it turns out that Yudha is not the type of man who is loyal according to what he said when he first met.

"You don't be afraid, honey. Even if your parents disapprove of our relationship, I will always be loyal to you. I will always be there for you in joy and sorrow" he said at the time.

But in reality, with a stand he cheated on the reason of my body changes that became fat, even though my body became fat because of my pregnancy.

I was pregnant because of her actions, I was pregnant because it contained the seeds that she sowed.

The doctor said if my womb is very weak, at that time I was required to bedres and should not do anything.

It made my body grow bigger, because during pregnancy I wanted to keep eating whatever I saw.

He always said.

"Shut up and sit sweetly at home, watch your womb. Take care of our future son, let me take care of the restaurant. Don't think too hard" he said at the time.

Unfortunately, his words are not as sweet as the reality. Because it turns out, Yudha plays a lot behind me.

Even with his strength he took all the precious assets I had, without mercy he drove me from the house I bought with my own sweat.

Luckily there is bi Narti who always gives his support for me, especially Angga. He's a little boy who always gives me spirit in every day, he always gives me a warm hug.

In fact, he helped me to achieve my success back. He also helped encourage me to get my body back slim.

I can not deny, the charm of the little boy was able to shake my heart. Every time I got close to him, I always felt uneasy and unsettled.

However, I never dared to express my feelings. Because I'm so aware of who I am, widow. Yeah, I'm just a widow of a dickhead named Yudha Hardana.

After all, Angga was very young, it felt like he deserved more to be with a woman younger than himself.

At first I want to give up all the assets that Yudha has taken, let everything be a valuable lesson for me.

However, Angga said that all that Yudha took was the property of Satria. I began to think about how to get close to Yudha and take all my precious assets back.

Now that it's over, all mine is back in my hands. Mas Yudha has also lived his life well, although in fact many obstacles are blocked.

I have also forgiven all the mistakes that Yudha has made, because it would not be good if we only think about revenge and heartache.

Now I'm very happy to be with Jonathan, the man who was originally my best friend. But now he is my husband.

I am proud to be married to Jonathan, the man who loved me so much. It turns out that it is true what the saying goes, it is better to be loved than to love excessively.

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Larasati was still silent, she was still faithful to her daydream. Jonathan, who felt his wife was not beside him, was seen wriggling his body, groping towards his side.

Not getting the figure he was looking for, Jonathan tried to open his eyes that felt so heavy.

He was so shocked that there was no Larasati beside him, Jonathan got up and got out of bed in a hurry.

"Yes, Honey. Where are you?" exclaim Jonathan.

Jonathan is seen running towards the bathroom, afraid that Larasati is there. Larasati who had been daydreaming, jumped in shock. She she even directly caught up with her husband in hasty steps.

"Mas Jo, I'm here" Larasati said.

Jonathan who was about to enter the bathroom, immediately turned his body. Then, he immediately smiled when he saw Larasati who was not far from him.

SERIATE....

Good morning, happy activities.

Towards the end, yes....

Othor felt heavy, but he wanted to finish the story.