REPENTANCE HAUGHTY GIRL
23. PART 23
Hearing Daffin's words, Giska was shocked. He only realized his mistake was too selfish. Her heart ached to hear that Daffin had just met her and apologized to her.
"If you want to punish me, wait for our baby to be born and I will willingly accept any form of punishment you will give me." Said Daffin with a stifled cry.
"Our baby?" Now you just admit this kid is your baby? after what you did to me? even insulting this child results from an adulterous relationship.
B!" When my heart was torn so deep and bloody, you just came to plead with all the melo drama you gave me, is it not wrong?" Giska murmured in the heart.
"Giska talk to me!" Say something!" At least that makes your heart so happy. Daffin still forced Giska to say anything so that this girl did not hold her disappointment to him.
"What should I say!" Angry or forgive you?" You challenged me so much that my heart was frozen and now you're bothered to melt it." Giska remained entrenched.
"Would I touch your belly, baby?" I want to feel the movement of our baby." Pinta Daffins.
Giska turned her back, looking at her ex-husband's face with prosthetic eyes. Looking at the face of the man who had insulted her all out. Look at the face of the man who has rejected his request not to divorce himself while in the courtroom of the divorce court.
"Get out!" You're not my muhrim anymore, you're just an ex-husband." Giska kicked Daffin out of his room.
"We can still refer dear, because you are still in the Iddah period, still in the waiting period. We can start all over again, we forget all this and rebuild our household and wait for the birth of our first son dear." Fiery Daffin.
"Aren't I the one who begged you first? Whining at you like a despicable woman you need to pity? Where was your conscience at the time? Where is your concern with a pregnant woman who insists on vowing that you trust and believe in me instead of the medical results?"
Where were you when I was depressed and didn't want to eat until I dropped just to ask for empathy from you?" Giska replied to all the words of Daffin who had just begged him.
"Giska, I beg you, I'm sorry for over-believing the medical results at the same time, you were declared pregnant by the doctor and that counts with your abduction by Reza.
At that time I was disappointed with the results of the medical report on my fertility and burned with anger because of my jealousy towards Reza who might have been fucking you." Daffin's words clearly make Giska more angry at the confession of her ex-husband.
"Exit!.. eurirrr!" Shouted Giska hysterically as she pointed her finger at the door for her ex-husband, to leave her room.
"Giska, forgive me for what I said! I didn't mean to hurt you, but I just wanted to give you an explanation of how I felt back then." Daffin wanted to rectify his words that made Giska more hurt.
"No!!!"
"I'm asking you out of my room or I'm going to pull this infusion needle out of my hand!" Giska threatened with crossed eyes.
Daffin was flabby, he was confused about having to go or survive. Giska was ready for the threat. Daffin was so horrified to see it, he finally left Giska's room with a panicked face.
"L-yes, baby, I'm leaving!" Said Daffin directly running out like a thief.
"Basic loser!" Giska Umbat.
"What's the matter, baby?" Ask Mrs Nunung who just returned from the mosque after Dhuha prayers.
"Daffin bren**secret mother! He brought back the thing that Giska wanted to forget." Giska said back to crying.
"Where is the Daffin now?" Madam Nunung asked as she circulated her gaze throughout the room.
"Giska has kicked her out. The more he talked the more upset Giska was." Giska then hugged her mother.
"Honey, sometimes men have a strong feeling when he wants to convey something what he feels. He does not use his intuition when talking because it relies more on his logic even though in our hearing is very disrespectful because the differences in the male and female brains are not the same." Said Mrs Nunung in giving her opinion in accordance with her knowledge.
"What do you mean?"
"Male brains are larger than female brains. But that doesn't mean that a man's brain is functioning better, faster or can do things better.
But a study from 2013 showed another deviation. According to the study, the exchange of information between the two hemispheres of the brain is more common in women than in men. But in men, relationships in one hemisphere are better than in women." Mrs Nunung explained based on since research she had learned while still in college.
"Ko mother belain her anyway, not her own daughter." Giska started to crumble again.
"Honey mother does not defend her, mother only wants you to understand the way we view as women who rely more on verbal than logic." Said Mrs Nunung.
"But right now, Giska needs your support, not an explanation." Giska began to sulk again making Nunung mistress confused in giving her opinion as a mother.
"I want to eat mother, Giska hungry," said Giska made Madam Nunung jerked.
"Would you like to eat, baby? what do you want to eat, baby? let's get a message." Said Mrs Nunung very happy, her daughter who just finished fighting with her ex-husband instead wanted to eat.
"Giska wants to eat Padang rice."
"Ok, baby wait a minute! Mother order through go food first." Mrs Nunung directly ordered the Padang rice food menu through go food, so it was faster to be delivered to her hospital room.
It only took ten minutes to wait, Madam Nunung's order had already come and waited in front of her daughter's room door.
Mrs Nunung immediately approached Abang go food and took her order and did not forget to give tips for Abang go food.
Giska got up and sat down to take a bribe from her mother. His frustration with Daffin made him feel even more hungry at the moment.
Madam Nunung was very happy to see Giska eating voraciously.
"Smart mother's son." Praise mother Nunung.
Apparently Daffin hasn't really left the hospital. He walked and peeked through the glass door of Giska's VVIP room.
Daffin smiled happily to see Giska had started eating.
"Eat a lot, baby!" So you have the power to scold me." Daffin then left Giska's room to return to his mansion.
Giska really finished his meal. Madam Nunung breathed a sigh of relief and said a lot of gratitude in her heart because her daughter had found her way back home to the real world.
An hour passed, Giska's body returned strong after eating his favorite Padang rice.
He also began to hold his phone again and read some kinds of articles that concern pregnant and breastfeeding women.
From day to day Giska is improving his nutritional value so that his child looks healthy if it is born later.
Giska eats snacks while focusing on reading books about pregnant women and sometimes reading the Koran if her sadness starts to greet her again when remembering the bad things that happened in her tragic marriage.
Mrs Nunung who saw the spirit of her daughter still provides motivation to Giska so as not to give up easily in life.
"Darling, can you talk to me about life?" Madam Nunung said gently and also very carefully because of Giska's condition which was very risky with speech.
"Please mother!" Giska then closed the book she read.
Madam Nunung sits next to her daughter and tells her about the rigors of life that humans must live.
"Honey, Allah has created man and jinn to worship Him. Why does God ask us to worship Him, because God always gives His servant a test in various ways that will be passed by man himself.
Some went through prolonged illness, the death of all their children even poverty that squeezed his life and in addition to being kept away from everyone from him whether friends, friends or close relatives.
But even though the trials that came to him were endless, but he resigned to continue to worship God, so that he did not want the world anymore except the delicious dignity to his lover Allah SWT.
He believes that if what he is living right now, God is testing his faith whether or not this servant deserves a gift from Him.
When his resignation began to reach the height of his limitations on his faith as a weak servant, that was when the role of God came to his aid because the trial for His servant was over.
God raised his degree by giving him the cure of his illness even he made young again his age and his wife with water coming out from under his feet.
Everyone came to visit him when he heard himself healed by bringing many of their treasures to be given to him.
In an instant he was rich again.
Every year his wife gives birth to twins. The 12 children who had died all at one time suddenly became 24 children within 12 years.
He was the prophet Job. The Prophet was well known for his patience in the face of all the trials that Allah had placed upon him without making himself insulted by his faith.
Here the mother only wants Giska to think about how God made a figure of the prophet Job that we should be an example in accepting the trials of God that initially hurt him.
If the prophet Job could accept every test God gave him with his faith.
Why do we as the people of Rosulullah that has been taught in resolving all the conflicts that occur in our lives we do not follow?" Nunung concluded his story to his daughter about the prophet Job.
"I mean ummi the solution taught by the Prophet is patience and prayer?" Giska confirmed his mother's advice to him.
"Yes dear."
"Isn't God fair? put everything according to the portion of one's faith. If you want to live, you must be ready to be tested because no one will escape the word test, not seen from where and how he was born on this earth, whether he is rich, whether he is rich, poor, beautiful or ugly, all will undergo the test, if they do not want to be tested, the only choice is death.
But the test is not a form of punishment for you, but rather, God wants to forge you whether you deserve to be His pious servant. In this chapter, not all humans pass to achieve a level of success, sometimes humans tend to escape them on unforgivable things, suicide is a concrete example.
The greatest sin experienced by man is the despair of the grace of God. Sins that God cannot forgive." Furthermore, Mrs Nunung gave a spiritual flush to strengthen Giska's faith that had dropped because it was too focused on the problems he faces today.
"Thank you mother for her advice, God willing, Giska will be more patient in responding to every test that comes to Giska. Forgive Giska ummi." Giska said, leaning his head against his mother's chest.
"You're not wrong, baby, you're just being tested so hard." Mrs Nunung.
"Would you like to eat again?" Ask mother Nunung.
Giska nodded and Madam Nunung gave the bread she bought earlier in the cafeteria to her daughter.
