REPAY YOUR INFIDELITY

REPAY YOUR INFIDELITY
Farhan POV's



FARHAN POV


I am the one who sows it. In the past, having a beautiful wife, good, young and loyal, even I wasted. I'm so overwhelmed by all that. I suppose, Adeela the jolly, but kind girl can forgive me. Can forgive my mistakes. Can accept, even if I get caught in two. With pride I said in my heart, "Adeela will definitely forgive me. Because he loves me so much!" That's what I said first. But apparently, I was wrong! I was wrong to assume that Adeela would forgive me and accept me back because of her love for me.


I forgot one thing. And just realized that. If this jolly, chatty, jutek woman, who reminds me of me, is a woman who once hurt, disappointed, betrayed, does not take long to think twice about leaving her partner. I just hope Adeela will forgive me.


I am the takabur man. Once I had wealth and power and I scattered to the wrong people. My wealth is not in its place. Not on the right path. So arrogant I said, "My wealth will not run out until seven generations." And now, the Lord instantly uprooted all that recollection. God took back what he had given me in just a day. It's all gone. Love, wealth, power and family have all been lost.


Because of my arrogance, my obscurity, the Lord took away all the favors. I myself. Oh, naw! I forgot one thing if I still had a child whose life I had to bear. The child who must bear all my crimes first. The child who was also affected by what I did.


I have to get up. I can't just walk. From now on I have to run. Because I have to start again from zero.


Today, I tried my luck by going to companies that would accept me. Armed with the work experience and job title I used to have, I was sure I would easily get the job.


I left early in the morning and had gone to some big companies to apply. But all those companies refused by just looking at my resume.


Small companies also did not escape my expectations. But it wasn't all that easy as I thought. I'm rejected!


I was exhausted and sweaty and rested in front of the store. The cold water that went into my esophagus felt very good. Why only now is cold water like this very delicious flowing in the esophagus.


I went home empty-handed. There was no result I got on the first day. The second, third, fourth and fifth days also had no results. The average company I applied for, the answer refused or they told me to wait for their call. But to this day, neither did I get a call from one of those companies. Giving up is impossible. What would I eat with my son if I had no income.


Oh God! It turns out that this is as difficult as it feels when we hope to get a bite of rice. To connect life. But, come to think of it, what I feel is not how much Adeela feels. Adeela suffered more than I am now. Adeela once told me that she had to skimp on her living expenses. Adeela was given money from a mother's home just a little. And even then, he had to rack his brain so that the money from the Mother of the orphanage was enough for a month. Even if it is not enough, Adeela will sell around to sell her homemade cakes. For the school fees.


I came and offered her happiness. Promise to always make her happy and raise her level. But the promise I made turned out to be my own. I carried a wound that I could not even estimate. And so with confidence I hope Adeela's memory will not return when that love grows a second time. But again I was wrong. Adeela who was calm turned out to make me drift. I was deceived by his attitude and treatment of me. His sweet attitude, his promise and his beautiful smile. It turns out Adeela wanted to surprise me. The surprise made me feel a deep pain. And once I feel it, I'm ruined! Destroyed as destroyed.


God, I deserve all of this. Exhausted from walking and exhausted from thinking about my gloomy future, I rested in front of the shop and gulped back in cold mineral water. Lunch is no longer on my list. I have to skimp. I can have lunch when I get home. Lunch time is almost dinner time.


While daydreaming while looking ahead, someone suddenly sat in front of me and sat down casually. My eyes, which were originally my eyes, suddenly sharpened when I saw the woman in front of me.


FARHAN POV END'S


"Hy, long time no see, MAS FARHAN!" Answer with a smile. But the smile that used to be very alluring, is now sickening according to Farhan.


Farhan straightened his body and his sharp gaze seemed to stab at the woman sitting in front of him. That woman is Kyla.


"You want what else?! I really don't want to meet a woman like you."


Kyla who heard Farhan's words instead of being offended, showed a mocking smile.


"Eitsss, don't be mad, Mas Farhan. I'm just asking you the news. Why is your response like this?!."


Silent for a moment. They both fell silent. The silence lasted for a few minutes, until Kyla started talking again.


"I already know what's happening to you, Mom."


What Kyla said immediately drew Farhan's attention. Farhan looked at Kyla and waited for her continuation.


"I want to apologize, Mom. And as my apology, let me come back to you. I'm okay with your current situation, Mom! I want to make amends for yesterday and start over with you and our son, Reyhan!"


Farhan again looked at Kyla with a sharp look as he said, "Let you prostrate even though, I am no longer willing to live with you! I'm better off on my own than coming back with a woman like you." Said it out loud.


"You're not an example of a good wife, Kyla. Nor is it an example of a good mother to, Reyhan!"


"But..."


"There's no buts. Appreciate decision. I want to start a new life. Don't ever bother my life and Reyhan again. Go as far. Don't show your face in front of me and Reyhan anymore." He finished and stood up from there to leave Kyla.


But what Kyla said immediately made Farhan stop his steps.


"I also know about your ex-wife. Now he looks happy, yes! But one thing is funny in my opinion. After your divorce, she married your best friend!" It was his words that made Farhan clench his teeth and clench his hands.


Farhan turned his body and stepped closer to Kyla.


"What's so funny? you forgot that you destroyed everything!" He said with fire. "I'm a fool, a fool for beating up Adeela for a woman who can't keep her honor like you!"


"Did you also forget that I was like this because of you, Mom! You'd rather be with Adeela and leave me for months. I need you too, Mom!"


"Adeela needed me more then too! Adeela was still my wife at the time until you forgot."


"But what happened, Mas, Adeela turned out to be just tricking you!"


Farhan fell silent after hearing what Kyla said. It's true! But he can what. Maybe that's the karma of what he used to do.


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That's how it was, genks. Only at this hour is sleepy. Heavy eyes. I'll take it up two chapters tomorrow. Tonight let me sleep pretty, yeah. This tired out work👍🙏


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