Reminiscents

GONE FOR GOOD

Hana watched how the breath of Asran who had started to falter, his breath was one-on-one but he could still hold Hana's hand tightly. Hannah stroked Asran's forehead and her tears did not stop flowing. He brought his face to Asran to whisper something in Asran's ear. Despite this, he still hoped that Asran could remain.

"Doctor.. Doc, Reynald..." Shouted Hana from inside the room whose door was tightly closed. Hana did not know if her voice had penetrated out. But, still he shouted and hoped that anyone out there heard his voice and immediately entered. As Asran said earlier, he did not want Hana to leave. He wanted Hana to stay by his side. And Hana will obey Asran's last wish.

Asran glanced at Hana with the corner of his eye, it was the last glance he gave to Hana. In the corner of his eyes that Hana saw there was a drop of tears flowing there. Then Asran smiled faintly, his pale lips were about to let out a word yet unspoken. Until finally, Asran's eyes closed and.. The grip on Hana's hand slowly - the land stretched until finally released.

Hana immediately felt shock and panic, Hana held the hands and face of Asran who had begun to cool down.

"Asran.. Asran.. Get up Asran, you don't go, Asran.. Asran.." Hana said hysterically. However, Asran did not budge at all. His body was stiff and did not move anymore.

"Asran...HiK.. Hicks..." Hana cried sobbing - sobs while hugging Asran's body tightly. Then he placed his head on Asran's chest. Hana had not heard the man's heartbeat at all, and it was certain that Asran had really left her. Hana is hysterical with this fact.

"Asran.. Sorry brother.. Sorry.." Lirih Hana with a sniffle. And a second later, Hana brought her face closer to Asran's. He then kissed Asran gently.

"Remain calm, Asran.. You don't feel pain anymore.." Lirih Hana was still with tears that did not stop flowing...

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Hana opened her eyes slowly - the land, when it had opened her eyes immediately trailed around her. Hana immediately sat down to realize that she was in her beautifully decorated room.

Hana holds her head that suddenly throbbed, she then tries to recover her memories of yesterday. Yep.. Yesterday she had just married, she was legally a wife and Andra was her husband. Thereafter.. Suddenly, Hana's eyes were shocked. He just remembered that last night he was in the hospital, accompanying Asran at his last moment. The last thing Hana remembered was that she tightly hugged the body of the man, the man who was no longer alive. After that, Hana did not remember anything else.

"Honey.. Are you conscious??" Andra went into Hana's room and found Hana sitting on her bed. Andra then approached Hana and held the woman's hand.

"Where are you, baby?" Andra asked as she gently stroked Hana's hair.

"What time is it?" Hannah asked without answering Andra's question. Andra then glanced at the clock on her wrist.

"At 7 in the morning." Answer Andra.

"Asran, what about Asran??" Hana asked and looked at Andra tightly. Being stared at like that, made Andra instantly bow her face.

"Darling, Asran is dead. He has returned to Him." Lirih Andra then with a sad face.

"What?? So then.. Asran is really dead, Ndra??" Ask Hana in a loud voice. Andra just nodded her head.

After that, Hannah cried again. He could not control himself in front of Andra, that he felt fragile and so lost to Asran. Andra, who understood Hana's sadness, could only hug her body and try to calm her down.

"It's my fault, Ndra, because of the accident that caused Asran to have a brain hemorrhage. I feel so guilty about him.." Hana said sobbing.

"But, I.. I still feel guilty, Ndra." With a panicked voice.

"That's darling.. You calm yourself first." Andra said and brought his wife back in his arms. Hana was crying in her husband's arms.

"Ndra, do you want my friends to come to Asran's house?" Hana asked after herself somewhat calmed down.

"Sure, I'll keep you there until the funeral will be with me." Andra.

"But now you take a shower after eating. Since last night you didn't eat anything, baby, so you passed out." Andra. Hana agreed by nodding her head which was still in her husband's arms.

After bathing and eating Hana and Andra left for Asran's house. It took almost 1 hour drive to Asran's house because the morning road was quite jammed.

Arriving at Asran's house, Hana saw how crowded the people who came to visit Asran's house. Until Hana could not enter his house because it was so crowded. Andra invited Hana to sit under the tent. Hana's body was still weak, her head was still dizzy but she tried to strengthen herself to see Asran until buried. Hana was still in disbelief and it was all a dream that Asran was dead. Hana was back in tears. His heart was very sad, not willing to let go of Asran.

Moments later, Asran's body was taken out to be sholated and then immediately buried. They all headed for the mosque located not far from Asran's house. After they were finished, they headed to the cemetery to deliver Asran to his final resting place.

Arriving at the funeral, Hana and Andra stood among the crowd - people who helped deliver Asran's body. From a distance he saw Asran's mother and sister standing beside Asran's grave. They did not stop to cry and seemed to strengthen each other. Hana also saw Reynald behind them. The burly man looked crumpled with empty eyes. Although she did not cry, Hana knew how heartbroken she was to see the departure of her best friend. That's what Hana feels right now.

The loss will continue to cover his heart. Asran's departure from this world made half of Hana's soul come with him. Same thing happened 7 years ago, when he was left behind by Reno. Hana seemed to repeat the incident when she lost Reno, and now she was left behind by Asran.

Hannah wiped away the tears that did not stop flowing on her face. Then he took a long breath. Asran's death coincided with his marriage to Andra. Hana doesn't know what to do after this? That's obvious.. Now he feels both happiness and sadness on the same day...

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