Release You With Hearts

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    “What if it's too deep Mba?” I asked in a raucous voice, Mba Ranti just looked at me while smiling. “Gak papa, later also find the cure. Every wound must have a cure Sya, calm down,” he said gently.

“In that case, Mba returned to Mba's room first yes,” pamitnya after he cleaned his glass. I just nodded, I stared deeply at the drink that was in front of me.

    It's not the first time I've been hurt, but somehow it's a very deep wound. Because I was too

expect a lot from him? I used to be almost married to someone but again I failed and ended up being an invited guest. Even when I was close to someone, we had not had a serious relationship he had chosen another woman and left me with a million promises and

his seduction. I let out a long sigh, I got up and brought the hot chocolate that was no longer hot, just like my heart. As I walked into my room, I passed Tania and she did not look at me at all. I laughed with my fate. Always abandoned and always abandoned.

    “Syaa, you don't papa right?” dean asked me when I was in my office. “Iya Dee, thank you,” sahutku seraya

smilingly. “Syaa, you are patient yes. I'm sure it's all just gossip,” Dean said softly, “Iyaa De, thank you, I'm back at work again yes,” I said as I walked to my desk.

    Tonight, again and again my division has to work overtime. Because the day after tomorrow there will be a massive audit. “Syaa, ,

want coffee?” rama asked as he approached my desk. “Ehh no need Ram, mulu mulu mopi feeling,” reject me with my thin smile, “You De?” rama asked Dean, Dean sparkled at Rama's offer. “Bby Ram, thank you Mas Rama,” say sweet Dean. I smiled watching the interaction of the two

people of the opposite sex who are being hit by kasmaran. “Ciieee, Deann,” my god, Dean looks at me shyly embarrassed.

    It had been almost 15 minutes, but Rama did not return to his desk. “How long is it?” dean asked me, I just slicked my shoulder. “Do I follow ya?” dean asked “Yes De, Rama will not stray. Wait aja clash,” sahutku while turning the eyeball lazy. “ishh, Syasya mah,” annoyed Dean with spoiled. Dean is easy to change, sometimes become an adult, sometimes independent, sometimes even nutrition, sometimes he will be the most frightening monster.“Sorry yes De lama, there was an obstacle earlier,” said Rama while putting Dean's drink. “Iya Ram, no papa kok,” says Dean softly.

    I focused on the pile of files on my desk, today I don't want to go home late at night anymore. “Sya, speeding really,” asked Rama to me who was enjoying his drink together with Dean. “Iya Ram, there is an appointment,” my mouth without taking my eyes off. “Promise who is Sya? Kenan?” dean asked, looking at me suspiciously. “No De,” my rebuttal “No need to lie times Sya,” now Rama is cornered me. “Sya, you can not Sya in giniin continue. You guys are dating but not like dating people. Not tired of fighting alone?” dean said to me, “Please De. If I say I did not find Kenan, it means not De,” I said firmly, Dean

surprised me. I also don't know why I yelled at Dean, I really didn't mean to yell at Dean. Dean took his eyes off me. He even returned to his desk leaving Rama staring at us confused.

    I tidied up my work, I've lost my mood. I want to go home soon. “Loh Yes, kok dirapiin?”

rama asked as he walked towards me. “Gak papa, I continued at kost aja Ram,” sahutku while reaching for my bag and file. Dean didn't comment anything he just kept quiet. I also do not want to take a headache, today my body feels tired.

    “Loh, Alisya!” call Mba Ranti surprises me. “Mba Ranti, make me surprised anyway Mba,” I said while laughing

loby's office, I'm parting ways with Mba Ranti. She was picked up by her future husband.

    After parking my motorbike, I walked up to the tanga boy in a doldrums. When my feet step on the child

lastly, I saw a man standing in the doorway of my room. “Kenan,” gumamku ogre. Kenan the man I didn't want to meet was standing there waiting for me. I put my foot closer to my room.

    “Honey, I'm done,” said Tania, Kenan's new secretary. Wait what did he say? “Sayang?” me

stopped my footsteps. In front of my eyes Kenan hugged Tania tightly, my shoulders falling, I held back my tears with all my energy. I can't take it anymore, there Kenan is peeping Tania's forehead softly. I turned around to leave this place, but my steps stopped when I passed by

Dean. “Sya,” looks at me pity, I don't mind Dean's call I ran as fast as I could. “Syaa!!” peeking Dean tried to catch my footstep. I ignored Dean's screams.

    Now I don't know where to go, I ride my bike with tears that keep dripping without stopping. I pulled my bike over to a city park. I shed all my frustration, sadness and disappointment. Until I ignored the rain drops that started to splash my body. I have no intention of getting out of my place.

    For a long time I kept silent and felt a grain of water hitting my skin. Suddenly the rain no longer hit me, I slowly raised my head. I could not see his face clearly, because his face was blocked by the lights of the city. “Do not let your tears fall for someone who does not deserve you,” he said firmly. Then he gave me an umbrella and walked away. I still am

pensive about what he said.

    “Still yes Mba, sorry already ngerepotin Mba,” I told Mba Ranti. Shortly after the mysterious man's departure, Mba Ranti came and invited me to stay at her house. “Iya Sya, how many times do you want to say thank you?” said Mba Ranti with a genuine smile. “Ya have you rest first yes, Mba stay yes Sya,” he said as he walked leaving me who was lying in the guest room of his house. Mba Ranti house is not luxurious, just a house with a minimalist feel.

    I tried to close my eyes hoping to forget what I saw hours ago. Looks like goddess Fortuna is not on my side. The more I tried to forget the incident, the more it was clearly reflected in my mind. I breathed a rough breath.

    The morning sun is not so visible this morning, maybe because last night the city was rained with enough intensity

longtime. I stared at the wall clock in this room, today Mba Ranti forced me not to go to work first. As much as I can say if I'm okay, Mba Ranti's strength forbid me.

    I don't understand Kenan's mind. What am I considered by him? He didn't worry about me, he didn't even ask me where I was, why I didn't come to the place he said yesterday. My head feels heavy when I remember Kenan's treatment of me. In the middle of my hump, I received a short message that made me round my eyes in surprise.