Reincarnation Into Another World

Little ray

‘Uh ..- why does my heart feel tight, only such a story can make my chest hurt.” Sure enough, he again squeezed the clothes on his chest hard. The face that could only smile was finally silenced with a sad face.

“But yasudah, maybe if he was still alive I would always rely on him. From the beginning we were close and became a friend I always depended on him. Do you know what happened when the jock boy wanted to run me over?. At that time Kibou came to my aid, and at that moment my world was colored. Starting from that time also I have never experienced misfortune, which in my mind there is only him and happiness that will always be present in my life.”

The more Ray told about the happiness he got from Kibou, the more tight the chest of the figure with him was. The crying face began to be clearly hinted and even if he wanted to, the more, he could cry and scream very loudly. But he could only hold it and continue to hold it.

“What does the word ‘ meanmaybe if he's still alive’ you said!. Did you never want her?”.

Although the figure spoke it in a soft and flat tone, he was already so furious and wanted to bring out what he was thinking right now.

“Not that I mean I didn't want it, didn't I just say that my world was colored when I met him?. The meaning of my sentence you repeated earlier was just a figure of speech. When I was with him, I no longer thought about the rigors of this world. But after he left, I only realized that the harsh and cruel world and reality I was living in. So ... his departure gives me the true reality of this life”. Said Ray in a calm tone and a slight smile at the end of his sentence.

Slowly the mood of the mysterious figure regained its calm. Although still feeling sad, he still tried to return as he first met Ray. As usual, he stood up again and immediately walked up to Ray who still remained firm with his stance not to move up and open his eyes.

“This is the last I asked you, if indeed you do not want .. it is okay, I will not force you again.”

Hearing the words of a figure that Ray did not know who he really was made him stunned for a moment. Sometimes Ray had doubts, and sometimes there was a little push for him to open his eyes.

‘I actually still hesitate to open these eyes, because every time I open it there will be something bad that will happen to me. I was afraid that I would have to feel pain again, but I also knew the task that had been given to me.’ Inner Ray murmured.

“How many times have I told you, it's just me and you here. Think about how you could get hurt or suffer if it was just the two of us. But yes already if you don't want to, I can't force it because it's your choice. Then I'll go, goodbye.” Say a mysterious figure who has resigned to Ray's decision.

With not too fast footsteps, the figure walked away leaving Ray still lying behind him.

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“Why did you go, I didn't say if I didn't want to open my eyes.” Call Ray from behind the mysterious figure who walked over to leave him.

Reacting to the mysterious figure being shocked and stopping his footsteps, he did not expect that the stubborn Ray would reopen his eyes.

“I want to ask once again, who are you exactly?” Ask Ray one last time.

“At last you opened your eyes, but I was desperate to persuade you to get up again. Indeed at first I felt my efforts were in vain, but at the end was also avenged” said the figure with a thin smile on his lips.

“You haven't answered my question.” Ray once again.

Without answering Ray's question, the figure simply turned around and turned to face Ray.

Seeing the original appearance of the mysterious figure, Ray can only widen his eyes to see the figure that has been making him curious. There were no other words he could say other than “Ka-you?.”

“You a-are me?” Ray asked who still did not believe what he saw.

“As you can see, but now our faces are a little different, right?. You who are now more mature and tough than me who is now.” Seeing Ray now made himself quite happy.

“Ta-but why?.” Ask Ray again.

“But why what?, what do you see that is now true. There is no such thing as a copycat, Fatamorgana or Dejavu among us at this time.”

“That's not what I mean, I asked why I was six years old when I was here?. Ask Ray back.

“Try to remember what made me here.” Challenge little Ray.

“What do you mean?, I don't know what makes you here. I don't understand about it, now I'm still confused by what I'm seeing right now.” Ray said.

“Aren't you the one asking to be helped?.”

Hearing the words from him when he was a child made Ray again surprised. He could only peck with a thought that went back to when he was trapped by the black fog that engulfed him.

“You yourself asked to be helped at that time. At that time no one could help you but me, your body already wanted to die. When I saw her, I thought it was a waste if I saved you from the evil mist that had enveloped your body. But when I see you, uh .. I don't mean my grown-up self uttered his last sentence, I immediately pulled you out of the evil fog and brought you to this place. Here the fog will not be able to touch you.” Obviously little Ray on an adult Ray.

Hearing that explanation, Ray recalled that he asked for help when he was no longer able to move. He looked ahead and looked down in front of his little self.

Seeing her mature self bowing his head to her (her self in question is little Ray) suddenly made him shocked.

“A-what are you doing, why are you looking down. Hurry along! lift your head.” Little Ray panicked.

“This is a sign of thanks so much, so thank you for saving me from the death that attacked me.” Said the adult Ray who was still bowing his head.

“Hah .. hm .. Argh .. well, I received your thanks, raised your head. Not good to see if it continues so.”

“Hah.. good.” The mature Ray smiled with his right hand scratching his head.

Even though he looks small, little Ray looks so embarrassed by what the big Ray does.

“You better not show your soft side to others too often, sometimes the people around you will also start to play tricks on your innocence. And at that time you will know how the pain of all your good will be avenged by evil.” Tell little Ray to his grown-up self.