Red Velveit

Chapter 22's

🎶When you try your best but you don't succeed

When you get what you want but not what you need

When you feel so tired but you can't sleep---

Sheina took off her headset quickly. He no longer wanted to listen to the continuation of the song.

"When you get what you want, but not what you need?" sheina asked herself, "Yes, I want it. But, can I do that?" Sheina let out a rough breath.

It was a beautiful night for Sheina because she didn't have much to do. He can relax on the balcony and watch the night with many stars. However, some of the lyrics of the song titled Fix You-Coldplay were suddenly successful in reminding Sheina of the incident this afternoon. When Nico asks him if he wants to be a member of Gandra Production.

"Do you want to be a member of Gandra Production?"

"Huh?" sheina asked not understanding, why suddenly the guy asked like that.

"Yeah, so part of the production that is famous throughout the school" said Nico explained.

Sheina fell silent. Her view glazed. It seemed, he was struggling with a lot of things in his mind.

"Lo would want to, right? If you're sure you want to go with lo-"

"Sorry, Nic," Sheina replied, "the idea is comfortable with them. I can't leave them that way. If I can be honest, yes, I would like to. But, I can't possibly cheat on them, who already want to accept me for who I am. Again, sorry, Nic."

Nico smiled wryly, "Okay, I get it."

Drrr....

Sheina woke up from a daydream after she heard a call. He then looked at the screen of his phone and quickly shifted the green button on the screen.

"Hi Ganaaaaaaan! How are you?" sheina exclaimed in shock that it was Ganan who contacted her these nights. It's been a long time since he talked to that guy.

Ganan chuckles. His smile was perfect. "Okay, Alhamdulillah Shei. How about you?" Ganan asked back.

"Alright," Sheina replied, "oiya, how's your race going? Must have won, right?"

Ganan nodded, "Thanks to Nala."

"You don't know, miss me?" ask Ganan to the point.

Sheina's cheeks instantly turned red. It was as if he was caught missing Ganan secretly. Fortunately, the lights on the balcony were not turned on, so he did not need to hide his cheeks.

"Lo times I miss," Sheina accused Ganan back, more precisely wanting to know if Ganan misses her too or not.

"Yes, I miss you. Here the person is very ambitious. No one is easy to give up, desperate, rich you so, hahahaha." Ganan laughed with satisfaction. Ambis means ambitious. Given Sheina who was always desperate about the race, the girl could not possibly have an ambitious nature.

Sheina immediately changed the look of her face to be in bete-bete right. "Lo bad at you."

Ganan laughed again, "But now you're not desperate anymore. It's changed, isn't it, Shei?"

"Dong surely" Sheina said proudly, "oiya Nan, now my production film has been completed and has been sent to the competition committee email."

"Well cool! Cepet also so," said Ganan no less excited with sheina, "by the way Shei, it turns out in our school, not just the production lo ya who participated in the race?"

"It was, Nan. But ever since Gandra Production broke away, only Rashi's production took part in the race."

"Self-gundurin?" asked Ganan with a frown.

Sheina nodded. "Yeah." Yeah."

"But Nala said, his friend who is one of Gandra's members had sent the film also for the race."

"Did you, Nan?" sheina asked, feeling that something was wrong, "Indeed, who is Nala's friend?"

"Tira, second editor of Gandra Production.  Tira's Nala's best friend, how could she lie to her best friend?"

Sheina fell silent. Her happy face began to fade. The night wind that he had not ignored, now sounded very clear. Chilly. Sheina stroked her arms and stared at the streets below which were already very quiet. I don't know why the air this time was so painful on her skin. And now it spreads into his chest. There was pain and stabbing when he found out that the guy he trusted, turned out to be lying to him. But why would Nico do that?

"But, Nan, Nico said they really didn't get into the race" Sheina still remained in disbelief.

"Nico?" ganan asked quickly, "you know that upperclassman?"