Red Noctah
Part 3
If the one who had been reluctant to come, decided to follow his parents. Although actually angry, but when also need the firmness of the Echoes and want to hear the word directly from his mouth. Sick, when the man fluently said the same words, with the determination to end their relationship.
The pain and hate are growing real, but Bisma is willingly becoming instead. What does he think this feeling is? It could easily turn after what had been done to him. Only hatred remained for the man who had been his best friend.
"I'll be in charge If, I know we don't have any feelings, but you can learn after we get married," Bhishma replied quite calmly.
Hmh! Responsible she said, she thought with her brash behavior, I would. You dick!!
When he swore in annoyance, panned sharply towards the netra of the man who was looking at him gently full of supplication.
While Gema herself chose to leave the room, she could not bear to see that she kept crying as much as she was devastated and disappointed, but choosing together was painful to accept. Too sick and disappointed with the situation.
If it does not care about the ongoing deliberation, the woman even chased Echoes out, it feels like she wants to lunged at her body and bring her hug.
"Pbuh, is there no apology in your heart for me, you treat me like this, it hurts me a lot Mas, after everything we've been through, you just measure in terms of the hymen that's taken away, you are cruel and unfeeling" said If you are sad, spilling his dusty heart.
"I'm sorry If, it's best for us, if it continues and in the end I can't forget what happened to you, even feel reluctant to touch your body, it won't hurt both of us. It's too hard for me to accept, in your body there's a trace of my sister and it hurts."
"But I don't want that, I'm just a victim, why are you acting like our marriage is just a game. I'm the victim, Mas!" Emotions When exploded, accompanied by the roar of tears that were so bitter. He stared at the handsome man who was almost a hundred and eighty days old accompanying him, trying to find love in the corner of his eyes, however, it seemed that it had indeed faded away. That fast, or indeed all this time just boasted, it hurt like a status beggar over him.
"Just because this marriage is not a joke, I better end it, you guys will never be close during college, no one ever knows someone's heart, only I'm very disappointed, I'm very disappointed, why does this have to happen on the eve of our wedding, or maybe even on purpose, make me a deliberately cheated fool."
"You're accusing me?!"
"It could be, or it can't be! You've been close to each other, it's not that hard for you to do that."
"Your opinionated words accuse me, as if I did it on purpose, you really aren't the Echoes I know."
Disappointed, sick, and alone.
"Run your life in peace, I think our story just got here," Echoes back before stepping away, leaving Bila in the shade of gloom.
The destiny of love is sometimes heartless, logic does not meet reason, he will choose the best according to his version, whether it hurts or even there is good in it. There is always wisdom in every test, whether it is what, but when it feels right now, it feels so broken.
"When!" call Bisma down, the man approaches. "I'm sorry, Bil. I will atone for my sins" said the man earnestly.
When even a bland chuckle at the words of Bhishma, the woman looked up with a fed-up face.
"Your satisfaction! On what basis are you fucking me, my bisma! You destroyed all my sweet dreams, your evil! To the death I cursed you, I hate, I hate!" When we roar, if killing someone is innocent, we want to do it to that man. Mother and Father immediately approached, securing his rampaging daughter.
"Sorry," he said softly, sounding a regret that is so real, but of course if you do not accept, sorry from Bisma will not change anything.
A week after the fateful incident, Bila just locked himself in a room. Perhaps the view of people, If you are enjoying a beautiful honeymoon, in fact he was infested with destruction. The deep trauma is still felt. Mother looked at her daughter who looked moody.
"If you need time alone Dad, later after everything feels better, I will go to Daddy," said If one morning, when they were having breakfast together.
It is not good to bemoan fate, life still goes on, let the beautiful story that has been missed with the Echoes become memories. Although still not willing to let go, but he must be able to rise from the downturn that hit him.
One month when passed with a broken feeling. The days he spent felt long. However, if you are grateful enough to be accompanied by a family that is so warm to provide support. Mother who continues to give encouragement, and Dad who is always attentive.
It's been since two days ago, if you feel restless, nauseous stomach and a little kliyengan. He also lost his appetite. Suddenly the girl became a gamang, began to check the date for her period. The stock of the stored pads also did not decrease, it was clear he was starting to suspect his body.
That afternoon, when saying goodbye to his parents left on the grounds of meeting with his friends. Mommy is certainly happy when you start to move again, hoping to get up and cheerful again.
When going by car alone, the woman pulled over on the mini market page. His intention was to buy a testpeck but accidentally met with Disya and their two twins.
"Hi beb, alone?" tanya Disya approached.
"Eh, hi. .. yes, what else are you doing here?" answer a little nervous.
"Now!" Disya pointed at her two children with her chin, "the babble asked for ice cream."
"Hallo darling, the more embossed the cheeks, want the ice cream dong." Suddenly the woman liked the fragrant chocolate that she usually did not like so much. If you decide to stop by and sit with your best friend on the front bench.
"No pa-pa? Not feeling well anymore, looks really good."
"Owh, no pa-pa, I'm healthy, a little tired from lack of rest."
"Believe the hell, newlyweds," led Disya who inexplicably sounded bitter. When just chiming in with a thin smile.
If you think, the story of Disya is the most erotic in her life, married forced to the person she does not love, although it ends in mutual love. But it turns out that his life story is more sad, without realizing it, the woman's eyes began to glaze over.
"Honey, don't play far!" disya was observing her son and daughter. While enjoying ice cream, they choose to chat for a moment to shed the longing. The busy family and personal each, make not much time they are together.
"Well, what's it like to live with someone we don't love?" ask when suddenly. It looks confused.
"Kok asked him that, which is certainly .. upset, angry, disappointed, while wanting to die, or who did that rich thing?" When nervous yourself get a backlash.
"There is nothing, ask. You're great, you can get through it all hard."
"Reprocess Bill, you know for yourself, what my life story is rich, but thank God so far, Mas Sky is always patient and loyal."
"Why do you think that's it, don't you love each other?" Really If you want to be honest with what happened to him, but too disgrace to be opened, choosing silence does not mean forgiving, it just wants to try to forget and make peace with the situation.
"Your son is playing too far away." a voice dropped by their ears, making the two women of that age look up together.
