
"No, not love, I don't believe it, love won't hurt, please say something, I really hate you!"
"When, calm down when, I love you, please believe, I just want to be responsible not to hurt you again, I'm sorry, when. Please give me a chance to atone for my sins to account for everything" the man said grudgingly.
When the father who intended to visit his daughter stopped at the doorway, accidentally stole their conversation, his heart ached to see the interaction of the two. Behind him also sculpted the same person, the Father and the Mother of Bhishma appeared to be present there. After receiving news through a telephone connection, it appears that the two parents compactly visited the hospital.
Bisma and Bila who realized it instantly fell silent. Ms. Mita rushed over to the woman who had been her daughter-in-law. Maybe fellow women will be more understanding, and a little softened.
"If, on behalf of the family, and Bhishma, Mama Apologize dear, once Bhishma informs you of pregnancy, Mama is very happy, please give Bhishma a chance to atone for her sin," please Mama Mita who is so sincere. The former mother-in-law tried to help Bhishma to soften her heart.
Oh my God .. why doesn't everyone here understand my feelings. It feels like the world is unfair, after everything happens to me, why do you even present another life in my womb.
If it seems confused to make a decision, one person, against four, he explained himself, plus Mother who was sick also hummed the word agreement on the proposal of Bhishma. If you are not able to think clearly anymore.
"Wouldn't a pregnant person not get married?" interlude when asking for an opinion.
"There are some scholars who say may and some may not, for your own case, should just marry, Papa has consulted before you should marry religiously first, but for your sake, and during that time you can not mix, only after the child is born you remarry," said the former in-law. The usually incompetent middle-aged man was so serious about spelling out sentence after sentence from his mouth.
"If you make peace with your condition, dear, you will help restore your trauma." The woman rubbed the back of the head when it was soft.
"But Father, Ma, didn't If you had an iddah, not even two months yet Mas Gema divorced me?" her question is stalling, hoping to find answers to her unwanted marriage delay.
"You are a widow untouched by the Echoes, so there is no iddah for you, son, you may receive the proposal of the Bisma," he said softly, clearly and straightforwardly.
When he looked very confused, his face suddenly paled. It seems like fate is playing with him. While Bisma himself was silent, lowered his head to things that could not be dived in the heart. The sense of uneasiness is clearly illustrated, afraid when it remains stubborn with its stance, especially until it plans to accept the proposal of someone other than himself.
"I am willing, just wait until Mother recovers first," resigned when in the midst of despair that struck. Not because it has received the Bhishma, but when it has other considerations neatly stored in his heart.
Bisma looked up to hear the woman's answer, haru, and sadly mixed into one. Whether that's what the man had in mind, obviously, he also didn't want a marriage that started this stragic story. That slight hope made a bright twinkle on Bhishma's face, she looked a little more relieved after involving many families. Even if you delay until Bu Rima's condition improves, there is at least hope for Bhishma to progress.
"If you speak softly with your future husband dear, I see, you are too much to curse at Bhishma" said Mr. Rama before leaving the room. The parents are like preparing something, while Bhishma himself is still silent on the edge of the bed, a little distance away with the position of Bila who sits on the mattress.
"Thank you for giving me a chance, If, I promise you I'll make you happy" he said in earnest.
"You don't have to expect much Bus, I accept it doesn't mean I agree or forgive you, I hate you so much" she said.
"I accept this responsibility for this child, I want our marriage to only happen during my pregnancy, and we'll get divorced after this child is born" explained Bila. Bhishma was obviously disappointed by the woman's superficial thoughts. However, to make everything smooth, he will just say it without the intention of guaranteeing.
Marriage is not a toy when, I never mess with this thing.
Bhishma understood, perhaps when he still did not believe in himself after all he had done. Bisma also understood, the love of Bila to Gema is still too big, if the man who came to ask for her back, Bisma sure, If will lightly agree. Loving yourself is indeed a pain, but he never regretted, there is still hope lying wide in front of him.
"You go home there, I don't want you here" she pushed him over.
"I will accompany you as long as you are cared for, we can also all monitor your health, Mother" replied Bhishma flatly. There is always no angry look at the attitude when the one who passed jutek to him. The bisma received calmly.
"I'm not comfortable in one room with you, please understand Bus," please be clear. If he feels a lot of things stored in the man, the warm person he met again in the man who had been his best friend for years, but why he had to do it. If you still don't know what the man is hiding.
After being hospitalized for two days, if you can go home. The woman just needs rest and do not be too stressed, of course it is very reasonable considering the current conditions are a lot of pressure, but if according to, if according to, trying to understand and start rearranging his heart that had no form.
If even though the ogah-ogahan, still accept when the Bhishma intends to take him home.
"Come, if, I help," asked Bisma who was immediately rejected raw woman. As a result, the mother-to-be was helped by Bu Mita to a wheelchair until the parking lot of his car. They deliberately picked up Bila in the hospital after the doctor recommended home treatment.
Arriving at home too, if he refused to be swept in Bhishma, when it was clear, the woman's room was on the second floor. Bhishma can only be patient for the rejection of him, he also should not be too pushy. If you are still a little afraid of being close together, especially if only the two. Bisma understands that.
"Honey, Mama go home first yes, if there is anything do not hesitate to contact Mama immediately." Bila was taken in obedience, hoping that Bhishma would also come home soon and leave her quietly. Two days in the same room makes Bila really careless. Fortunately there was her ex-in-law who was so good at helping her.
"Why are you still here?" ask if you don't like it. Bhishma seemed to sigh deeply, gathering much patience to accept each of his rejections.
"I'll be home soon, take good care of yourself, please call immediately if anything happens." The same word is said between the child and the mother.
"Hmm," replied When with a murmur. Bhishma is actually heavy, reluctant to leave the woman alone. Although there was Bik Lastri, somehow he became so worried.
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Tbc