Reasons Wounds Are Created

Olivia S's.

The wind just came, and no one could guess. Change and its effects no one ever knows. Only the one who created it knows all, whether it is its direction, shape and purpose. The same goes for feelings that will change over time. Sometimes love comes to give more color in life. But one time his departure also left a rumbling feeling in the chest.

"I'm tired of all this" said Tania exhaling her breath staring at the stars that were emitting her rays. "If we could be a whole family?" Tanya Tania took a picture frame of her father and mother. "Why did mommy build a wall that became the distance between us?" Tania asked again while wiping the photo. "I just want us to be the same - to fix this relationship. But why does mom always pay attention to me. Can't my mother's sincere smile get from you?" Said tania softly with her tears that had started to wet her cheeks.

"Hendra who heard all the complaints of tania from behind the door could only be silent. But his relationship with Tania has started to improve. But not with sonia's relationship with tania. Whatever Tania did was never done by sonia. Never tania change his appearance as he wanted sonia but it can never change anything. Tania no longer wants to be someone else just to get sonia's attention. While sonia always busy herself with her friends and social activities.

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after a long time of silence, hendra finally knocked on the door. "Son, can papi come in?" Ask hendra.

"Yes pi, wait a minute" said tania returned the picture frame and wiped her remaining tears before opening the door to her room.

"What's pi?" Tanya tania with her sweet smile.

"No papa my dear daughter just misses you" said Hendra pinching her cheek. "Tumben papi kayak gini right every day we meet" said tania who felt astonished. "Unless you go out of town or out of the country" added tania with his sad nnanda.

"I'm sorry papi has let you feel lonely" lirih hendra took a photo that had been taken earlier.

"No papa kok pi, as long as we are all still together, tania can certainly live it all" said Tania with a sweet smile.

"There's one thing you should know, son. This has long since kept the meeting - rapat" said Hendra with his heavy voice.

"What's pi?" Tania asked with fear. "Am I your adopted son?" Tania asked with anxiety.

"It's not tan" said hendra who slightly made tania feel relieved.

"Actually sonia is not your birth mother" said hendra who was like a lightning strike for tania. "No way, papi's gotta be kidding, right?" Tania asked who despite smiling but her tears started to drip.

"I'm sorry papi tan, this is all papi's fault" hendra regretted hugging her little daughter's body.

"Your mother and sister left us because of papi's carelessness. If papi can repeat the time papi will try to correct the misunderstanding between us. If it happens, papi will not feel regret because of it" said Hendra who made tania more and more as bothered with his crying.

"Where are they?" Tania asked after being quiet for quite a while.

"But tried to find them in various ways but Papi was never able to find them. Until sonia is present in the life of papi and becomes your connecting mother" explained hendra.

"I'm sorry papi never told you, papi thought sonia was able to be a good mother figure for you but in fact papi only gives you pain with that choice. Forgive papi" said hendra sincerely while gently rubbing the head tania.

After that night, Tania is determined to rediscover her mother and sister. Even though he doesn't remember their faces. Tania was trying to find out about them from the servants who had worked for them for a long time. But tania only knew her brother - a boy, and her mother named Olivia S. One of the most senior servants said after their departure. They changed their entire identity. This made her feel desperate.

"Gue is not papa" said Tania sticking her head on the table.

"Gue noticed these few days lo kayak not that spirit" said tika curious.

" Hmmm" answered tania tired of her own efforts to find her brother and mother.

"Again?" Ask tika to make sure.

"No, I'm just not in the mood anymore" said Tania opening her eyes.

"Jaudah to the canteen yuk" asked tika to pull the hand of tania, while the owner just resigned to follow the tika lamgkah.

"Hi deck" greet the latitude when passing with tania and tika in the corridor.

"Hi too brother" replied tania raising her hand in the air.

"Much gold, dong dek spirit" said the latitude smiling.

"Smiling dong" added latitude which made tania try to put on her smile at a glance. A few tika who saw their interaction just fell silent with the various questions in her head.

"Hehehe's going to the cafeteria?" Ask latitude.

"Yes, come along" asked tania.

"Other times yes deck, again very busy nih" said latitude lifting the sheets of paper in his hand.

"Judah if you don't want to" said Tania.

"Who said he didn't. Kan I say it next time deck" said the latitude rubbing gently tania's head.which makes tania become salting herself while tika just gawking with the scene in front of her.

"Hehehe's sister first well" said latitude before passing leaving tania and tika.

Irfan who could see their interaction from the basketball court was irritated which made the surrounding air feel hotter than before.

"What relationship are you in? And since when have you been that familiar?" Tika asked curiously after the latitude back was no longer visible.

"Nothing" answered tania briefly speeding up his pace. Trying to fix his feelings.