Reasons Wounds Are Created

Tightness

Tok tok tok tok

"missy, madam is waiting for you below" said bi sharon softly after knocking on the door calling the cool tania with a rubik cube in her hand.

Just by twirling the object can distract him from many things.

Especially from cartoon films that always accompany alone time. The thing he bought while going with tika.

"What's bi? Tumben mami called? when's mama coming home?" Tanya opened the door of her room.

"Auntie also does not know miss, maybe miss can go down now to know it" replied bi sharon still faithfully waiting tania move

"The papi river is also downstairs?" Tanya tania returned still twisting the rubik randomly

"Not yet non, master still has not returned" replied bi saron.

"Yaudah bi" said tania again playing her ruby stepped out of her room following bi sharon from behind.

"What's wrong" said Tania stuffing her rubies into the pocket of the sweater she was wearing, sliding the chair for her to sit on.

"Mommy warned you before, so you wouldn't bring this family into trouble, would you?" sonia said with great emphasis.signifies her seriousness in every word.

"What do you mean?" Tania asked who did not understand the direction of sonia's conversation.

"Who gave you permission to enter the race" asked sonia in a high tone. Tania just silently realized that she was following the race without the knowledge of her parents.

"Who's tania?" snapped sonia who made tania fall in shock.

"I'm sorry, but I got a champion" said tania weakened, trying to defend herself

"It is precisely with that my friends are suspicious of the same place where you go to school now" explained sonia with a voice that is still rising.

"Please, tania, don't make mami shy. What do friends say - mami friends out there.how will their opinion on mami as your parents" said sonia with a slightly weakened voice.

"I guess with this mom will be proud but it's not yah?" said tania with a thin smile.a sense of tightness back into tania. a sense of discomfort

"PRoudly?" Sonia stood up from her seat. "Mami's proud you said" said sonia pointing at him. Making Tania lift her face that had been bowed earlier.

"No peasant, it almost ruined the reputation of mami" said sonia.

"If you knew that you should be quiet enough. There is no need to do anything" said sonia in her cynical tone.

"well, I understand once again sorry tania who almost damaged the image of mami" said Tania ventured to stand with her head lowered to hide her feelings.

"Mi, I am your son.may you care a little about me, with a little disregard for the views of others especially the opinions of friends mami" said the weakened tania.

not getting any response from sonia further messed up Tania's feelings.

"sorry for asking the impossible" said Tania before passing leaving sonia who was silent unmoved. Running out of the house with tears that had begun to drip. although sonia called him but sonia's scream was not touched by the tania who continued to move on.

When running through the gate tania had passed by a car that brought mahendra into the yard of the house. But hendra did not realize it, he was too busy looking down at the note book in his hand checking every file sent by his secretary, while tania with his chaotic feelings no longer cared about it.

Tania continued running hoping that the tightness in her chest could be slightly reduced, no matter the gaze of the person who looked at her with a strange look. Just keep running as hard as you can follow wherever the foot is able to step.

Until his steps stopped in a lake in the middle of the city park, Danua Yang got lighting from some street lights around. Tania fell down when she could no longer continue to run. still with her cries that were getting evaporated, with a hiccup increasingly sounding poignant stuffing it.

"Arhhh" cried tania trying to make a sound. A shout that only answered the reflection of his voice from the lake.

"Why..why..all just in vain" shouted Tania again to let out his complaint.

"Just make you proud but it turns out useless as well" said Tania complaining in a soft voice

"Gue was tired too. Capek mi" said tania complaining of her feelings.

"Is there no longer a purpose in my life God" said Tania staring blankly ahead feeling hopeless with sonia's reaction to his efforts.

After feeling quite satisfied crying and complaining about his life. Tania stood up from her seat walking gontai towards the lake. Roughly wiping away the tears that still continued to flow without his consent. Sonia's speech is still very tingling - ngiang in her memory.even the shadow of mahendra might be much more sinister for tania. All his efforts to win the race turned out to not be able to make sonia feel proud. A deep sense of disappointment until the breath was swallowed in the chest.

"Gue is useless. Everything is meaningless now" said Tania with a bitter smile

Byuuurrr sound body that collides with the water danua.Tania body that crashed into the lake increasingly sank deep into it did not take long to disappear from the surface of the lake water.

Although a little regret terbesit that appeared in the mind tania. Especially when his memory of Tika and his remark that he will be fine with his past.

But it was too late even though he tried to swim to the edge but the lake water was too cold to make the legs tania cramp. until Tania who had begun to lose consciousness felt the hand that grabbed her hand, pulled his body back to the surface. Briand shadow arrived - suddenly appeared in the mind of the tania, smiling towards the tania. A peaceful smile, but her tears also shed.