Realize I Need You's

Episode 50 - Grief

" Ashhi, why are you sleeping ? what did that word mean ? "

" Hmm, I was thinking " (my answer was short of drowning myself looking for a solution from what I said a moment ago )

" Ashhi, Boram is worried. You're not thinking of any weird ideas, are you ? " (ask Boram worried)

Boram only hoped to be anxious to see my silent attitude close my eyes on the grounds of finding a solution. Repeatedly he fixed his seat and kept moving, occasionally peering out of the window of the stretcher watching the direction of the rolling sun.

" Ashi, it's been 20 minutes. "

" I know " (i opened my eyes immediately)

I quickly searched the clothes box from behind our seats, opened it and found an outer garment that had a headgear.

" Boram, let's change clothes. " (my word is quick)

" What ?? ashhi, what are you going to do ? " (full question)

" Huh, don't tell Agassi himself who's going back there ? " (guess Boram then )

For a moment we were silent and staring at each other,

" Boram, this time I don't want to return too soon to the Palace. I want to help the people as much as possible. "

" Can't Agassiiiii" (reject Boram raw - raw )

" What shall I tell Mr Yeo ? then Wangseja, what if he asks where you are ? not to mention all the ashhi activities in the palace, then... What if - if the Demon Prince is looking for you ? "

" Boram, look at me. You are good at imitating my voice, this will not make it difficult for you. Just tell me I'm gonna be alone in the room for a few days. Understood ? " (my sergeant calms him down)

" Don't you pity to see them ? " (plus )

" Pity. " (answered Boram).

" What if Agassi gets infected ? "🥺

" I've got my own plan ". (my reply steady )

Looked back at me trying to convince you,

" Well." (agree Boram resigned )

we finished exchanging clothes and then I nodded at Boram to give the aba - aba to start.

" Stop ! "

Shouted Boram loudly and some of the guards who accompanied our trip as well General Gwon Hwi stopped the steps of hearing his voice.

" General Gwon Hwi, I have found out who I will send to return to the Western regions of the Kingdom to help the inhabitants. "

General Gwon Hwi got off his horse and got closer to the stretcher we were preparing to take orders. Still with the stretcher covered Boram continued to speak.

" Gwon Hwi is ready to accept your word Princess "

" I will send my personal servant Boram to help the people find clean water "

" I will escort him to the front of the gate " (again general Gwon Hwi)

" No need, I want to return as soon as possible to the palace. If the general leaves, who will keep my security ? " (kilah Boram covers )

General Gwon Hwi seemed to be thinking for a moment and finally agreed to our plan. I also came out of the stretcher wearing Boram clothes plus the exterior that covers the face and head so that no one recognizes. A little down saluting I also managed to leave by carrying a bundle of red colored cloth containing several pieces of men's clothes. No one suspects. As we walked in the opposite direction, I opened the outer garment of the cover to free the tightness.

" I trust you Boram " (murm while looking back at the accompaniment of the stretcher getting farther away )

I continued my steps down the street on the wheel of a stretcher and some horse tracks.

As a result, I was still looking for some solutions along the way.

After a few minutes, I arrived at the gate. Complete under the guise of a man known to healer Li.

" I was the Crown Princess' envoy who had delivered the aid " (i said to one of the guard soldiers)

" What's your name ? "

" Yeo Hyun Jae" (shows the Orabeoni name plaque that I always carry with me wherever )

" Fairly, at least they kept his words " (the inner soldier spoke )

" Okay, please help "

" Nee" (my reply nods )

He opened the gate with the help of his friend who was on guard at that time.

Grieett.. The gate was opened small according to my size and they let me in.

The first sight before me was some shabby, messy houses, and the state of a whole village filled with smoke. Dry air so felt enveloped. Some residents were left lying on the streets because of the full treatment facilities. The food looked dirty, while watching me continue to walk to find the location of the treatment hall. Before long the tail of my eyes caught another scene, a mother who sat hugging 2 children while singing a song.

🎵" Gwenchanayo🎶, everything will be fine.. gwenchanayo,🎶 everything will soon improve.."🎶 (says the mother humming and followed by her two children slowly )

It was as if they were listening to their singing.

🍂🍂🍂🍂🍂🍂🍂

" Wangseja, you haven't had breakfast since morning. Here are some snacks that I brought from the palace kitchen " (fresh Seowu approached Wangseja Yong Ju who was sitting his own best in front of the residence of the Crown Prince )

" I don't want to, just put it there. " (answer short )

Suddenly the King was standing behind Seowu and watching his first son's behavior with annoyance.

" Do you intend not to eat forever ?! " (snaps the King in high tones)

Wangseja Yong Ju was surprised and turned to the origin of the voice, seeing the father who was already reddish.

" Your majesty "

" I don't want to hear your whining ! " (cut the King and take a seat in front of him )

" I'm willing to go there myself, why did you send Hyun Ok who is a weak woman there ? to dangerous areas in the Western part of the Kingdom ? "

The king only sighed harshly hearing the impulsive question from Wangseja Yong Ju.

" You won't be able to protect him by your side, he should be able to stand on his own feet. You know ? as a result of your actions, your support party complains a lot. Remember, you were raised to be a king. Don't show anyone your feelings and concerns or be prepared to petition to remove the Crown Prince from you. If it's not like that, they'll hunt down the people you care about so they can control you. That's what you want ?! " (said the King increasingly could not bear to vent his emotions on Wangseja Yong Ju )

Wangseja Yong Ju fell silent after hearing the reality presented plainly by the King.

" I don't know how my life will be. " (say said Wangseja)

It is reflected in his memory of how he grew up as a child to become the Crown Prince, the future King who will hold the reins of power next. Receiving all the more rigorous lessons of his younger siblings, day and night discussing the reports and systematics governing the kingdom, the friendless life he had to redeem since childhood. Everything is for the sake of becoming King, the dream chosen from his late mother the former Queen. Any sacrifice that is certainly not comparable to being sacrificed just for the sake of a woman who is loved.

" Mollayo" (answered Wangseja helplessly down)

Feelings of guilt over Hyun Ok and disrelief over the position of the Crown Prince flowed in his brain that began to worry.

" Think well - well my word. " (the word King commemorates Wangseja Yong Ju then left him alone )

Without them noticing Grand Prince Yong Hwa eavesdropping on the conversation behind the thin cubicle with a disappointed expression.

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