Rangga and Rara (Love Ex-Kid)

48. Relinquish

...Happy Reading's....

Rangga immediately grabbed his phone as soon as the ringtone of the incoming message sounded. She was happy to see the message from May. Soon he read it.

The smile on her face slowly subsided as soon as she read every word of May's message. But she's glad to know May's okay.

"Revert to Indonesia? But we have to go somewhere first. Where's that? Did you meet the man she loved? Has he found the man's place?" Rangga back huffled.

Disappointed, it turns out May does not love him. May's heart remained on the man.

The words like, love, and love May said to her yesterday were only May's feelings for a moment. Because the girl is young, her feelings are still unstable can change at any time.

Instantly the phone in his grasp came off. Sad, it hurts to imagine May being with the man.

"I shouldn't expect him to love me so much. I should have realized, I don't deserve her. I deserve to be his friend and father. He's still so young! He definitely wants a guy his age. Not an old man like me." he mumbled softly.

Looks like she has to give up May for the guy.

"Om also pray that you will be happy with the man you love. Goodbye May, if God wills, we will surely meet. Om will always love you and keep it in your heart!" Just like Khanza, who for a dozen years was kept in the heart.

Rangga tried to strengthen his heart. Collect energy. He slowly stood up after picking up his cell phone. It takes strength to be able to go step by step. Because right now his body was very weak, as if his body had died because half of his soul had left him for someone else.

His right arm arrived at the grasp of someone from behind as he was about to fall. Rangga looked to the side and saw Cindy, his mother.

"Mama.." As the sadness rose, she hugged Cindy. Shedding all the burdens of sorrow that squeezed his soul.

As a mother, Cindy can feel what her son is feeling. Moreover, Rangga told her that she loves May. But in reality Rangga will marry Rachel.

"The girl's gone?"

Rangga.

"Yes ma, why is God always not on my side? I lost my love twice again" said Rangga trying to suppress his cries.

"Not son, but God is preparing another happiness for you. If God takes something you love but cannot have, he will replace it with something better. Believe in God's destiny." said Cindy softly.

He held onto Rangga's face. Sweeps into two wet cheeks.

"You mean with Rachel?" Rangga looked at Cindy's bead eyes." Mama knows for herself I don't love her at all! I never felt happiness with him. Not the happiness I get if I marry her, but the suffering!" Rangga returned crying.

"Strong.... Rachel is a good woman. She loves you so much. She's a loyal woman. Patience waits for your heart to accept it, even if she knows you don't love her. She can be a good wife to you. You have to learn to accept it. I'm sure as your marriage progresses, and having children, you'll love her. Many couples like that, marry without love, but once they have children, that love grows slowly without realising it. Mama and papa experienced it first, married without love. We learn to love and accept each other. And finally that love grew in our hearts. And I'm sure you'll love Rachel later" Cindy assured herself.

"Come MA.....!" rangga said while shaking his head. She wasn't sure she'd love Rachel the way her mom said she would. Since she had been in contact with Rachel for so long, there was not the slightest bit of love growing in her heart for that woman. Let alone love, even just a sense of like and interest was not there at all.

"That's because you didn't open your heart to her. You should try to open your heart to her. Your wedding is in a few days. Mr. Dominic and Rachel must have made your wedding plans public. You have to prepare yourself. Forget Khanza, forget May! You deserve to be happy too, son. And remember your Grandma, who's been waiting for your wedding for a long time. She's very happy, and she's probably the happiest one in your marriage. Don't let your grandmother be disappointed and sad!" said Cindy patted his shoulder.

"You must believe in the soul mate God has destined for you. If May is your soul mate, then God will give her to you, for you to have, to be your wife, to be your life companion until the end of your life" Cindy smiled. The graceful woman swept away the rest of her son's tears. Then move on.

While Rangga was hearing his mother's words. If May is his match, then May will be his wife, becoming his life companion. God gave Rachel to be his wife in a few days.

Rangga breathed a heavy sigh.

I don't know what God planned for him. He gave everything to Him, including his love and happiness.

The phone's ringing, the phone's from Haris.

Haris said May was in Bandung, as his man said. The man checked directly into May's address. May just arrived from abroad as her neighbor said.

Rangga breathed a sigh of relief. He's not worried anymore. The girl has returned to her homeland. Means May didn't lie to him.

"If May has returned home to Bandung, it means May has found what she's looking for?" thought.

Whether or not May has found the man, Rangga is sincere and gives up May for the happiness of the girl, even though she is sick. Just as he used to love Khanza for Cio for their happiness because they both love each other.

"Om pray you're happy with the man you love!" rangga said smiling bitterly.

May Wulandari, who was seen by Haris' man in Bandung and just returned from abroad as the neighbors said, was not Rai Rara. But the original May Wulandari, happened to have just returned from Malaysia, vacationing there spending the money to keep quiet.

It's just that Haris' man did not know to see the real face of May Wulandari.

Seriate.