Randy's Love Journey

Episode 4

Keep Distance

Seeing Lasni coming over to her seat at this moment.

Randy was silent and looked cold in the eyes.

Yes cold as ever, as before the gaze warmed up a little especially on Lasni.

Lasni, who felt the atmosphere became awkward in the second, tried to find a way to melt the atmosphere. He also opened a small conversation with Randy.

"It's a long time ago you came, I'm alone, lonely silent know here," said Lasni.

"Hem, haven't started yet kan😒. The look in the eye that seems to say, it's your fault that always comes too fast or it should be called timely" Randy.

"Yes has not started yet, but it is wrong if we attend first, right, after all waiting better than we should be waiting for others. Because we are also their juniors" Lasni replied.

"Waiting alone like that bored me" added Lasni.

"But if it's not anymore, even now I'm happy because we're both like this," added Lasni again continue to talk. Because he knew, when he stopped talking, then at that time the atmosphere would be silent.

He spoke with a heartfelt warm smile engraved on his lips.

"Have it, don't lie to yourself" Randi replied firmly with an extremely cold aura.

"Lasni who heard Randy's answer was actually confused. What does he mean?

Don't lie to yourself?

Who's lying?

Was he offending anything else huh, Lasni's thoughts were trying to guess what Randy's words just meant."

But Lasni did not want to discuss it, because she was worried that it would create an unpleasant atmosphere later.

"You lately why Ran?

Did I make a mistake with you?

Because I feel you are keeping your distance from me, you seem to dislike my presence near you.

Why are you suddenly acting like this?

Just tell me what's my fault, why have you changed? Already unbearable for him, he also issued questions that had greatly disturbed his mind to feel Randy's change on him," Lasni

Lasni who had begun to raise her voice, but it was very clear if the voice kept a deep disappointment in every word.

Disappointments were clearly aimed either at Randy or at his changing attitudes and treatment lately.

Randy tried to answer Lasni's every question to her casually and sounded convincing.

"I haven't changed, I'm like this. Don't ever feel like you know me." The slow but sharp answer the meaning that each word brings, as if to say you are not who I am, so stop knowing me.

Yes I was wrong, I misrepresented our closeness all this time.

Your attention all this time.

What your gaze was all this time.

It occurred to me once, if my presence near you gave a different meaning.

"I know if you have a cold, indifferent nature and don't care about your surroundings."

?ik?I knew that from the beginning."

"From the beginning of our closeness, the beginning of our introduction between you, me, Yadi, Wawan, Doni and Iwan."

"When we both spend time waiting for the rain to stop in the cafeteria first"., Lasni replied, she already did not know how she felt, which clearly tucked a little disappointed in her heart.

"I was wrong, maybe I should have stayed that way until now."

"That's my color, I've rid myself of being someone else, replied Randy who tried his hardest to sound as normal as possible. His heart is also restless now. He really did not like this kind of atmosphere.

"There is nothing wrong with warmth, nothing wrong if we care about others.

What's wrong is you right now who can live alone in this world, without caring about others, your gaze also feels very cold now," Lasni's voice rose again, accompanied by emotion he said it all, saying everything he wanted to say without holding back in the slightest.

Who are you, why are you scolding me like this, especially if you raise your voice, you yell at me?

You better take care of Deo, isn't he your girlfriend !!!

Do you know Deo's attitude very well? A very deep speech, with a dismissive smile. Because Randy knows how the properties of Deo although not in detail.

And his words just now must have brought pain that might have touched Lasni's heart back then" Randy.

Lasni was just speechless, sure enough she felt the heartache of hearing Randy's words just now, even her pain was more than her heartache to Deo with all Deo's indifference towards her.

Deo is a grumpy, lazy kid and likes to organize.

He with all his arrogance wants everything to go according to his wishes.

This was what made Lasni very uncomfortable.

But before dating, Deo was another figure. A personality that is much different than it is today.

Before they dated first, Deo was very attentive to him, very visible struggle and his actions to get the heart of Lasni at that time.

And not infrequently he gave small gifts to Lasni.

But now, Lasni was so sorry that it was so easy for her to open her heart and feelings. It was as easy as he believed in Deo's kindness and treatment, which was just like a mask covering his true vices.

While Randy, he is quite familiar with Deo's nature.

He gets to know Deo's nature because, some of Randy's friends are also Deo's friends.

So that he strongly did not accept the fact that Lasni, a person who had slightly melted his cold heart.

Who has given a gap to his heart, a heart that was previously closed because of events in the past where he felt that he should not put trust in others, especially in women.

Now they both remained silent without a sound

Only a heavy breath could be heard in the room.

Until finally, Randi stood up and left Lasni alone in the room.

Lasni, who saw Randi's departure, could only remain silent.

Actually she wanted to pull Randy's hand and sit back with him at this moment.

He wants to stop Randy from leaving, or at least he wants to go wherever Randy goes.

Because now it seems to wake up, if he feels comfortable being on Randy's side.

He was aware of that feeling when he felt the pain in his heart by Randy's words.

Randy, who had reached the corner of the door, looked back, confirming Lasni once more before her departure.

A look of disappointment from the look in his eyes.

Disappointed because Lasni did not seem to see his departure, Randy wanted Lasni to stop him or walk with him, beside him and always on his side.

But even so, Randy still left that place.

To be honest, he did not know where to go to calm his mind and mood.

A heart that doesn't want to believe in the fact that Lasni is Deo's girlfriend.

A heart that cannot be rude to Lasni. Because Lasni figure of the woman who makes can put a little more trust.

Her footsteps were actually not willing to move away from the woman.

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