Randy's Love Journey

Episode 19's

Thinking What's Best?

The more here, Lasni felt that his relationship with Deo could not continue.

In addition to Deo's nature that has changed drastically for him. Their time together is no longer there, even to just ask news via social media like what's aps alone is very rare.

Not because of the busyness of each so as to create a situation like this.

But because Deo does not think of it anymore.

Maybe, in addition to Lasni as if getting a new wind, warm heart when it is cold.

Because of his relationship with Deo as it is today.

Slowly Lasni starts not thinking about Deo, she focuses only on what is in front of her and everything that makes her happy.

He did not want to fill his mind with problems, between himself and Deo, because enough of his mind was filled with his lectures.

If even Deo asks to break up with him, he's ready. Or maybe he won't be sad.

Because of the sadness he had been feeling since a few days ago. Since she felt Deo did not consider himself a girlfriend.

After dinner, Lasni went to study, repeating her lessons today on campus.

That's Lasni's habit every night after dinner.

Maybe because of this habit so he grew up to be a figure who is smart in learning.

On the sidelines of his study, he remembered Randy.

"If he can follow every lesson given by the lecturer by repeating it at night. Is Randy too", thought Lasni.

Lasni also tries to send a message to Randy.

"Ran, are you busy right now?", asked Lasni starting their chat.

But he did not immediately receive a reply from Randy.

While waiting for a reply, he also tried to continue his learning, although at this time his concentration was divided.

It felt like he was texting Randy right now, after the man crossed his mind.

Although not in full concentration, but he still tried to focus on reading every lecture material that he had obtained.

Some time Lasni was back in focus and get the concentration that had split earlier.

He continued his studies well until he finished. Not to forget he also searched for additional material from the internet, and worked on some training questions that he got from there.

After he finished studying, he saw his cellphone which turned out to have several notifications there.

And one of those notifications came from Randy who sent her a message through what's aps.

"So, I'm not busy. Why the hell?", replied Randy.

"I was studying, repeating our lesson in class. And there were some things that were hard for me to understand earlier, and I think you definitely understand what they mean. So I wanted to ask you that before", Lasni answered lying. Because he could not be honest if he had remembered the man. After all, if he made the lesson an excuse, he was sure that Randy would help him.

Because even from the beginning, even though he had a cold, indifferent nature, and did not care around, but for lessons and every friend asked him, he must always answer the question.

"Oh, yes. Now that means you know" Randy replied.

Of course Randy replied that, because Lasni would say that he did not understand. Which indicates if you now understand.

"Eh, yes. I understand now. I was trying to find some explanation on the internet" Lasni replied.

"Ehmm, you didn't study?", asked Lasni.

"Udah, I've learned that" Randy replied briefly straight to his point.

"Just be smart, Ran, you are diligent in learning as well as it turns out", Lasni.

"Yes, from this morning until noon, I have been studying. And I feel like it's my style, I don't want to overload my brain with having to learn more" Randy replied.

"Looo, so you haven't learned anything tonight. And you only learned in class. I thought you were studying so long ago to reply to my message", Lasni.

"Yes, I know that's when your message came in" Randy.

"Eh, so why is old new in reply" Lasni replied.

"What's important is yes, the point is that I have replied yes. That's it", Randy replied indifferently, he didn't want to be too organized, why should he also reply to her quickly, thought Randy.

He remembered the stupid thing he had done today.

Until 5 pm he stalked Lasni from the stall that was right in front of the rented Lasni and Iwan. Thinking of his actions was enough to wake him up, the stupidity he had done.

"Hemm yes, I was just hoping that you would help me, and maybe we could learn together" Lasni replied.

"Well, is it?" asked Randy.

"What are you doing, are you so busy that I can't interfere with your time?", Lasni replied.

"I don't like a lot of pleasantries, so if nothing else matters. And you better call Deo.

Not later because of this, I misunderstood him", replied Randy.

Randy knows that if Deo is grumpy, he doesn't want to deal with Deo. Especially if Deo misunderstood him, do not let Deo think if he approached Lasni.

Although in fact, he was happy when he was near the woman.

"Yes, I'm sorry. Maybe I've been interrupting your time huh", Lasni.

"Good night Ran", send Lasni again.

"Yes, night", reply Randy.

At this moment Lasni was confused by him. She was in pain when Randy reminded her of Deo.The next time he told me to call Deo.

"Crazy, I'm a girl. He should have contacted me first, right, he should have asked me.

But he just kept ignoring me, even he kind of hung up our relationship.

If he doesn't have any more flavor with me, shouldn't he just decide on me.

Or does he want me to decide first?", all the questions he asks himself.

But to decide even Deo, he did not have the courage. Still remembered the kindness, attention, and all Deo's deeds to him. Everything Deo did before they were officially dating.

Confused with all his own thoughts. Lasni came out of her room, she was about to take a glass of water and some bread that was always in the kitchen.

Bread that is always breakfast when they all wake up late 😅.

In the kitchen he accidentally meets Iwan who happens to be from the bathroom.

They sat in the kitchen together.

"Iwan, can you accompany me here for a moment?", asked Lasni.

"Well, why Las?", replied Iwan.

"How do you think it's best about my relationship with Deo right now. You know Deo's not what he used to be. He's changed drastically. I tried to hold on, but he just kept ignoring me. So what do you think, I need some advice right now", Lasni.

"Do you still love her?", asked Iwan.

"I don't know for now. Maybe there's still some love for her. But I didn't seem to be looking for her whereabouts when she didn't tell me. I don't feel sad or lost anymore" Lasni replied.

"Why?, why do you feel that way?", asked Iwan again.

Lasni fell silent in her mind, thinking of the best answer to Iwan's question. Because there's no way he'll answer if it starts to feel comfortable for him when he's near Randy.

"I am either gatau, maybe because he ignores me too often, yes maybe because of that", Lasni replied.

"Take it, try to be more patient. Maybe he has another busy thing" Iwan replied to oil Lasni.

"Yes, maybe your words are right. Yes, thank you for your advice", Lasni.

"Ah yes, yes I have returned to my room yes", Iwan.

"Yes" answered Lasni.

Iwan also left Lasni who was still sitting at the kitchen table with a glass of water left only half with a few pieces of bread in his hand.

Accompany him in his mind and heart.

Weighing on what is best for him at the moment.

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