RAIN IN APRIL

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I really like his smile. Every time he smiles, my heart is calm. The first time I met, my brain immediately ordered my body to react, before anyone else approached it.

I was immediately attracted to him, at first sight. Her face that looks beautiful, her body is also full, not thin and not fat.

It is about 160 cm tall. As I hugged her, I could feel her soft chest, it would probably fit in my grasp, I thought at the time. But, make no mistake, don't think I like it because of the poignancy of his body, not because of it. I liked it at first sight, I don't know what.

The point is, I'm very proud of myself, only this time I approach women and direct goals. Turns out, my good looks, are useful too.

I never get tired of looking at her face, I don't even care about people who say I'm stupid in choosing a partner. I think April is everything. I like him so much, I love him so much. TERRIBLY.

I didn't like it much, knowing she lived in that narrow hostel. I'm sure it's not safe, but can I ban it? I guess I can't do anything?

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Our relationship is going well, he is open to me. And vice versa. Actually the reason I've never dated and never been close to a woman is heartbreak. Yes, even though I'm a man, I'm afraid of heartbreak.

Not cemen or anything, but I'm afraid of those two words. I often see my friends running away when they are heartbroken. Drinking alcohol, smoking, gambling and even free. I don't want to be like that, even though sometimes I've been tempted by one of them. It is s e k s.

But, for the sake of my future, I should be able to control n a f s u right? If anyone asks, have I ever smoked, drank alcohol? Yeah, I've been, but it's High School, and only once. It was all for the encouragement and coercion of my friends back then.

But, after that day. I decided to limit my friendships a bit, and sort out the friends who approached me. Because honestly, I am easily tempted, my faith is not strong.

I've started to go crazy again, every time I shake hands with April, I feel the tenderness of that chewy thing. And that makes n a f s u bi ra my hi peaked. Really, I really want to hit *GJ. Why is it so hard to control.

I'm grateful when I can handle it. I, only able to play solo in my bathroom, closed the door tightly so that mom and dad did not suspect. By modelling the shadow of April's makeup body, I can always complete the desire.

Is that a sin? I just always say an apology in every prayer, hoping that it will lessen my sin a little.

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Counting four months of our relationship, everything was smooth, I became even more spoiled for her. I often ask him to come to class. Wishing he made my brain tired less, and yups, after he stopped by my class a lot, the burden of my mind lifted a little.

He was often stared at by some cynical women who had approached me, making me OVER POSSESSIVE.

I don't care, the point is that after I'm too possessive, he's also showing more and more of his efficacious attitude, and I like that.

After the end of the semester, we began to get busy with the final semester exam, and only a little time we met. I'm quite focused on UAS and some sports activities, making me forget that I have a boyfriend. Stupid emang.

Finally, it made April sulk, and inhabited me for a week. Really, I was so sad, and missed him. And with a million persuasions and my maniac pellets, he's gone bad and we're better.

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We went on holiday to the village, my parents allowed it too. April's parents were a little surprised when April brought me to her home in the village. Let alone his father, he looked furious, but could still cover up the expression.

I can finally stay at his house. The house is big, but not as big as my house. I slept with his younger brother who was in first grade High School. Their room has no bathroom. The bathroom is in the kitchen, it makes me a little uncomfortable. I looked around that looked like there was no AC or fan. OMG, how can I sleep in peace later.

After night, I went up to the bed. Look at April's sister who is still cool playing games. He doesn't care about me. I put my shoulders down and started lying down.

The cold has entered my body. Oh my God, why is it this cold. I guess, the air here is the same as in the city, it's not, it's much colder than in the city even with the AC on.

I moved in a huff, pulling the thick blanket. Closing themselves to the neck. I smell April's scent in this blanket, it's very fragrant.

"Sister April often buy perfume, fragrance clothes and fragrance room. So, we wear it until now. Even though April's not home"

Damn brat, from where he knows I'm sipping this scented blanket try. I neutralized facial mimicry, and sat down.

"Lo, don't you have a jacket? Can I have a pinjem?" I finally opened my voice, somehow I was upset to see my sister this April.

He moved, and approached the closet located in the corner of the room. And take a white hoodie from the inside.

"It's April's sister, I make a lot of makeup when I sleep. So take it" he threw the Hoodie, made me catch him immediately.

I don't like it when someone else is wearing April's stuff like this sister, but I'm someone else.

I finally got to wear that jacket. It was so fitting, it made me comfortable and started to fall asleep.

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Long story short, April and I have been on a love journey for a year. I'm very happy, in our relationship it's always smooth, and despite the small problems, it's always solved with a cool head.

But, all that's gone. When the big trouble comes. I was in the fifth semester, and he was in the third semester, doing what we shouldn't be doing, which is s e k s. I really enjoyed that time, and so did April. Although he initially refused, but because of my persuasion, he wanted to.

I was the first and vice versa. We started doing it often. After a few times, I started to limit myself. Because we are still in college, and it is not appropriate.

I will keep telling you that day. Briefly though. I hope you don't follow what I did and I did this.

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