RAIN IN APRIL

HDBA 13 |HAPPY BIRTHDAY TODAY•

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...HAPPY READING'S...

... #April#...

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I didn't think she'd come home and stop by my hostel again. Our meeting was two days ago, always ringing in my head. To be honest, he is very, very handsome, his face looks very mature and seductive of course. I recalled a few broken sentences that I had read, 'If you were an ex, your ex would be more interesting' and it turned out that it was not a lie.

Okay, forget that unfortunate discussion. I'm worried right now, what if he comes back and steals my kids? What if he took my kids out of town or even abroad? Or, what if he spreads gossip, lays out a cheap girl with three kids?

But I'm not gonna let that happen. I will do everything I can to stay with my children.

How long hasn't he been here? It's been over a year, and I'm guessing she's got a boyfriend. There are so many beautiful women in the country and more attractive than me. Ah it's April, focus on yourself now, don't mind her anymore. I cheered from, because I couldn't afford it if what I was thinking really happened.

I am currently putting my favorite children to sleep on a mattress that has been designed as comfortable as possible.

"Hopefully sweet dreams dear" I said as a sleeping sentence for my three beloved sons.

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I woke up, seeing a pair of sparkling eyes staring at me meaningfully.

"Mama Ado Lapal" As the previous greeting. Aldo would mutter that phrase every morning I opened my eyes.

Cup...

I kissed Aldo's round cheeks. And smile thinly.

"Morning baby" Aldo pouted, pursing his lips to make me anxious and stealing a kiss there. Aldo doesn't like being called a baby.

Aldo rushed over, hugged me tightly, and didn't forget his naughty hands started tickling me.

"Mama wits" (rogue) he said in a full voice. Her cheeks were red with fatigue after tickling me.

"Hahahaha, I'm ready to cook" I immediately raised Aldo's body slowly, because it was only realized the twin duo had not woke up yet.

We both got off the bed and started approaching the kitchen for cooking. My eyes stared at the calendar hanging on the wall.

Degs...

I was silent, my body was trembling, my hand automatically slipped from Aldo's tiny hand. I crouched down and closed my ears.

"Mama?" The confused Aldo followed along crouching, and looked at me questioningly.

"Why?" Ask again, I just kept quiet. My eyes reddened with a shadow floating in my brain.

"Hiks.hiks...hiks" I cried softly, covering my face with both palms.

Aldo was silent, and immediately hugged me tightly, he followed by crying loudly.

"Huaaaaa.. mama... hiks... hiks" Aldo rubbed his snot on my shirt. His tears still flowed.

"Ngan nais" (do not cry) he said in a hoarse tone, because crying strong even if only for a moment.

If you ask me about this drama? I don't know either, but every look at that date, and this month... I always feel weak, I hate these dates and months. A date that should always be waiting for me because I'm one year old. But, now that I don't like that date anymore, I feel like I'm the dumbest human being if this date comes.

My birthday, I hate you... I'm sorry, but it's all because of this situation... I feel like I'm going to be traumatized by the date - in April.

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I've submitted the title of the thesis. And thankfully, finally in accept as well... I'll try to find a decent job later, so I can pay for all Julio's help.

Glad Julio helped me take care of the kids. Fortunately, I was also able to catch up without increasing my college time by another half year.

Right now, I am sitting quietly in the waiting room. Very nervous about the thesis... I wish I could master that material.

After going through the hell of a thesis presentation for an hour and a half, I was finally able to be free from the sharp eyes of the lecturers. Really, I didn't expect this scripting trial to be so hot, I was even more nervous than when Brother Glen expressed his feelings for me. Why carry the name of that guy anyway?

I made my mind aware, maybe my mind was wandering due to the complexity of the thesis presentation... Okay.. Now we just wait for the graduation date... Focus on working, and taking care of the child...

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"Belcome birthday..." I sat at the bus stop alone. My ears were buzzing at the words. I looked left and right, not finding a single human. I clasped my sling bag tightly.

I close my eyes, pray in my heart, may the Lord keep all subtle and violent beings from near me.

"Why?" I heard that voice, even very close to me. With trembling hands, and mouthfuls of prayer, I opened my eyes. And hap...

A handsome face like a Greek god, a thin mustache that had started to appear. A firm jaw, red lips, sharp eyes, sharp nose, with white skin immediately plastered clearly in front of my eyes.

He smiled thinly, scratching his neck.

I distanced myself, only to realize there was someone here. Right in front of me, looking at me with a confused face.

Glen sat himself on the side, making me keep my distance as safe as possible.

"Gue didn't expect" He started talking with a slight sigh.

"If you're going to defend Julio's son!". Kan, as I thought, she would definitely say hurtful things again, and make me just hurt and hate her even more.

"Had it been, you wouldn't have defended"

Plaque...

My itchy hand instantly slapped that god-like handsome face, but with a demon heart.

"Dragon's talk!!! They're my children, not because I'm silent, you so as you like to say things that make me hurt" I said in a high tone. Really, my heart hurts to hear his words.

I imagined, how would I be if I killed Gabriel and Gabrian first? Will my sleep calm down? Even if Aldo stays by my side? The point is, I love you my three children. Huft, why should my children have a father this stupid?

"Me-they?" The si*lan man asked again made me sick and very anxious to leave from there.

"L-lo got how many kids with Julio?". I let out a sigh hearing the question of this damn man beside me.

"I don't have a child with Julio. I have a son of a man br*ngsek, ba*ingan, not knowing myself... And, I hate it!! But, it did not melt my affection for my children" After saying that, I moved on, choosing to find the nearest angkot or ojek.

'I'm sick!!'

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