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Raihan immediately entered his room, slamming the door of his room. His anger peaked when quarreling with his parents who what else if not blame him.
His face is very red. His jaw is hardened. He wanted to vent his emotions by cooling his heart with a drink that always accompanied him.
But he was at home, and the drink was not in his house. Raihan just sat on the edge of the bed, continuing to shuffle his hair in frustration.
Nayra's shadow reappeared in his mind. The woman who had been smiling widely turned into a sad face. With her teary eyes.
Emotions that spread in his body, are the result of his own actions. Destroying his own feelings. Can't be lied to if Raihan is also very sick with his own actions that deliberately hurt Nayra.
He should be satisfied with what he did today. Everything went well. But it is not the satisfaction that he gets. But even the heartache that cannot be said.
" Why did mama do all this" he murmured himself on the bed looking up at the sky of his room.
Raihan always felt that his mother comforted him. He always thought that his mother had deliberately made him return to Indonesia to remember his wounds.
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Unspiritedly Nayra pressed her Apartment passphrase button. One hand holding his hills, he was very tired of walking with hills that were too high.
When the door opened Nayra, slowly stepping, Nayra immediately sat on the floor limply.
" No, I can't be like this. This must be just a misunderstanding. I must be exaggerating, Raihan can't possibly do that. I'm sure he'll come here, he'll explain I'm sure of it," she smiled cheering herself on.
" You can't cry Nayra. Raihan is coming," Nayra brushed away her tears, and lashed her cheeks. He was still thinking positively towards Raihan who just made a scar in his heart.
He's very confident. If Raihan's the man he loves couldn't have done that. He just waited for Raihan to meet him and apologize to him.
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The night has turned bright again. Nayra awoke from her sleep, when her head felt very heavy. It turned out that from last night Nayra had not moved out of the living room.
She fell asleep on the floor still in her dress last night. He was still waiting for Raihan to come to him.
Nayra had trouble opening her eyes that felt sore because all night, Nayra cried. He tried to sit down and massage his head which felt heavy.
" Auhhhh, my head hurts so much" he lamented in a hoarse voice.
His voice was even exhausted, due to the crying sting.
" What Raihan didn't come. Or he came but I don't know. Why did I sleep, I should wake up, so that I would know his presence," he murmured still hoping that Raihan would come to him. He even blames himself. Because asleep.
" What time it is, I have to go to the office, I have to meet Raihan, I have to ask everything, he has to explain. Yes, this must be explained," he said with enthusiasm and immediately rose up even though his body was very weak.
Nayra tried to walk with her limp energy. But his spirit is 45. He just wanted to rush to the office to get an explanation from Raihan.
Nayra is still on leave. Because in this year Nayra worked continuously, without any leave. Raihan had previously advised her to take a leave of absence. And Nayra who really needs to rest according to him.
Her death is still 4 days away. But he's going to the office to get an explanation from Raihan. She wants clarity in her relationship and Raihan leads where.
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Addrian Admaja Wijaya Residence.
The little family is starting their breakfast. The dining table looked quiet. Maybe because there was chaos last night. So they prefer to be quiet without anyone starting a discussion.
Raihan also had a relaxing breakfast. He deliberately did not start the conversation. All he knows is, if he talks a little, his mom will bring up what happened last night.
What else is the problem of his photos with Nayra. He still did not think that his mother had been watching him all this time. Actually, she didn't think it was appropriate for her parents to see her and Nayra kissing.
" Mommy will be busy?" said Amira who opened the chat, slightly diluted the atmosphere.
" No, baby, why?" ask Raina.
" When mom is busy. No need to pick up Amira," said Amira made Raina frown.
" Oh, yes why, you want Oma to pick you up?" sahut Zira's.
" There is no need for Oma" Amira shook her head.
" Okay, usually you're always fussy if no one picks you up. If Mama and Oma don't pick up, is that okay?" ask Raina to make sure.
" It's okay, as long as Om Raka is invited. If mama is busy, it's okay Om Raka who picked her up," said Amira to make Raina confused. Addrian and Zira looked at each other, they were also at a loss to see their grandchildren.
" Is it because Om Raka bought you an eskirim, so you don't want to be picked up by mama?" guess Raina was suspicious. Amira immediately shook her head. But his face seemed to lie.
" Amira listens to mama, even though Om Raka gives you eskirim. But that doesn't mean you'll let Om Raka buy you ice cream" Raina said with affirmation.
" No ma, I didn't force Om Raka. I just like it, because Om Raka is asking me to play" Amira said in annoyance.
" Dear, you can't either, too many requests, you should know that Om Raka is busy too, so don't bother him," Raina once again made Amira's face pout.
" Already, if the problem is playing. Later let Om who ajakin you," said Addrian try to make Amira cheerful again.
" Once, Amira does not want to play, Amira wants to go to school, just" said Amira who immediately got off the chair. I was snooping and didn't want to listen to anyone anymore.
" Amira," Raina called out a little yell, she exhaled her breath slowly. Indeed, he had to be patient to deal with Amira's excessive mood.
" Ma, Raina between Amira first yes," said Raina saying goodbye. Zira and Addrian nodded. After Raina's departure. Raihan felt that his breakfast was enough. He picked up a tissue and wiped his mouth and stood up.
" Raihan to the office first," said Raihan.
" Solve all your problems with a cool head" Addrian said cynically. Raihan did not bully him and chose to leave there was no point in answering him. There he will come back noisily with his parents.
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Adbver E-Group Company.
Nayra got off the taxi using a pink dress on her knees. With an elongated bag placed on his shoulder. He does not wear formal clothing. Because they didn't come to work.
Nayra stopped in front of Adverb looking for a moment around him. Adverb is back in magic as usual at work. Not a party like last night.
Nayra took her breath and threw it away slowly, then she continued her steps. Nayra got out of the elevator. His hands are cold. How not he just has the courage to meet Raihan.
" Hey, Nay, aren't you on vacation anymore?" asked Anita who was facing him.
" Yes, I need to be in the office" replied Nayra.
" There is something wrong, you can ask for help with me," said Anita.
" No need, it's important" answered Nayra, "yes I've gone first, yes" said Nayra saying goodbye and stepping her feet.
Not yet Nayra to Raihan's room. The person he wants to meet. From a distance Nayra had already seen a very disgusting sight.
Nayra widened her eyes, when she saw
the glass dingding. Nayra saw Raihan Raihan holding Jesika. The secretary who took a few days to replace him because he was on leave.
Jesika and Raihan look very friendly. Nayra clearly saw how Jesika put her hand on Raihanas neck and her head lowered to face Raihan.
The place is clear. You can see other people. But Raihan did not know the shame of doing that in a public place. Nayra's heart was scratched again. He clenched his 2nd hand
His face was red. A lot of emotions were held within him. He can't just shut up. It was enough last night with what he saw and heard.
...Seriate..........