
The 2 eyes of the couple were still looking at each other with feelings that only they knew how it felt.
Della's eyes suddenly dropped on the tip of Angga's lips which contained a stain of peanut spices. Della's hands look very tired. Can't see it directly rubbing the soft end of that lip.
" You're a mausoleum of straws" Della said with a small smile. Angga just fell silent by looking at Della deeply.
The soft touch of the woman increasingly makes the pounding in there increasingly ticking erratically. Finished cleaning the stain, Della's hand moved from the spot. But Angga immediately held that hand.
Angga put that hand on her chest with and made Della stare in wonder.
" You can feel how my heart beats so much when you're near me when your hand touches mine. Don't torture myself Della" said Angga Della silently and looked at Angga.
" Maybe my heart is much more vibrating Angga, not even you will understand what the vibration means," Della said.
" Della let's start it all. I want us back to what Della used to be. I You were by my side for real. I love you Della. I love so much" said Angga who again revealed his heart.
" I'm not saying this because my relationship is over with Karen. I didn't mean to play you. Finished with Karen and then came back to you, really Della I never meant it," said Angga who continued to reveal his heart to the woman who still remained silent nearby.
" Della I was dating Karen just for the outburst of my tormented heart. Because I can't come back with me. My love still remains the same for you and that painful love wants me to bury by establishing a new relationship with another woman. But it can't be Della what I'm doing is really torturing me" Angga said again trying to convince Della.
" Oh my God, I love this man too. But I felt unworthy of him. I've hurt this guy too. I can Angga feel your sincerity. I hurt you just because I didn't want to trouble you. I have lied to love Friendly and also blamed you for what happened to me. I'm trying to keep you away from me. Because I don't want you to be with a disabled woman like me," Della's inner voice continued to stare at Angga.
" The goose I always wanted you to get away from my side. I want you to be happy with the right woman. But when it all went according to what I wanted. I even felt pain. There's tightness in this chest. There's jealousy, there's a sense of type-relations when you have to be with another woman,"
" If only Angga I wasn't handicapped maybe we could've been together. But I can't be selfish just because love makes you have to have trouble," Della continued to speak in her heart with a feeling that in her natural dilemma with some problems that make her and Angga there is distance.
" Della why are you quiet. You won't give me a chance to start. What a hindrance to me, Della. You said you still loved Friendly back then. But Friendly is no more Della and I feel like you're just lying to me. I can see you never loved Friendly. I can see you just divert everything," said Angga who got closer to Della by holding Della's hand firmly.
" Della why lie to your heart. Why hurt your own feelings, Della. If you still love me. Then let's be with Della. Let's start everything back from the beginning. I love you let's Della we start all over without torturing ourselves," Angga said.
Della's eyes glazed over with Angga's words that she knew how sincere it was. His heart was so trembling as those words came out of Angga's mouth.
" Della, I beg you," Angga said again with a hoarse voice that rubbed gently on Della's cheek looking at Della with her eyes full of hope until it made Della turn her eyes down.
" I can't" said Della with her heavy breathing. There was disappointment in Angga when he heard those 3 words. Angga again held Della's 2 cheeks so that Della's face lifted and back parallel to him and seen tears dripping in from the eyelids.
" Why Della? asked Angga with eyes around looking at those eyes to look for that answer. Why is Della the woman she loves so hard to open her heart again.
" Della, love me the reason why you can't accept. Love me the reason why you keep ignoring my feelings. Love me the reason Della why there is no chance for me," said Angga who continues to have a lot of hope.
" I don't deserve you Angga. I'm a disabled woman who doesn't deserve to be with you or get your love. I don't deserve Angga" Della replied with a heavy voice that gave her reason to the Man in front of her.
" I've never seen the flaws in you. It's not you who told me. If what happened to you was my doing. Then why bother with your situation. Della what happened to you is my responsibility. You're my responsibility, stop Della feeling you're inappropriate. I've never seen what's inside you, Della" said Angga, who kept convincing Della.
" Enough Angga, I don't want to get you into trouble. So I beg you not to force me" said Della who still remains stubborn.
" I. mpp," Angga instantly shut Della's mouth with his over-talking lips in rejection. What Angga did made Della shocked by rounding her eyes and Angga took off the kiss and saw the face of Della who still looked so surprised.
" This time I won't listen to you, Della. You love me and I'm sorry if I had to act. I'm not gonna lose you again or let you go. I've said I'm responsible for your situation and I won't accept the rejection you say anymore. I won't listen to those rejections anymore. I love you and you love me. If you love each other then there is no problem" said Angga asserted that makes Della surprised.
" What do you mean?" ask Della. Angga did not answer Angga put his hand on Della's shoulder and another one under the 2 nape of Della and holding Della ala bridal style made Della shocked who suddenly he had lifted.
" You want to say something, Angga put me down" said Della with a panicked face and Angga remained silent as if he did not care.
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