Pursuing Love Mas Tama

The Feeling Still Faint

Arrived where Xia had been discharged from the hospital. This teenager is healed and only needs minor wound treatment. That day Tama and Sean pick her up with Sachi as well of course. Between Tama and Xia, now only able to keep quiet and feel once distance between the two. The two agreed not to talk about feelings.

Xia himself was already feeling numb from having been injured so many times. But it wasn't Xia if she still hoped Tama would change her mind and make her stay with him. It's just that, Tama's treatment that day made Xia even more sad.

Before he finished taking care of the administration, Sachi helped Xia pack all his belongings. Xia intends to ask Sachi amid his feelings which he addressed to Tama.

"Whatdidyou say? You love Mr Tama?" sachi asked in surprise. "Xia, that's right!" yells.

The rude sigh fell from Xia's lips. "I'm not sure myself either. But I feel, I really need Brother Tama. I feel comfortable being around her, sister!" inexplicably.

Sachi doesn't know what to say anymore, because she has never felt the beauty of falling in love even though she dated once. Sachi advised Xia to focus on education first rather than his feelings of love that were not necessarily sure.

"It would be good if for now you focus on. Doesn't this guy like Mr Tama like a well-educated woman? It could be someday if you become a successful girl or woman with broad insight Mr Tama will open your heart to you, hm?" Sachi.

The words spoken by Sachi do have a point. Adult men who think like Tama will indeed like women who are educated and broad-minded. Especially if the woman is also Sholehah, understands religion.

***

There will be a brother coming, Tama has to pick up his brother (Faaz and Ayden) at the airport. So Tama had to leave the hospital immediately and could not pick up Xia with Sean. So also with Sachi who must immediately go to the office because there is a sudden job.

After only staying together, Xia finally dared to express his intentions.

"I'm going back to America. But please hurry. It feels sick of me being here for a long time," Xia said softly.

"You sure?" sean asked as soon as he heard Xia's words with frills. "What makes you so sure you want to go back to America? Is it because Tama rejected you?" continued.

"It's none of your business!" cetus Xia turned his face away.

Sean smiled cynically, "That was the best decision. Never change your decision again. Tonight we take a flight to America."

The city's clear sky made Xia even more upset. Xia seemed to feel if God was happy if he suffered. To where, the car he was riding stopped.

"We have arrived. Get off right away, take a quick break, then pack up all the stuff you want to carry" Sean opened the door.

"Wait!"

Xia's voice stopped Sean's hand. The hand that still had many scars stopped and was placed on top of his thigh. "What else is it?" asked Sean softly.

"Pengen hugging—" Xia spread his hands with a sad look on his face.

Sean gave a warm hug to Xia. However, Sean still could not bear to send Xia back to America. Xia has always experienced bullying and being nice even though it sometimes sucks. Xia would become obedient when the person by her side paid more attention to her.

"What if you come with me to Korea? About your school, I can find a safe school. I'll make sure no one bullies you either. There's also the son of my sister's wife, you'll get a playmate too, how's it?" sean's proposal gives a choice.

Sean is moved by Xia who is consistent with the promise made with Chen first. Where he will never get involved in any problems at school and in the community that will tarnish the good name of the family. Just for the sake of it, Xia used to be sure if he would get affection from Chen—kaknya.

Xia did not reply, he lowered his head instead. Although until the age of 18 years his guardian is Tama, Xia did not want to bother the man he likes. Don't want to disturb Sean's togetherness with his wife there too. In the end, Xia remained sincerely returned to America with a new school.

"Sister Sean, thank you. Thank you so much for Sean thinking of me as your brother. You are very kind, very loyal to my sister's family. Although I am not the legitimate child of Father Wang, but you still want to take good care of me until now," Xia said. "Thank you, Brother Sean,"

"I'm ready to go. I'll prove it, if I can be in the person who is proud of everyone. Including you, my second brother." Xia continued with full confidence.

Sean clasped his little girl Tama's hand tightly. With a million expectations, Sean wants Xia to be a successful person in the future. Away from the black world, and living normally like any other ordinary person.

There, Xia also gave a promise if he would obey Sean, Feng and Tama because they had taken the time to give a little of their affection to him. The feeling that Xia felt for Tama, would be slowly eliminated. Hopefully, Xia can also focus on learning without a thought of who the guardian is. Basically, Xia studied as well as inheritance money from Chen that had been prepared in advance by Chen Yuan Wang.

***

The night has come, Sean, Feng and Sachi are preparing to escort Xia to the airport. However, Sean will also come to America because at that time Tama could not come to Xia's school in America because of visa problems.

Before leaving, Feng and Tama had a fight because of Tama's problem, who did not want to take Xia to the airport. Feng only wanted Xia to learn with focus, without any problems just because Tama did not do justice to him.

"What's the problem if I don't go? You, Sean and Miss Sachi are already there to drop her off later. So why am I taking part?" tama said with ketus.

"Well, why are you so annoying today. If you don't want Xia to go to America, stop it!" resolute Feng. "Prevent him from leaving, take him to Jogja. You can take care of it and you can monitor it much more easily there," he continued.

"I never thought of such a thing, Feng!" tepis Tama's.

"HAVE DONE! You've been thinking about this ever since Sean said he wanted to take Xia back. Why don't you be honest with yourself, huh!" Feng started to get emotional.

"The story of my Grandparents, there really shouldn't be a 2nd story. But you're Xia's guardian, not his foster brother!" resolute Feng.

Tama just shut up. He looked away and turned his back on Feng. Then, say if he does not want to be burdened with caring for another girl who is not his own family.

"You can say that because you like her, right? You're just scared if you love her, aren't you? Why are you like this, Tama!" Feng started to shake.

"I'm not who you think I am, Feng. Why do you keep screaming like this? I didn't want to drive her, not because I wasn't willing to let her go" Tama replied.

"Then what? What does this mean? You threw him out of your mind, you hurt his heart by driving him to America. Though he hopes to be brought home by you to Jogja. He found his rainbow after the storms that have been constantly hitting him for the past few years" Feng said.

"You are a rainbow to him. Do you have the heart to keep moody like that?"

"Tama, he just needs your support. I love him as much as my own brother, but he trusts you more. If you can't take her home to Jogja, at least you'll take her to the airport so that her trip isn't interrupted by thinking about you,"

"Hey, I believe you're a good man. You always glorified mom, always loved the sisters in our family. I hope my assessment of you is not wrong. Talk to her for a minute, hug her and give her the passion to learn, Tama." Feng patted Tama on the shoulder before she left him alone.

The selfishness of Tama's heart is not just a simple reason. He was only afraid that the story of his grandmother and grandfather Feng was repeated. Being a living child, he also did not want to think of anything else but to make his parents happy. If bringing Xia home later would be a big influence on his family, then Tama would never bring Xia to meet his parents.

Tama worried, he sat pensively in the corner of the mattress staring down. Begighfar and continue to mention his mother's name after the seventh istighfar. In about a few minutes, he had already not heard any more commotion outside his room.

Everyone had already left for the airport to escort Xia back. Tama let out a long sigh and threw herself down the soft basket. Recalling her sweet little girl smile, made her feelings uncomfortable.