Pursuing Love Mas Tama

Rejected Taste

After feeling Xia began to calm down, Sachi began to ask about what happened. Xia quietly said what Sean said. Sachi himself did not want to interfere with other people's problems. He who still lost his best friend Lin Aurora— has not felt calm, especially coupled with other family problems.

Sachi's long breath sounded so clear. "What did you do? Why did Mr. Sean want to send you to America. Hasn't you been there all this time? Why don't you come back?" Sachi finally asked the reason.

"In America, huh? I have lived there since childhood. Come back here only during school holidays. But now, I find the light of my own life, brother. Can't I live the way I want?" Xia made Sachi confused.

"I don't know what's going on between you and your family. But Xia, if I may give you some advice, you just follow what Mr. Sean has to say. After all, he just wants the best for you" Sachi said. "Isn't he the only family you have?" coined.

"Remember, Xia. He's like that is your brother too. Isn't Mr Sean your father's adopted son?" continued Sachi.

"I hate everyone. Why can't you ever understand me? I just need some love!"

Xia's cry was apparently heard by Tama. Her soft heart was moved to make a choice for Xia. She goes into Xia's room, and asks Sachi to pull over for a while.

"Sister Tama?"

"Good night, sir." said Sachi bowing his head, saluting.

Tama smiled thinly.

Initially Sachi wanted to go and give the two of them time to talk. But Tama forbade him to go out. "You just sit there, let me talk to Xia for a second" Tama said pointing to the sofa.

"Good, Tuan—"

Tama sat down on the chair next to Xia's bed. Staring at Xia's face with a shady look, then stroking her little girl's straight hair. "What's wrong?" ask Tama.

Tama's simple question made Xia cry again. Reflexively, Xia hugged Tama tightly and spilled her tears into the arms of the man she liked.

"If you're still angry with me about that, I'm sorry, '" Tama said, staring at the ceiling. "But you need to know, the feeling you have right now towards me is never going to work" he continued.

Tama's words further hurt Xia. Not yet started sailing, the ship has sunk without a captain in it. Xia could only cry and hit Tama's chest a little strongly.

"I've liked you for the last few weeks. Is that wrong?" xia asked, after she calmed down.

"The feeling you have right now is not genuine. You feel like I can protect you, always be there for you and always be able to count on. That's why you like me, isn't it?" ask Tama.

"Xia, don't waste your youth just to play love. Because love can change everything. Sometimes, love makes people happy, but love can also make people miserable" Tama continued by touching Xia's little cheek.

"Go to America, demand knowledge, be a useful person to everyone. From a month ago, until you were 18, your wall was me,"

"So, can your liking of me be proved by an achievement? Xia, I'm going back to my country in a few days. There's gonna be one of my two cousins who's gonna take my place here,"

Xia fell silent, wiped his tears and then took off Tama's hand that had previously clasped her hand.

"Am I that bad, so that Brother Tama won't keep me by your side? Why don't you take me home to your country? Why would you want me to come back to America and stay away from you?" xia's eyes returned to tears.

Can't stand it anymore, Tama finally turned her face away and said, "Consider and immediately decide. I can't take you home with me."

After that, Tama left again. Xia felt devastated as she was in staying away Chen and her parents before. The wounds of losing her family were healed by Tama. But it was even the healer who reopened his old wounds.

"Sachi, I want to sleep. Good night." Xia said, enveloping her own body and sleeping on her back to Sachi.

"Good break, Xia."

Sachi is also saddened by Sean's decision to send Xia to America. But, Sachi himself is self-conscious if he has no right to interfere in Xia's personal affairs. He was only invited and paid by Sean to accompany Xia. The rest, Sachi just remained silent.

***

Late at night, Tama sat in her room looking at a picture of her parents. The longing for both parents is no longer curable. His ration to take care of some of the Wang family-owned enterprises, was also nearing completion. He will be replaced by either Ayden or Faaz.

"Mother, Father, am I a heartless man? The little boy was mentally disturbed, he lost both his parents, his brother and also the affection of the other big families. Then ... all she expected was affection from me, Mom,"

"But I asked him to go back abroad again. Am I too mean, Dad, Mom?"

"But his departure to America was also for his own good. He went to dormitories and schools to study. Why would he have to cry and be stubborn to stay?"

"Ahhh, being an adult seems to be very tiring. I'd better go to bed and forget everything in my dreams."

Love for Tama is not very important. He focused only on his religion and career. This Tama believes that a soul mate will come by itself without being sought. To be happy with both parents is his greatest wish. As an only child, that was why Tama always thought long before acting. Including being Xia's guardian.

Wh why? Because, when he becomes a guardian, he can learn more about what responsibility means. Then, if something happens between the guardian couple and his care, in the name of the relationship Tama can ward off any feelings for Xia.

***

In two weeks, Ayden will reach China. But Tama will be home in five days time. On that day, Sean will also dare to return to Korea without waiting for 7 weeks.

The life they lived was much heavier than before. Many did not go perfectly after the departure of Rebecca, Chen and also Leticia. However, as successors and good brothers, those who are still alive will still make the efforts of the three who have preceded it still go well.

Well, Tama's return is always delayed because it still has to make Xia ready to go home to America without having to have a burden in his love. Cousin Tama is also late to come to China because they are busy taking care of their own business.