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Arkan wept in front of his child's vortex that had not yet seen the beauty of the world, just buried the fetus. Arkan sobbed, wanting to roar and scream to vent all the pain, disappointment and sadness that now united in his chest.
He was disappointed in himself, not knowing what to say to Ciara after his wife realized. What she obviously regretted and got hurt, maybe Ciara would be more hurt than her.
Indeed, Arkan never imagined if all this happened, even though in five months he could meet the baby. However, due to his own stupidity he now lost another soulmate, other than Ciara.
'Forgive me, Ciara!'
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Arkan felt empty since divorcing from Ciara and also lost his son who was estimated to be female. The man only busied himself with work and work, to be able to eliminate the heartbreak because his soulmate was taken from him.
Yeah, Arkan's soul mate is Ciara and their daughter.
For Arkan, Ciara is not the first woman he loves, but after marrying the woman and loving her, Arkan knows there is no other woman in his life except Ciara.
Arkan understood that the taste he had for Ciara was different from the taste he had for Jihan.
It feels very much different, if in the past his love for Jihan could just disappear without a trace, but not with Ciara, his love for the ex-wife deepens when the woman cherishes him.
Arkan did not want to divorce his ex-wife, but Ciara chose to sue him. Their divorce through a lot of drama, Arkan forced not to want a divorce, but Ciara still kekeh want to part with Arkan.
And now exactly a week he holds the status as a widower, Arkan must be able to rise and start arranging himself to be better in front of the ex-wife.
Yes, Arkan will start from the beginning, he will approach Ciara even though the man knows that it will not be easy.
"Ciara, wait for me! Stay there, and I'll come after you!"
The man looked in front of the mirror, he felt he had to shave his hair on his jaw that had begun to grow.
Jihan smiled broadly when she saw Arkan coming out from inside her apartment. The man who looked handsome in Jihan's eyes seemed ready to go to the office.
'You do fit me!' inner Jihan.
With an enlarged stomach, the woman walked up to Arkan while carrying a food box.
"Now, stock for you," Jihan thrust the food box right in front of Arkan, but the man only looked at it with a snort.
Even he continued his steps without staring at Jihan at all.
Jihan took a breath and sighed slowly. "Daddy, Ar! Want to get to when you behave like me, Ciara has divorced you and now you Duda, Ciara, so you should be free from your marriage that begins with a bad plan!"
Arkan turned around and looked at Jihan intently, and made the woman's guts shrivel.
"Don't bother me anymore!" arkan said with great emphasis.
Since the divorce with Ciara, the man has not been willing to deal with Jihan anymore. That woman who had made everything ruined. Make Ciara and her future baby leave her.
"But Ar, I just .... !"
Jihan could only scoop up the food box she was carrying. That woman doesn't like being ignored by Arkan like this.
And this has been going on for a long time, ever since Arkan lost his baby. Jihan who thought that Arkan would be happy because there was no more obstacle for the man to leave Ciara, in fact Arkan was getting worse when Ciara filed for divorce.
"I'll make you love me again, Arkan!!"
*****
Bali
Nada hugged her daughter tightly, she only knew all of Ciara's problems because she never told her all about them.
The Arkan thing, of course. Yang Nada knew if Ciara miscarried and asked for a divorce from her husband because she felt she was no longer fit.
"So what makes you divorced isn't because you don't fit in? but because Arkan cheated?" ask Nada once more.
Ciara simply nodded while wiping away her tears.
"It turns out Arkan loves Jihan, Ma! not me, Arkan does not love me, even he prefers to take care of Jihan who is pregnant with a child from another man!"
Nada was really furious to hear the story of the princess. "Mama's going to see Arkan's parents, it's good for them, her son has made Mama's daughter hurt!"
"Udah Ma, no need, after all Mama knew for herself since her father Arkan did not seem to like Ciara, so let it go!" said Ciara held Mama captive.
Nada could only sigh, "so after the divorce, you live with Uncle?"
"Yes, Ma."
"How are your Uncle and Aunt?"
"Alhamdulillah, they are healthy, Ciara also had a chance to shove to the graves of grandparents," replied Ciara sigh.
Every time he saw the tomb, he would remember his dead son.
"Ma, can I go to Jogja? if in Bali Arkan will definitely find Cia here, I don't want to see him again, Ma!" ciara said the contents of her heart that she had been thinking about for a few days.
"You want to go to Bude Aminah?" Ciara nodded immediately. "Later talk to Papa, yes, let Papa take care of everything" replied Nada stroking her daughter's hair.
"Where are you going, Ma? I didn't see it last night?"
"Papa there is a business trip to Singapore, already two days there, you will call Papa, surely Papa seneng if he knows his daughter is home, since marriage, you have never returned to Bali, Bali, Mama thinks everything's fine, but Arkan isn't a good guy for you!" The tone uttered with fury.
Of course, he hated what he called infidelity.
"Yes Ma, that's why Ciara wants to go to Bude, want to work too to have experience!" reply Ciara who can now display a smile after meeting her Mama.
Ciara will bury all her painful past. He will heal his own wounds by going far away from everything first.
Seriate.