
Our domestic relationship is no longer healthy, because the mother-in-law always interfered and my husband never acted firmly rejecting all his mother's bad wishes. I turned to look at Mas Arga with sharp eyes.
"Is it because of your mother too that you never want to touch me? Not willing to fulfill the obligations that the husband should give to his wife?" ask me with a sentence that I slightly press.
Mas Arga just nodded. Then Mas Arga explained that his mother did not want to have grandchildren from us first. Because there are still many things that we have to realize that is the reason why my mother influenced Mas Arga.
"Look, it's Mas Arjunmu. Many of his children are becoming increasingly confused. It's getting less and less care for Leni. Do you want to be like that Masmu?" that's how the mother's words displayed by my husband while shaking her waist mimicked the typical style of mother-in-law. Mas Arga made my lips curl a smile.
"Then why did your mother tell you to meet with Evi?" I came back because I was still curious about the reason for Mas Arga's mother version. Evi went to her mother Mas Arga's house and told her that she had been blocked from all of Mas Arga's social media accounts. So the mother told Mas Arga to have lunch with Evi and explain the misunderstanding that occurred.
I also actually feel sorry for Mas Arga however he is just a child who must obey his mother all happens because there are many reasons. Not only that Mas Arga also explained that every night at the beginning of the marriage when sleeping with me was a difficult night for him, therefore Mas Arga prefers to go to bed at home mother-in-law.
"I'm sorry that you often leave yourself, all you do to hold back. He is also a man, normal. Mas still have the desire so that Mas avoids you who are always tempting. If Mas can choose Mas wants to finish with you immediately."
I know it must be very difficult for Mas Arga to resist his desire as a normal man. I convinced Mas Arga that if he did not want to have children, at least we can try contraception. I invited Mas Arga for a consultation to the nearest Midwife. Arga was still weighing what he was thinking.
"How Mas? Mas who wants to wear or let me." asked me to spread his mind.
"Sir, is it okay if you use contraception? Wouldn't you take a pregnancy-preventing pill that would make it hard to have children." Said Mas Arga with an anxious face.
I began to explain to Mas Arga the side effects that I would definitely experience due to the KB factor, if indeed he did not want me to use contraception the only way we have to start KB independently. I crosschecked back the last date I came month and a safe date for us to be in touch.
Mas Arga agreed to do KB independently. However, I still want to serve Mas Arga as a husband and head of the household. Doing all this solely to perfect worship, not just out of sheer passion. I hope the night we dream will come soon despite the planned but Mas Arga is still reluctant to do it.
All right, I'll be patient again. Wait until Mas Arga is really ready to start.