PSYCHOPATHIC SPIRITED GIRL WHO BECAME A RESPECTABLE MUSLIMAH
The Last Place For Me to Return
" I was wrong to have the ambition to have everything..
I was wrong to waste time telling me to draw me closer to the creator who is the owner of everything. now I know the world I'm chasing now has no meaning in my last days, which in the end the last house for me to stop in is a dark underground without a glimmer of light".*immun
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sherena who remembered that chuckled sadly but what could it be if the rice had become porridge....
zerin looked at his sister, he tried to be quiet to give time for his sister to let go of his longing well even if only talking to a tombstone..
his heart ached to hear the words of even the sobbing of sherena so much that his love and affection for his family up to 17 years had passed.
he is ashamed of himself who is still given the opportunity to love his family but he sometimes does not care.
now he knows that the cry of someone who never cries is more slashing than that of someone crying too soon..
*prefer your family from your personal interests...
prioritize your family over your friends..
because at the end of the day when you are stricken in a steep abyss of trouble the person who will first extend his hand to you is your family not the friend you always prioritize*
sherena hugged her sister's tombstone..
brother who teaches me tenderness...
a brother who always gives up on what he wants...
the older brother who sometimes abducted her while she was sleeping with her parents..
not because her brother envies sherena but she just loves him too much...
he hugged his sister's tombstone again he realized if everything would come back to him.make him mumble "wait for Rin yah.hurry or later Rin wants to follow you, you guys,but Rin's sin is still a lot of what Rin can gather with you" he muttered nanar there
it made the zerin who had broken tears was hugging sherena from behind while sobbing "you can't go there we love you.so don't go well" he stared at sherena nanar
sherena was silent looking at her brother in the implied great affection there made her say "I'm tired brother, destiny had always been playin feelings sheren
sick sister, sheren does not want to blame god Karana sheren know god is fair but what makes sheren sick why fate does not want to accept sheren" he said and continued his words "sorry sheren yah sak who sometimes envied the writhing brother had a whole family but sheren happy really although the pain that always approached me at least there are still good people in the neighborhood sheren, sheren, and well sherena knows the universe tell sheren to choose.choosing it is not a difficult thing for us to point but undergoing it needs thorns and pain" he said softly staring at his brother's eyes puffy
"don't say it's not good, it's not an unfair destiny, it's just fate that's testing you to be patient with the typhoon that's trying to knock you down, sher" he said there stroking the head of the sherena covered in hijab..
fate is again willing to test you among the dust grains that will block your steps" he muttered softly as he let go of his embrace
sherena was silent and immediately stood up to grab her sister's fingers to be grasped swinging her legs to go. stepped back, smiling to strengthen her increasingly fragile heart , cold and flat she is still a woman who is sometimes fragile and desperate. honestly he wanted to leave this world but fate refused him to leave.he never thought to end his life that never found a bright spot to be happy. I don't know if he wasn't sure of his heart saying that Damian wasn't dead but his mind was telling him that his brother was now with the owner.
zerin retaliates for sheren's grip to get out of the funeral.he and sherena ride his sport bike to return
In other places there is Arga Reza and also Rasya had two hours they waited for sherena who never came but Arga still faithful to wait now the noodles are not good anymore maybe well..
"Ar until when you want to wait for sherena after all we've been here two hours" Rasya said to Arga
" yes, actually the word rasya, free Lo wait without certainty" concluded Reza upset
"EA Lo za language waiting without certainty haha" said Rasya laughed loudly
"I am not the one who gives up too easily, I will never give up even though there is no certainty" he said there angrily
"OK, I'll give up about that" Reza said
Arga was finally tired to wait for the unyielding sherena came the thin smile that had been engraved now began to dim
'what he has come home yes ' he murmured in his heart to make himself move from the chair to go from his friend who looked at him annoyed
" woy anjir Lo well, instead we "yell Rasya and Reza together while stepping after Arga
as if he did not hear the babble even the swearing that his friend threw.he walked casually with a flat face along the hall a lot of people who looked at him hysterically but suddenly his steps stopped.
"Thou art from where I nyariin ye loh" said a woman while struggling spoiled in the arms of Arga
Arga stared intently at the woman, taking off every finger that was coiled in her hand
" how to release the Ar I miss you" said the woman with a spoiled voice and stroked Arga's hand in her sensual style
it made him push the woman's body "don't ever touch me "it was angry
the woman almost fell for the profit her friend caught her so she did not fall.the woman snorted annoyed and looked at Arga's back which was getting away.
behind them were Reza and Rasya who laughed at the woman "hadeh shy of beautiful and plump lilak despite the steadiness of sheren who had been rejected many times as Arga " reza said with a soft tone
" natural dong if the Arga does not want to be the same lo, will Lo too cheap to be a companion arga haha" laughter from Rasya was very audible and waltzed away leaving the woman who was none other than lilak in the gang who looked at them full of anger and also annoyed
"sit shit, I won't give up before dapetin what I want" he said sneering cunning I don't know what plan will be made the same I'll hihi, we just wait later yah readers
" yuk unplug girls" said kolak swinging her white legs that look beautiful even she wore clothes that are so tight and stark that it looks very clear curves of her beautiful body.
"gue is sure kok, kalo Lo will belong to him so the spirit" said Rere smiled cunningly as well
" ho'oh lak do not blush, Pepet continues" said Wardah smiling give spirit to lilak. huhu funny well today to do bad course many who love support while people who give good advice are ignored and shunned right.
" akh MANTAP, serepet" he said giggling amusedly made
they walked back while occasionally laughing loosely until he noticed some students who were walking or chatting in the hallway campus
sherena and Zerin are now riding their motorcycles to go home, both riding motorcycles in tandem, as if they were very happy for both of them. The two different beautiful girls who are very cheerful and easy to get along with,and the other is very cold and flat.The two girls who have very inversely proportional personalities but do not make them demean each other even they complement each other.although there is no blood bond between the two but it was as if their minds were bound very strongly.
they have now reached a large and luxurious home to make them take off their helmets and also get off the bike entering the main door. the first one they saw was a woman who might be her age had already stepped on the head of 7 making the two girls run small to approach the middle-aged woman.
"Hua grand ma" shouted zerin furiously and immediately hugged his grandmother tightly he missed his grandmother so much
"hello granny how are you, sher kangen so much with grandma" sherena said while hugging her grandmother
" wah grandma's granddaughter more beautiful well" he concluded while returning his second hug.yah she is rafina space mother of Alex papa zerin.great woman and also a career "grandmother very kangen same beautiful granddaughter" resuming
" grandmother lives with our sister who is twins" said zerin with a face made as regrettable as possible
that made sherena and Fina chuckle..
"yarry so granddaughter grandma is jealous huh?" he chuckled "yes grandma will stay with granddaughter beautiful grandmother until the final resting place of grandmother" he said while stroking his granddaughter's head
"ah dear Grandma" said the two simultaneously
"already in the past yes the event his embrace we eat first can be continued. just look now the worm again on DJ and the same dangdutan" said Zihan to the three women who were giving up longinguuu
"it turns out my daughter-in-law is restless also well destroy the longing that has just been achieved haha" laughter from Fina flowed throughout the house
" that's why don't miss..
missuu is heavy mama will not be strong let Alex aja lift" said Alex who arrived in made everything again chuckle
" uhuk uhuk already my stomach hurts" said Fina chuckled until coughing.back the sound of booming laughter from this family.as well as sherena who chuckled no less loud
" Uda yuk at this meal my stomach was rumbling to fill" said zerin stroking his hungry stomach to make them stop laughing and nagging and then swinging his legs to go to the dining table
after finishing eating Zihan told an art to clean the dining table after that they all sat in front of the tv to just chat casually..
there was sherena who suddenly felt tightness in his chest and also felt a terrible pain he bit his lower lip withstanding the pain that was getting increasingly swollen making him stop to rest " em sheren rest first well because sheren is a little soybean hehe" he said there as they stood they all nodded in understanding.then sherena walked quickly to her room and locked the door of her room she slammed her body on a soft mattress while hitting her tight chest and squeezing her sick stomach
