PSYCHOPATHIC SPIRITED GIRL WHO BECAME A RESPECTABLE MUSLIMAH

THE LIVER..

deza is currently worried about his sister who did not come out of the room at all. he was afraid something happened to his sister.he knows at this time his sister is crying, crying, and she is crying,she knew her sister couldn't cry too long she was scared.

because several times he knocked on the door of his sister's room many times but never opened it made him break down the door of the room arga.

brack..

the sound of a loud deza kick shows the room arga so messy. he went inside looking for a figure that he was worried right. he looked into the bathroom Arga was not there, too, Arga was not there, but his gaze fell on the balcony door that opened immediately he ran and sure enough he found Arga who was lying helpless.His breath was not there and also his lips were blue.

deza quickly gave first aid to his sister. pressed repeatedly his sister's chest but never could also breathe. because he could not give artificial breath but had not succeeded

" the deck survives yes hiks hyks" deza cried seeing his sister who was like this. he immediately carried his sister's body with trembling legs.this is what he feared his sister had a heart defect.

by running deza put his sister in the car but his mouth continues to pray "god if you really there I beg you to save my sister hyks " he said as he continued to cry and rode his missiles at full speed splitting the streets.

after arriving at the hospital he again carried his sister's body and ran to call the sisters "say please my sister sus" he shouted there with great worry. several sisters began to arrive carrying gurneys and immediately brought Arga's weakly lying body to the ER

deza sat in the waiting chair with concern.he felt half his heart broken to pieces "hiks forgive brother who can not take care of you hyks" said deza while pulling his hair hard. the pain in his head was nothing compared to the pain of seeing his helpless sister...

suddenly he remembered Arga's diary making him walk toward the car and open the door.he took a diary that read 'ME AND ALSO HEART IN A DIARY'

he walked back and sat in the waiting chair while reading Arga's diary..

' Heart...

I don't know why every day feels so painful as if there is no day for the next.Even my steps feel reluctant to go.and also lips that feel heavy even just to smile. the heart that was once full of pounding is now a heart full of wounds and also destruction.when a little happiness that I almost got but lost again because of a reality. sick?? of course very sick. funny well life when I was born but not expected.my question is only one where the location of love and also happiness it..

ANSWER IT!!!

for what even they are reluctant is not..

Crushed..

don't ask even this heart might not be able to come back together.Then I almost gave up on a universe that never wanted to give up.

do you know the condition of this heart?? yes, a heart that has been broken without hope.this heart may be numb . I want to feel like I do not believe in things that happen but it is real to make me tormented..

DEAD may be the most beautiful word I want to do but I remember there is still hope to achieve happiness even though it is difficult to reach.

God help me to find a light from the darkness of life and my hope. I don't want to be stopped and I I don't want to be fixated on the path of happiness that seems to reject me. I don't want to cry with Isak without tears. Well I'm tired and also tight

My heart is fragile and even very fragile try once again you hit with a dagger that is in the grip of your hand, then give incision after incision in the same place.

DIE!! everything dies, my feelings die, even my heart and soul die to the same person.

Hope!! there is no more hope.there I have to fight again, again and again until I am tired and also give up. if I go back to wavering then it is destroyed already the order of happiness that I have designed.

I know in their eyes I'm nothing.

compared to them I was whose month.

the sky I wanted to reach was too high, the stairs I passed were still very far away.

no matter how weak I am, it is up to me if the universe does not accept it, whatever if the storm that begins to subside comes back.

I was tired, very tired and too tired, but the one thing that made me have to endure was a white sheet of paper that I had to reach out to and there was also a heart that I had to fight for.

the human heart is different, but we remain the same, right??.Can you stop looking for a gap to interject, can you stop judging without looking?, and can you stop doing stupid things by intimidating someone's life HUH?

won't he?? some are already very tired, and some are almost giving up. aren't you also human beings who have hearts and minds?.then why??

ANSWER

Why do the other cries make you happy?

why are their cries of despair a joy to you?

and why does their ferocity make it the greatest success for you why?

ANSWER THAT!!

why are you silent

enough universes that like to exist, enough universes that play a taste, struggle and also hope.culup universe alone money that is a tester in a relationship named or not. it is enough of the universe that teaches what the human heart is and what the human heart is for..

you guys don't join me in knowing there's no human heart as strong as steel.

deza was speechless with eyes that were back on end, heartbroken at this time.when his sister really needed his shoulder to lean so that he was back sturdy but he did not exist. making himself feel like he failed to become a big brother.

I failed the hyks hyks" he said there softly.

czech..

the sound of the door of the room that had been waiting for by deza was now open. made deza wipe his tears and approached the doctor "sorry doc.

make the figure of the doctor open the mask featuring a beautiful face that looks grim "sorry sir your brother's condition is currently critical even your sister had lost her breath that makes her situation very worse" the doctor said with a breath. This is doctor Alexa.

deza again weakened "when will he realize the dock" asked her weakly.he was only able to look at the sister from the window of the room.His heart was slashed when he saw the number of medical devices attached to his sister's body

" i can not predict his master.we have all tried our best the result is only God who rules.you just need to pray for your sister.I'm sorry yes" alexa said by patting Deza's shoulder gently and leaving

he just nodded and looked back at the brother who was weak "pardon me" he said very softly

*****

" is everything ready, baby?" ask Alex to all his children

they nodded not forgetting Safia who was currently beside her mother.

" let's go" said Zihan as he got into the car and was followed by everyone..

25 Minutes later they reached the airport and were greeted by many bodyguards who helped them put their luggage on board.

they all got into the plane and sat quietly when the plane returned to the air making safia hug the mother afraid because this was the first time she boarded the plane

" fia do not be afraid here there is a mother "flat voice belonging to sherena is clearly heard in the ear of Safia making herself nod so as not to be afraid.

it took a long time for the family to fall asleep..

they woke up when the plane started landing..

they got off the plane while stretching their muscle....

" wahh" Safia said with great admiration to see the number of expensive cars parked welcoming their arrival

" let's ladies and gentlemen" said the drivers who opened the car doors for their masters and ladies, nodding and entering the prepared car

until they arrived at a luxury house that has 4 floors.

" this mother's house" asked safia in her admiration. made sherena nod.

well, this is Sherena's own house not far from the airport and also her company because they are so tired they choose to rest in the magnificent house of sherena. when entering the magnificent house Safia found every room has a dark color.not a single photo on the wall made the safia silent. although every room is dark nuanced namu look elegant so it is not boring to look at.

" BI took Safia to the room on the 3rd floor near the room belonging to Miss Zerin" sherena told the waiter

" well miss" said the waiter politely

" let's little lady" said the waiter gently to Safia and got a smile from Safia.

sherena is currently sitting leaning on the sofa in the family room.all of them are in their rooms to rest. since now it has been shown at eleven o'clock at night the servants and bodyguards have returned to their respective rooms not far from the back garden.

because sherena was tired of walking and went straight into the elevator that connects directly on the fourth floor. where it is the location of the room as well as the private room sherena that should not be any people enter her room.karna tired sherena finally fell asleep with her heart..

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