
Zoya
Bi and I kept quiet after Bi said she would surrender to God. I hope God will bring them together at the right time and in the right place.
As long as we are on the path of righteousness, God will do us good.
Ezra, a name that is still attached to the heart until now.
After telling my mother that Ezra was going to propose to me, I continued to pray for guidance from God.
"Oh Allah, give the slightest clue if indeed me and Ezra are fooled." It is a prayer that is always said every time I finish praying.
Only calmness I can find. There's no clue. I'm sure, maybe it's not time yet. Or Ezra is not my soul mate.
I feel comfortable around him. I feel like it. Why I hesitate to step in with him. That night I dared to tell him.
"Zra," I muttered softly next to him who was driving.
"Yes, what's up Zoy?" Ask me to look at me.
"Ehm..." I'm a little doubtful.
"I want to talk about your feelings and your intentions. proposed to me." Saying slowly.
Ezra smile. "If you're uncomfortable, don't talk about Zoy!"
"But it has to be, Zra!"
Ezra nodded.
I breathe heavily. "Sorry Zra, I can't accept you yet."
"Yet?" Ezra raised next to his eyebrows. "That means there's still a chance for an answer huh?" Ask her later with a small smile.
I don't know.
I shrugged my shoulders. "I'm not sure about my heart, Zra."
"Not sure or dare not go to something halal?" Maybe it means marriage.
I shut up and looked straight ahead. He was right, why am I afraid of approaching goodness. Is not marriage a good thing and is the longest worship that will be lived throughout our lives?
"Sorry Zra." That was all that came out of his lips.
And I told my mom and dad that I wasn't ready.
Papa is forced to stop Ezra from his job now. Because it would be very bad if we often went along with Ezra who had feelings for me.
"Use this money to grow the business, Zra." Papa gave me a thick brown envelope. I'm sure there's a lot of money in it.
"I'm sorry you had to stop being Zoya's driver."
"May you understand the position, Om." Papa said regretfully.
Ezra is a good man. He works very well. Even he's willing to use his time off to just take me wherever I want.
Ezra nodded. "I'm sorry, I can't accept this." Ezra refused papa's hand.
"You can give it back if you've made a profit, Zra." Papa tried to force it.
"I've got my own business, Om. I work here because of Zoya." Ezra's words managed to make my eyes round.
"I always wanted to be next to him." Ezra.
"But Zoya is trying to be a better woman" Papa said later.
"No problem, um."
"Zoya says he can't accept me yet." Ezra. "Zoy, if you're sure. Please tell me."
"I'll come." Ezra.
"I will come with the same feeling, God willing."
I was filled with his words.
"Focus on yourself, Zoy. Enjoy your life because I've seen you work too hard. You're making your job a top priority."
Ezra's right. I feel Arumi Resto is a trust that I hold too high. Until I put it in the top spot of my life.
Running Arumi Resto is a form of my love for my late mother, opa and oma.
"May you be happy, Zoy."
"Excuse me, aunt. Assalamualaikum." Ezra says goodbye to mom papa.
I felt my shoulder in the pitcher. "Dream Zoy!!" Said Bi while blowing my face.
"Eh! Just be surprised." My words are surprised because of Bi.
"Why? Did you miss Ezra? Are you sure about him?" bi Goda.
I'm blinking lips. "He's getting hotter tauuuu." My lips are five inches forward.
"Nyesel?" God again.
I nodded weakly.
I nodded again.
Bi wettest. "Hahahahahah.. mmmmppp." I shut his mouth immediately.
"Mama papa's still sleeping!" kataku later.
The star took his phone and opened his social media.
He searched for Ezra's account, got started on Faceb**k.
"Yahoooooooo!!!" The star directly raised his legs on the sofa.
"The charm of the would-be lakik, lu Zoy. Not maeeen!!!" he said a little lebay.
I poked her face with a sofa pillow. "Don't do it, Bi!!"
"Nih.. nih... look." Bi showed me the phone screen.
He's shaking his head. Seeing some people posting videos and photos of Ezra making kebabs.
Yes, Ezra opened a kebab outlet business since the end of college. First in front of the campus. Then spread in some places.
He handed this business to his friends who used to sleep together in the slums. He tried to find his friends and give them jobs while Ezra accepted papa's offer to be my driver.
He told me all about it.
And since a year ago he was starting to penetrate the food court in several malls with the name EnZoy Our Kebab.
I was originally speechless by his name. EnZoy, isn't that Ezra and (n) Zoya.
"Woooh! He really proved his love even though it started from a kebab cart." Said Bi at that time when Bi also realized the meaning of the name EnZoy.
I put the phone on the table. "Not to look, Bi."
"Why Zoy?"
"You see him, he's happy Bi is the center of attention." I'm upset.
"May come in front of him. Keep saying lamar adeek bang!" Bi is becoming.
I tickled his stomach. "You're a year in London instead of English, you use complex mother-of-mom style."
"Ammpuun Hahah's.. Forgive Zoy... Ampuons." Hahah he really can't stand being tickled like this.
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Latitudinal
I let out a heavy sigh behind Bi's room door. I was going out to share my story with Bi. But I was still listening to them both tell stories.
I heard all the words of Bi and Zoya. I heard how Bi and Zoya confessed their feelings.
Actually, this is the moment Zoya always misses. He had completely lost Bi during this year. Zoy worked more and learned to deepen his religious knowledge.
The focus is only two, Work and himself.
Zoya could have caught up with Bi. But Arumi Resto really cannot be left behind. In addition, in the absence of Ezra was also very influential.
"There's no Ezra, tan."
"Usually about eating, transportation business is the same as other small things Ezra who takes care of, tan. I'm just taking care of the job."
"And now I'm a mess myself." Alina, Zoya's assistant to me.
Nath and Nair stroked my shoulder. I looked up and both of them hugged me. Both of them had also heard their sister's talk.
"Sooner or later you'll know, ma." Nath told me.
I nodded weakly.
Mas Akhtar got up and sat on the bed. "Why on tense?" ask him to us.
I let out a breath, just sleep again, mom!
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I'm up again in 😁
Sunday night do not wait up lgi😁
I want to go find Rion. I forgot who hired him 😅
You see Sunday morning he should have nongol 😉
For all of you.
Ah, ai lop yu eppersonaliih 😚 goodnight weekly.
Pray, bang Rion meet ya. 😄
Traces in the stay, Yes.