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"Ray, if you're sure he's alive. You should have risen. Don't be like this, you're just torturing yourself. You must rise up and look for it. You said he was hiding, right?" sam asked while patting Ray on the shoulder, persuading him to get back up from the slump.
Sam is concerned and sad, his once shining best friend now looks like a bum. Ray's life spirit is gone, because of a woman named Latisha Anindita.
"Darling, how did you say that anyway? you're making him even more crazy!" grace whispered to her husband. Her husband's words to Ray will only make Ray more hopeful that Tisha is alive. According to Grace, Sam's words to Ray were wrong.
"Grace, you shut up, baby. Now only words can resuscitate him. We have to trust what he believes first" whispered Sam to his wife
Ray, I didn't think you'd be so devastated to lose her. I'll help you Ray, you gotta get up. Life is still going on. Sam looked at Ray who was smoking his cigarette. A habit that Sam never saw before from Ray the anti-smoking.
"You believe it too, right? That latisha did not leave this world, she was just hiding. Sam you believe, right?" ray asked, holding Sam's hand
"Yes I believe, so you don't keep this up. Go to work, eat well, then you must also be enthusiastic. You want to find him, right?"
It's so sad that my friend, he's like he's been affected by a mental disorder. Will I be like this too when Grace leaves me? of course I'd be crazy, Sam's inner self also imagines if he loses his wife.
"Yes, of course I want to!" answer Ray spirit
"Then you have to be excited, live normally Ray" Sam smiled at his distraught best friend
After advice and support from Sam, Grace, and Andrew. Ray again rose from his slump, though he still felt sad once in a while he remembered Tisha and their baby.
Longing is like wanting to kill him, Ray is in a vacuum every time he goes home to his usual house there is always Tisha who welcomes him. Now the house is empty, it's just there. In the dark room, just as her heart was empty and dark without the presence of Tisha.
1 Month has passed, Ray lives a life without Tisha. Ray has regained his senses, he is undergoing his activities as usual. Work, eat, but without heart. During that 1 month Ray experienced severe insomnia and often took sleeping pills. Aaron's doctor also often checked Ray's condition, especially his mental condition.
And one night, Ray came home from his office. He opened the door of his house, in which it seemed empty and desolate.
"Sister Ray, are you home yet?" Tisha smiled to welcome Ray home.
DEG!
Ray's heart was pounding so fast!
Ray was surprised to see Tisha in front of him. The woman smiled broadly at Ray, a smile he had long since missed.
"Tisha, you're home.." Ray looked at the girl as he walked over to her.
"No! don't come any closer! you're there, Ray!" Tisha forbids Ray from coming towards her.
"I'm sorry Ray's sister, me and our son don't want to live with you anymore" Tisha smiled bitterly then her hands stroked the flat stomach gently.
"Why are you talking like this? you love me, don't you? and I love you too, so why don't you live with me? we already have children. Let's live together, we get married again huh?" ray asked Tisha who looked pale and sad
"I don't want to live with you anymore after everything you've done! just marry your Zefanya! you only care about her, not me and our child" Tisha smiled cynically, her eyes staring at Ray with anger.
"I care about you! I care about you and our son! you misunderstood Tisha...Zee's not pregnant, she's lying. I know you're angry and I'm sorry for everything I did to you. I promise I'll make it up to you, the years we were together, I'll make you happy every day. So give me a chance, will you??" Pinta Ray pleads with Tisha, Ray cries to see Tisha staring angrily at her.
His heart seemed to be torn to shreds by the look of the eyes of the girl he loved. Look at the hateful eyes.
"Haa.. opportunity? you don't have that chance anymore. Two more years I waited for you brother Ray, waiting for you to welcome my love. But that time alone is not enough to make you see me. You only love other women" Tisha cried, her hand still holding her flat belly.
"That's it then, now that I love you I realize I love you so much. Tisha I beg you. I beg you..." Ray regrets all his past deeds to Tisha. Ray wants to fix everything, he wants to make Tisha and her future son happy.
"Don't beg Ray! you don't even deserve to beg! live alone! live in regret!" Tisha cries angrily seeing Ray.
"I don't want to live alone! I don't want to!" ray shouted at the figure of the woman in front of him, still crying.
"I hate you! I hate you so much!" Tisha screams emotionlessly at Ray.
No matter where the fire came from, it made no sense. A blazing fire burns Tisha's body and makes Ray panic.
"Tisha! Yisha!! my son!!" Ray screams in fear seeing Tisha in the flames.
"We're dead in your life, so forget us" Tisha smiled bitterly, crying for a moment before the fire scorched her and made Tisha disappear.
"Don't leave me!! no!!" ray shouted while crying roaring.
Ray woke up from his sleep, his body breaking out in cold sweat. It turns out he was just dreaming. Ray tried to catch his breath, he picked up a glass of drinking water that was on the table. The man moved from his seat.
"I guess I shouldn't sleep" Ray said, throwing the sleeping pills at the table in the trash.
How can I calm down Tisha? I was afraid to close my eyes, or to open my eyes. All because of you, you managed to make me this much more. You have to go back to being responsible. You have to make you sleep well, you have to go home.
Ray's heart aches to see a picture of Tisha smiling happily at her bedroom table. Ray held the photo, staring at her sadly "How can you smile like that? after making me tormented like this"
When did you come home? where are you and our son? are you all right? I'm sure you're alive. It is this one belief that keeps me going, Ray's inner self-confident.
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