
...The day I passed...
...Without you accompanying...
...I guess I'm silent in my life...
...I can't afford to step...
...I still remember your beautiful smile...
...Which always makes me remember you...
...Take me in my sadness...
...Didn't realize you weren't here...
...You are still the most beautiful...
...Beautiful in my heart...
...Why our story ends...
...Something like this...
...I still remember your beautiful smile...
...Which always makes me remember you...
...Take me in my sadness...
...Didn't realize you weren't here...
...You are still the most beautiful...
...Beautiful in my heart...
...Why our story ends...
...Right now what I think...
...I was crying too 'I couldn't...
...Just the rest of the most beautiful memories...
...And sadness...
...πππ...
Ray's sad situation makes Zayn realize that Ray loves Tisha and her unborn child.
Tisha's death made Ray's heart seem dead, his behavior became like a person who is sometimes sane and sometimes not. Right after the funeral and prayer, one by one people began to leave the cemetery. Including Grace, Sam, Gerry and Anna his wife who joined the service.
Now the gravestones bearing the names of Tisha, Bu Fani and Arya are written there. They were buried properly and side by side. Zayn feels guilty for hiding Tisha's whereabouts as well as Tisha's surviving truth to Ray and everyone.
But Zayn had no other choice, so he Han runs the last mandate of Bu Fani and Arya to keep Tisha and Ray away forever. The message is cruel to Ray, the man who loves Tisha more than himself.
Ray, Tisha's ex-husband, has been treating Tisha coldly during Tisha's marriage to her. The man wept roaring after losing Tisha and their future child. Died in a state of charred body burn until it can not be recognized, who will not cry sad? maybe there are some people who are happy with the passing of Tisha.
By the time everyone got home from the funeral, only Zee was still there. Zee smiled with satisfaction at the Nisan saying Latisha Anindita.
"Unfortunately, you and your son must die easily. The storyline so no longer exciting dong? maybe the main character is me not you. I promise you Tisha, I will marry Ray any way?!! you who are dead will not be able to stand in my way! " Zee smiled triumphantly, impolitely without any feeling of karmic fear, the girl spat on Tisha's headstone.
Zee left the funeral with a happy heart, but pretended to be sad in front of everyone who saw him. Especially in front of the Argantara family.
***
Zayn was in the car with Farhan. Farhan looked at Zayn who was daydreaming for some reason.
I should how? if Tisha stays in this city or country, Ray will soon find her. After that I can't take care of her anymore, should I go abroad? It's been hard for me to make a story of Tisha's death and cover it all up, if it's found out she'll all be destroyed.
Zayn knows that Ray is not a fool, the connections and power in the city and the country are huge. Big enough to shake Tisha and Zayn, Ray can find Tisha and find out her truth easily. Zayn is confused about where Tisha will be taken, so that Ray can't find her again. What worries Zayn the most is Ray's distrust of Tisha's death.
"Zayn, why are you daydreaming?" Farhan asked curiously
Is he still sad about losing that girl? is that why he's like this? but thank God he's not like Mr. Raymond who looks like a lunatic.
"Zay!!" farhan shouted at Zayn who was still drowning in his daydream.
"Ah yes Brother Farhan?" zayn asked while looking at Farhan who was driving.
"You must be very sad, right? the stoic yes Zayn" Farhan comforted Zayn
Ah yes right, there will be my family who can help keep Tisha. Inner Zayn who just thought that there is one member of his family in America.
"Sister.I want to take a tour to America!" zayn is full of faith
"W-what? didn't you just grieve, Zayn? tour to America? isn't this too sudden?"
Farhan was surprised and astonished because Zayn suddenly wanted to do a music tour to America. Though Zayn had rejected it on the grounds of wanting to wrestle in his own country. Why did he suddenly want to leave?
"Sister, I want to tell you something. I believe you can keep a secret, because my brother's the one closest to me so you have to know" Zayn looks serious
"Is that why you suddenly want to go to America?" ask Farhan
"Yes, brother, you have to promise to keep my secret"
"I'm your family too, you don't have to ask for this, Zayn. I must have kept it a secret" Farhan explained with a confident smile
"Then let's go to my apartment, brother!" zayn exclaimed to Farhan
Farhan and Zayn arrive at Zayn's apartment door. Inside the apartment was a woman in a white suit welcoming her homecoming.
"Sir Zayn, are you home?" ask the woman friendly
"So this is what you're hiding in your apartment? your boyfriend isn't a little old, Zayn?" whispered Farhan who thought the woman in the suit was Zayn's girlfriend
"But if you like it carelessly! this is Dr. Wulan, this is an obstetrician" Zayn introduced the doctor to Farhan
"Outhor?! Zayn are you impregnating a woman? so this is what you told brother to keep it a secret??!" Farhan was surprised himself, he thought nothing of it.
The three of them went into Zayn's room. It was a shock when Farhan saw a woman lying on a bed, with an infusion tube, bandages on her head and hands.
Farhan was even more shocked when he looked at the girl's face up close. "Astagfirullah the azim thing!! Zayn. what is this.." Farhan gaped out of words, he saw Tisha whom he had just witnessed his funeral.
"It's true sister, she really is Tisha." replied Zayn briefly, the man sighed.
"O Allah Zayn! what exactly is going on? I have a lot of questions in my head right now Zayn?!" Farhan holds his head, not believing that Tisha is alive.
What the hell is going on? Farhan was shocked and confused
"Yes brother, I'll explain everything to brother. But before that I will ask the condition of Tisha to the doctor Wulan first" Zayn glanced at the doctor Wulan, hinting that the doctor explained Tisha's condition.
Doctor Wulan nodded, "Bu Latisha's condition is still the same sir Zayn, there has been no progress at all. And about the baby, Alhamdulillah is fine. However, I'm not sure if Ms. Latisha has remained like this and has not been conscious from the coma, it's possible that her baby's life is also threatened"
"Astagfirullah.." murmured Zayn sadly to hear the explanation from the doctor about Tisha's condition is still the same. Conditions that are still in a coma.
Now it was Zayn's turn to explain to Farhan how this situation could happen. Zayn told Farhan from beginning to end as plainly as he had told him and nothing he had covered up.
"So the Almh mandate. Ms. Fani and Alm. Mr Arya is like that? they left Tisha to you and told her to keep Ray away from her?" ask Farhan again
"Yes, sister, so this is why I want to take her abroad. All of you treat it" explained Zayn briefly
"Alright Zayn, I won't stand in your way. I will also definitely keep this a secret, but you should still be careful because you are a public figure. Hide Bu Tisha well, don't get caught" Farhan supports Zayn's decision, Farhan is very understanding.
"I knew my sister would say this. Brother is very understanding. Thank you brother" Zayn smiled happily at Farhan's decision to agree with him.
Zayn also saw Tisha who was still lying on her bed. Zayn held Tisha's hand gently. "Tisha, I will take care of you and your child. You just calm down and quickly realize Tisha.." said Zayn worriedly, his eyes looked at Tisha who was still on the bed.
πππ
After the funeral, Ray was taken to the Argantara family mansion because of Mr. Faisal's concern with the condition of his grandson.
And sure enough, Ray looks like he's lost his mind."Grandpa why did you bring me here? I have my own house. Tisha was waiting for me there with my son. I have to go home" Ray told Faisal.
"Enough Raymond! you have to accept the truth!!" yelled Mr. Faisal annoyed with Ray's delusion about Tisha's passing
"Be calm, don't scream. Papa's heart is coming back" Dean reminded his dad
"Raymonds! you go to the bathroom wash your head and your whole body with cold water! just so you realize that your ex-wife and son are gone!" Mr. Faisal was sad mixed with annoyance seeing Ray just staring blankly.
"Grandpa what the hell is that? ah I want to go home, my wife and my son are waiting at home" said Ray.
Dean, Daniah and their two children are happy to see Ray in a bad state.
After that Ray spent his days at home, and for a time the company was held by Armand, Dean's eldest son and Daniah.
Every working day Ray just sleeps, drinks, smokes. Sometimes he imagines the figure of Tisha being in a house that only exists there.
" Tisha, are you done punishing me? hurry home! I'm sorry, I'm sorry I've been cold to you all this time. I promise that if you come back with our son, I will make you and our son happy. Please come home soon.." Ray cries, this is when he realizes that Tisha is dead. And before long he started talking to himself like Tisha was there.
"Latisha! I want fried rice! make me fried rice and roasted chicken, I want that. Latisha... Look at me, I'm drinking this drink? the drinks you banned. Come anger me, talk to me hahaha" Ray laughed to himself.
Ray staggered while carrying a bottle of finished drink.
Ray accidentally dropped the bottle until it fell and broke onto the floor.
PRANGS!!!
His shards were scattered everywhere, trampled by Ray until his leg was injured. But he didn't care at all, maybe he didn't even feel anything.
The floor that Ray passed, there were a lot of bloodstains there. The house looks as messy as its owner. That day bi Ani came as usual to clean up the house, he was shocked to see Ray who was lying on the floor, and the soles of Ray's feet were bloodied.
"Astagfirullah hal adzim! young master! young master is it okay?" Bi Ani was anxious and immediately approached Ray who looked unconscious.
"Bi Ani?" Ray immediately sat on the floor, smiling at the housekeeper.
Bi Ani felt sorry for Ray whose condition was very bad like a person who had been affected by a mental disorder. He tried to persuade Ray to have his leg treated.
With great difficulty bi Ani persuaded Ray, he bandaged the wound on Ray's leg with a bandage. After that Bi Ani started cleaning the house, the mess that was there.
Madam, please help master so that you can rise up and get excited again. Poor sir.
Tong! Tong!
π΅π΅π΅
The house bell rang, Bi Ani directly opened the door of the house. Sam and Grace were there.
"Sorry bi, is Ray around?" ask Sam
"There's Mr. Sam, but..." Bi Ani lowered her head sadly. Bi Ani did not know how to describe Ray's current state.
Sam and Grace like her already understand what happened to Ray. They enter the house to see the situation directly
"It turns out Mr. Gerry was right, you really messed up" Sam muttered to his friend who now looked like a beggar was drinking in his living room chair.
"When do you want this to happen Ray? you want to ruin your life?" grace asked concerned about Ray's deplorable condition in her eyes after Tisha's departure.
"Why are you here? wanna laugh at me?" ray asked with a smile here, this is Ray when in his sane state. Ray was about to take his liquor bottle.
Sam took the bottle from Ray's hand, he did not want his friend to continue to drag on in his sadness. "Enough Ray! you can die if you keep going like this!"
"Give it to me, Sam!" Ray was angry at his friend who took the bottle containing alcohol.
"Ray, what do you think of you like this? Tisha and your son can come back? don't be stupid Ray, Tisha and your son will only be sad in heaven. Your behavior has made them ashamed! instead of praying for them to calm down, you're like this!" Grace threw her scathing words at Ray.
"What do you mean I have to pray for them in heaven? Oye! that's if Tisha and my son are gone! But I won't do that because they're still alive!" ray exclaimed half-screaming, his confidence was still the same that Tisha was alive and was hiding from him.
Ray's eyes rattled by the water, after which the sky seemed to have collapsed.
"Ray. ikhlaskan them Ray. ikhlaskan.." Sam patted Ray on the shoulder while calming him down.
"I'll wait for her to come home, no matter how long I wait! I'll stay here with Tisha and my son back!" Ray cries remembering Tisha and their unborn baby.
Grace and Sam looked at Ray sadly, not expecting Ray to be this broken.
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