
By Mid Night...
I sat cross-legged in my room enjoying the wind blowing through my window vents. Rain had fallen asleep there, on my bed. He's been quieting me since our last conversation. And yes, I let him rest after today's war practice fatigue.
I'm still trying to equalize frequency with the universe. Inhaling the air deeply and then holding for a moment in the throat. And then I took it slow until it was over.
Yeah, that's what I had to do over and over again before I entered my subconscious. But strangely, I couldn't even equalize the frequency. My ears could not concentrate when I heard the sounds of birds from a distance. Either true or not. I hope it's not an illusion.
Why is tonight so hard?
Then I tried it back. I prepared myself to enter the subconscious connected to the universe. But before I arrived, I heard the sound of birds from a distance. And out of annoyance, I quickly opened the window. I also saw black birds flying in the clouds.
What is this sign?
I don't know why the birds are like that. They seemed to want to break my concentration in equalizing the frequency. And in the end I sat in a chair and sipped my coffee. I forgot to close my window. Soon I was excited to try again. I meditate on my chair.
Alright. Hope it works this time.
I took a breath and imagined how big the universe was. I tried to concentrate until finally the signs of success entering the subconscious I got. Soon, darkness began to see me before my eyes. Eventually, the blue light began to appear. I also tried to focus this thought. And then I don't remember anything anymore.
Silent. No sound or word was heard. I try to open my eyes and see the situation around me. And it turns out I'm still in my room. Rain was still asleep there, behind me. Then I tried to pat this cheek, making sure it wasn't a dream. But, I accidentally saw something.
"What-what's that?!"
I saw like a green snake coming out of my room. A small snake about half a meter long. I too quickly took a broom. I followed where the snake was heading. But when I opened the door, I didn't find the snake again.
"Jeez, what was that?"
I really saw the snake. But in reality there was nothing outside my room. Before long I heard Rain was agitated in his sleep. I also quickly closed the door to the room again. I finally checked my room. I was worried that it was just an illusion.
There's nothing.
Since Xi's arrival to Terusa, my heart has become increasingly anxious. How not, everything that happens is like something that was planned in advance. I don't know what his true purpose is. But one thing I believe, something can't happen by chance over and over again. There must be a reason behind it.
Oh, my God, give me a hint.
I want this story to end happily. Where I can take care of everything. But in fact I am just an ordinary human being who has limitations in terms of guessing. I also could not quickly recover the ability that God gave me. I need some time.