PRINCESS TO PRINCE

Disillusioned

"Pa-pa-prince ...?!" I don't believe in what he's saying.

He walked closer to me. He also looked at me with an uncharacteristic look. He smiled at me too.

"I feel comfortable being with you, Ara. I want us to get closer. But if it doesn't happen here. Especially if you go to Asia. It's very unlikely. In the sky I don't have a long permit to stay there. Then, can you give me permission to take you on a journey?" it was his asking that made me swallow.

Indeed, towards this afternoon I was surprised by the request of a crown prince who incidentally from a land that was at war with Angkasa. I felt that something big was about to happen when this closeness of mine continued. But it was also likely that a big problem was waiting for me if I rejected it. I really am not strong enough to face all this. I just want to give up.

Should I tell you I'm the future queen of Space?

I'm so dizzy. I think it's just Zu and after that there's no more. But now it's growing Xi. Do I have to shut myself up so that no prince can get close to me? This really makes my head hurt. I need someone's help to choose.

"Em, Prince. Actually I—"

"Zu has told me everything." He interrupted my words.

"All?!" At that moment I was shocked to hear it.

"Yes." Yeah." He's nodding. "He asked me not to come near you. Because you're the queen candidate. Is that right, Ara?" tanyanya seriously.

"I. .. I don't know what to say about it, Prince Xi. I don't dare to answer," I said, responding.

"Then do you have an official bond?" ask again.

What an unstable heartbeat I've been plagued with questions like this. I was confused as to what to answer. "Em, Prince. I think we just got to know. I also want to get ready now to go back to Space." I switched the conversation.

Xi. He seemed to understand what my words meant. From the look on his face was a great disappointment. Could he like me?

"alright. L'm out. Thank you, Ara." He passed from me too.

Xi walked away from me without looking at me. He rushed out of the room and closed the door from the outside. I was thinking about something that had just happened. My situation is getting more complicated uncontrollably. I don't know why everything could be like this. I sat on the side of the bed and took a deep breath. I'm overwhelmed by this story.

Lord, let there be no conflict between them. I'm afraid there are fights that make each country participate in the feud. If it's going to happen, then I'd better just go back to my world. I don't want any commotion between them. I gave up so that no one would get me.

I don't know why I'm getting possessive. I want to escape from this situation. But I also realized that the portal could not open again. So I still have to wait for the Great Elder first. Then I can go back to my earth.

I really want everyone to be happy. But what is my power as an ordinary human being. I have limitations in facing problems. But I also hope there is always a way out. I want them to be happy.