Princess Surgaku Khaula

Answer to my worries

We've been home for a month. Vacation at home Mom and Dad is very make children happy even they schedule every month will visit Grandpa Grandma.

This afternoon my phone rang, I saw one of the teachers at Khaula school calling.

"Assalamu'alaikum, with Mamah Khaula?" Say someone on the phone.

"Wa'alaikum salam. What's the matter, teacher?" My answer.

"Look, Khaula passed out at school. His nose is spitting out a lot of blood." Obviously the teacher panicked.

"Okay, I'll be there soon." I also said panicked.

I did not have time to call my husband, I immediately asked the driver to pick up Khaula and take him to the hospital.My heart was not calm, the road was so crowded that our trip was a little hampered.

I took my daughter to the big hospital where she's been on medication all this time. From a small firstborn can not be separated from the drug. My heart breaks every time it gives him medicine and now he has to lie helplessly back in this place.

The doctor immediately took action, doing his best for my daughter. My husband has arrived and immediately embraces me while asking what happened. I explained what happened.

The doctor called us to explain what happened to our daughter.

"As I explained before, sir, ma'am. Today will happen. Mother's daughter's condition is getting worse, must immediately get a spinal cord donor." Obviously doctor.

"Well, doc, we'll find him soon." Answer husband.

We also discussed finding a spinal cord donor for our daughter. One by one we checked, it seemed to fit me. I didn't wait for anything else I immediately asked the doctor to immediately take what my daughter needed in my body.

I went to my firstborn before requesting an operation.

"You're going ahead for a minute, you're going to buy some food." I had to lie.

"You lied, right? I saw your eyes not being honest with me. Where's mama going? mama said you can't lie, right?" Saying daughter.

If I tell you where I'm going, my daughter will definitely refuse like before. He insisted on not wanting to take other people's body parts even though they gave sincerely. He did not want to trouble others let alone harm.

"Please promise me Mah, don't ask others to sacrifice their bodies for me, let alone mamah. My life is like this Mah. Almost 5 years I keep Mama, someday I have to go home mah I do not want to continue to see Mama sad. Mamah must be strong for Ammar's sister." He said while looking at me.

I embrace his weak body, I kiss his forehead. Whatever it feels. What am I supposed to do? I don't want to lie to her, but I don't want to lose her. But the fear of losing me was higher so I decided to still ask the doctor to immediately carry out the operation.

The schedule of the operation was determined, for all consideration the operation was carried out a week later, depending on the circumstances of my daughter. I hope everything goes according to what we all expect.

Two days passed, as if a miracle had happened. My daughter is so fit, the doctor wondered why? even though his condition is severe. How could he be this good?as if no disease had stuck to him. We were all shocked by her situation.

"Well, I'm healthy. I want to go home. I miss my sister Ammar. She must be lonely at home." Saying daughter.

We consult a doctor, the doctor still advises to stay treated until the operation is done. Because it could have been a worsening situation arrived.

"Understand, this is for your sake. Mama wants you to go home really healthy." I'm trying to explain.

"Mom, I just want to go home. Papah I miss Ammar. Let me take care of him while I can Pah. Let me spend some time with you. I miss the atmosphere of the pah house, since childhood I never refused to take medicine. This time let me go home." He said while pleading.

I wonder why he is so mature at the age of just 5 years. When children his age are still dictated by his parents. But unlike my daughter, we could not refuse her request.At last we brought her home.