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the unexpected moment .. Awa was silent to see ayu who crossed without looking right left and by daydreaming . without ayu knowing, that the public bus was heading to ayu . Awa also immediately released Andi's hand grip ..
" GODDESS, AYU !!! " tekik Awa who ran towards ayu and took off her bag .
Awa pushed ayu away to sebrang and made him fall . but different from him, he was right in the middle of the road and even a public bus was close to him . day ...
"saghfirullah ..aaaaaayya!!!"yelled Awa who blocked his face by crossing his hand ...
" OWA !!" pekik Andi, Farhan and ayu together .
BRAAAKKK !!!! ...
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the public bus hit Awa very hard .heard a tire thump and a sudden brake sound . Awa was thrown a little far and had rolled over .
fresh blood flowed from his forehead . everyone also panicked and approached Awa who was full of blood . some told the school and the teachers .
ayu saw Awa who was lying down and full of blood as if limp. Legs feel numb and he immediately approached while closing his mouth as if he could not believe what he saw at that time .
"Let's !! astaghfirullah ... don't stay with me !! hiks hiks ..hiks.hold"tangis ayu who holds Awa's head .
"Let's .." Andi and Farhan said with a sad look .
"cn ... Al..ham..sicli..ka ..mu ..se...la..mat .
i.m..se.nang.."lirih Awa who held her cheek ayu with a hand covered with blood .
"wa ... but you're hiks..hiks... don't want to ..i. ..hiks...hiks..."tangis ayu who looked at Awa who was smiling with a different look .
"sorry ....Fin..i.a.ku ..yu ..se..la..mat...Ting...gal... keep ...good..good ..per..tem...manan ... k. k. we.." "akh .... astaghfirullah ...hiks.." Complaints Awa . it is undeniable that now Andi and Farhan have also shed their tears .
"i beg ...hiks..hiks...hold ....!!" awa's crying has wetted her cheeks .
" akh .. astaghfirullah ..yes ..Allah .. I sincere ..." lamented Awa who was in pain . whereas he was out of breath because it had swarmed even the teacher was very sad ..
"ban.tu..pu...su...ruh...pax...pax....pem..read....book .....yg...da...in ..lemari...ku ..and ..ban..tu ..aku ...pronounce ..sya..hadat...fast !!"pinta Awa who can no longer stand it. Tears have been very difficult to stem again .
"but ... hiks..hiks..alright .."pasrah ayu who has seen Awa sometimes has closed his eyes ..
" follow me.hiks..Bismilbornrahmanirrahim.. hiks...asyhadu an la ilaha illallah.. wa asyhadu anna muhammadar apostleullah.."talkap ayu who slammed Awa and whispered the creed in his ear Awa .
" by asyhadu an la ...Isha.illallah..wa..Anna's.. Muhammadar Rasulullah ..akh .." said Awa who looked up and soon closed his eyes .
"innalillahi wa innailaihi rojiun .." said everyone and looked down sadly .
"no !!! Awa ...do not leave me.huhu ..huwwa...hiks..hiks.."tangis ayu was broken . then Andi and Farhan tried to calm ayu even though he himself was like a lightning bolt in broad daylight .
"yu , take it all away . we are also sad but most importantly Awa must be delivered home and immediately buried ." said Farhan who held his shoulder ayu still shaking .
"yes right . Now mom will call her family ....Andi please help lift Awa because the ambulance has come." said Ms. Eka who wiped her tears .
"well ma'am." said Andi who tried hard even though his sadness was extraordinary .
' wa ? Lo has not yet given an answer to gw. and now Lo is leaving all of us...for eternity.' Andi's bathin who walks while carrying Awa with Farhan and ayu .
(huhu π. left as dear as Sayange, fitting again jerune π₯_author) .
after that , the ambulance car carried the body of the lateumah Awa . inside there is ayu, Bu Eka and Bu Salsa faithfully accompanied . while Farhan and Andi ride in a car has Bu Eka who brings several teachers and also school representative children .
before that, Ms. Eka had told her parents and they and their family were waiting for her arrival with great sadness, after reading Awa's diary .
flashback ...
prang !!!
the sound of shrapnel from the frame of Awa's photo inside her house .it was heard when her father and mother were talking in the back garden .
"eh .. mas . koq there is a voice in his room Awa .." asked Ms. Sari who stopped talking .
"yes, let's check." replied dad doni . I don't know what wind brought Awa's father and mother into Awa's house that was unlocked from the back garden . when it opened ....
"mas, koq, I don't feel good ??"worried that Miss Sari is holding a picture frame Awa who broke into pieces .
"i feel the same way too." said Doni's father who traced every core of his room Awa .
although he is very upset and angry over the behavior of Awa who either problems . or mistakes those who educate or even something hidden by Awa .
then the view stopped when he saw the diary Awa book located near his nightstand . then without a second thought again , they both sat together and opened the book .
" o Allah I am very grateful for the blessings you have given me .the wealth and my newborn little brother.Give him health when he was a child until whenever "page 1 .
" why are you always cornered and looking for my mistakes without seeing the truth ?? who am I really, you ??" page 30.
" i'm wrong, always wrong . I'm not rightly looked at by all of you . I think after there is rain there must be bright but if this is not, it becomes a storm and lightning . why don't you guys look a little . dad, mom . towards me ???" page 31 .
" i don't care anymore . It's enough you make me sad . please don't consider me or angry or compare appeal is by jasmine . I want to be able to make you happy , but has not half my struggle you guys even like that . I am what for you ??" page 40 .
then until page 70 in the diary Awa . father and mother also feel guilty and regret what he did . shortly afterwards jasmine was home ...
"assalamualaikum Ma'am, dad . Why are you here ?"greetings jasmine who just returned home from school .
"waalaikumsalam deck." replied his father and mother .
"this koq on sad why ya ?"tanya jasmine who is amazed at the look on the face of his father and mother . little by little jasmine is told from the beginning to the end . and there is a special page for him .
" dear jasmine ...
when you accidentally read this book ...
brother apologizes for being silent, angry and indifferent to you ...
surely my brother loves you very much ...
but my heart aches and pains cannot be healed ....
even your sister lets you denigrate, revile, get angry, get upset and don't like me ...
I hope you've never experienced what you're going through now ...
and most importantly, remember that wherever you are, you will always love and always pray for your safety." wrote in the back diary .
" so all this time, jasmine is wrong .." said jasmine who just realized something what Awa had hidden so far .
"later if your brother comes home, we welcome him home .we must apologize and promise to make him happy." said father Doni who put the diary in the beginning .
"yes yes mas , I will make Awa's favorite food as a child . We will eat the same and establish a family as before . and happen to fit her birthday ." said Bu Sari .
flashback off's....
but they get the news that Awa died in an accident . they feel very sad and sorry about it .
the group was already in front of the fence . Awa's body was brought into the house . seen Bu Sari directly hugging Awa's body lying on the carpet that has been provided by the residents and many residents who have come too.
the yellow flag has been planted in the house and surrounding areas .
" innalillahi wa innailaihi
melati Purnamasari binti Doni Ardiyanto
born: 7 March 2002
died: 7 March 2020"
(that's how it looks 'cause the author never notices the yellow flag when people die ) .
"Awa hiks ...hiks..hiks... don't leave mother son...hiks...hiks....hiks..."tangis pilu Bu sari who makes everyone feel very very sad .
"sister.. wake up ..hiks...hiks.." jasmine's cry that holds Awa's hand that is cold and there are blood spots when it has been cleaned before reaching home .
the day was getting late in the afternoon, then Awa's body was bathed and used as a shroud, then prayed like reading Yasin's letter together .
ayu, Farhan and Andi decided to change their clothes and then return to stay and pray for Awa until tomorrow when they are buried .
"we are a big family from the school . sorry for the passing of the father's daughter and mother . may Husnul khatimah and be by his side . and insyaallah tomorrow we will participate in the funeral process of the late house ."said mr. Ali .
"we apologize and say goodbye, assalamualaikum .."timpal Bu salsa who then shook hands with the family and residents around .
"thank you, waalaikumsalam .." said father doni who drove up to the gate . then he went in to calm his wife who became increasingly his cry .
before long Farhan, Andi and ayu came back wearing Muslim clothes such as Koko's clothes and her copy while ayu wore a robe and triangular hijab .
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