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he dropped his body on the carpet with his eyes closed and occasionally inhaled the air . during the day towards the afternoon, the atmosphere reconciled like in the morning . there was only a gust of wind , the sound of swaying grass and the chirping of birds that have been in trees since .
"why am I this bad ? seeing the yunda holding Raden's hand .it's just that it makes me breathless and hot in my heart . let alone later they get married , did I get killed by myself and with this feeling of mine ....
. I just don't know what to do about avoiding direct contact with Raden . whereas I still have that feeling . why am I in such a difficult choice anyway ? but I thought I thought, yes father betrothed them ? I'm a little suspicious . am I the only one who is acute ?.
.tap it may have happened .this is in the middle of nowhere where there is no technology and high-rise building.they run their business by war .they still rely on arranged marriages between families .they are still very good people .
....emang kayak Andi and Farhan who have been destined there is no akhlaknya ? speaking of which they are well, they are strong and remain friends, Allah send my longs and greetings to those in the present age . I am also grateful in the old age, many lessons I took here .well despite love affairs, I gave up ..."bathin Laras sari was long and honest from his heart it . someone suddenly darkened his face .
"is it cloudy ..?"ask Laras sari in heart . when opening his eyes , jeng jeng ...
"you .." said Laras sari who immediately sat down from his sleep .
"nimas "pronounced Raden Arya mandali who sat also next to Laras sari . whereas Laras sari just rolled his eyeballs lazily .
"nimas, I beg of you . Try to think clearly of your decision . I see you say no in your eyes . I beg you once again to speak truthfully from the heart ."said Raden Arya mandali with a pleading gaze .
"what am I supposed to say ?"ask Laras sari . hadduh nimas, question what is ck . author so dizzy yourself hihi π
"i can swear by Allah and his apostle .that I have prayed istikharah and in my dream there is only you . what should I do to receive my love that is clearly very sincere ?"said Raden Arya mandali with eyes that radiate sadness . it makes Laras sari speechless without answering .
"nimas, I will do anything if you refuse me again . I give you 1 day to think about my goal and tomorrow you will tell me honestly. "say Raden Arya mandali .
"you want to do what Raden ? don't be like .." said Laras sari who slightly away from the person next door .
"i'm just one thing . And this time my words do not play." said Raden Arya mandali gently but it seemed to emphasize . hayoloh, how kl Raden Arya mandali really dark eyes on you nimas .
"assalamualaikum .." said Raden Arya mandali who went from Laras sari . when Raden's back was no longer from the view of Laras sari ....
" how is this ? the time given is very short . and what will Raden Arya mandali do later if I reject it back . but I have to what, if it's true yunda and Raden are betrothed ." muttered Laras sari while putting herself back to sleep .
"preferably I should have found out sooner the facts about the matchmaking .what did the queen's father and aunt mean , I think again this is like connecting with each other with different points of view like water flowing in the pipe." murmured Laras sari who seemed pusying thinking of him .
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while Raden Arya mandali chose to go to the room of his father and his mother . if he was in a dilemma and felt unable to calm down, surely asking for an opinion by his mother or his father if there is .
"waalaikumsalam, enter my son."sahut Mother . then they both go inside .
"my son, what's the problem ? seems to be getting in trouble . tell mommy son ." said her mom .
"Mother ? am I right to declare love ?"asked Raden Arya mandali . but the mother smiled instead .
"my son, you can indeed and appropriately express your current feelings." said his Mother .
"but why does Nimas Laras sari always refuse ?"tanya Raden Arya mandali .
"didn't you think about the rejection ? do you see the honesty in his eyes ?"ask her Mother's streak .
"if there's a lie in his eyes, you have to think . Is there a misunderstanding between you ?"connect her mother to the core of her problem .
"misunderstanding ? mother's point ?"rattled Raden Arya mandali .
" rejecting but hurting, accepting but worrying . the feeling of being rejected love is as painful as having thousands of swords, but it cannot be equated with the sense of rejecting love when it is love again...
...Mother only prays, may you be united by God as soon as possible . good or bad. If you love her, keep fighting and reach for her . with patience and could explain all these misunderstandings my son." clearly his mother at length then patted his son's shoulder with a smile of encouragement .
then Raden Arya mandali pamit from her mother's room .he walked towards her room and chose rest . body and heart tired .he briefly looked towards the door where Laras sari was . as he walked down the aisle of the Palace, his mother's words rang like a bird circling above his head .
"the feeling of being rejected by love is as painful as having thousands of swords, but it cannot be equated with the sense of rejecting love when it is love again"
"it turns out love affairs are more dizzying than royal political affairs." said Raden Arya mandali who closed the door of his room .
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