Princess Courier

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The day changed, it didn't feel like it had been nearly two months since you left us. The princess felt an empty space and a far untouched pain in her chest cavity. I don't know how deep it feels, but it's really hard to explain with logic.

Maybe people think the Princess is still sad, but actually she herself does not believe in it. It is too complicated how he feels about the Father. The girl only cried when she found out about the accident. The pain is felt due to a sudden departure.

The princess stood up from the bed and stepped towards the window of the room, then opened the window wide. There were five girls playing rubber cheerfully. He smiled unconsciously as his daydreams led to memories of childhood. A very light childhood without thinking about all sorts of worries.

The princess recalled her childhood when she treated a wound on her knee. Injuries caused by falling off a bicycle. You often look very anxious, when my skin is scratched or injured. You must have treated the wound with antiseptic while raving about the carelessness and laziness of his daughter to treat the wound well. But either there is a strange sense from within the Princess who until now is still difficult to understand.

Complicated if you see the condition of the household of both parents of the Princess. Maybe people see everything as okay. But as a child, he felt something was wrong. The firstborn never understood what really happened to their household, he just went through everything with a strong feeling.

Throughout the life of the Princess with the Father, almost 95% filled with bad things that he heard from the quarrels of his parents. Just imagine from waking up to night, always filled with complaints from mothers.

The princess did not understand what the real condition of her parents was like. Is that really how bad things are? He just wants to live a normal life as a child devoted to both.

He remembered the words from his mother about the difficulty of the cost of education of his children. Mother said that she had to go into debt to pay her children's school fees. Maybe at this time the Princess is still too young to be able to respond to the condition of her parents' household. The princess only knew that for now, she was already an orphan who should be able to become the backbone of her family.

The princess closed her eyes as she sat on the bed. He realized that he was not sad, but in his chest there was a longing and a regret that was too deep. Regrets buried in his subconscious, because most of his memory only contains insults and hatred of the Father.

The princess felt her head turn. Then he decided to lay down his body on one pillow. His eyes began to close with his right hand covering his eyes.

"Where's wrong? What the hell is going on? What's it supposed to be like?" the voice in his mind seemed to keep repeating itself in his head.

"Allah forgive your servant, forgive my sins and the sins of both parents. Give happiness both in the world and in the Hereafter. Lay down my Father's grave, apologize to him" do'a Daughter to the Creator.

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