Prince Jayanaga's Love Story: Reincarnation

SR. Actually !!!

This morning there was still clearly a speck of rain, San still could not believe the wife was gone for good, leaving them, San said, a gust of wind whizzed through San's ears built the now-fragile man out of a long sleep.

His eyes saw the figure of Ayu sitting nearby while breastfeeding their baby, shocked San immediately woke up and rightly saw Ayu was still alive.

"Sir...."

"Buck...."

sahut.

He immediately hugged Ayu, but different there are things that mas San felt different from before, he had never experienced this, did not understand what happened.

"Sir..this is really you?"

ask convincing.

"It's me mas"

she said she was still breastfeeding our child.

San was speechless, he only saw Ayu nursing her child, how could this happen, she patted even pinch her hand, hoping it was a dream, he said, not that he was not happy Ayu came back alive but San knew very well who was not Ayu but something that he was still looking for answers to.

Mbok and his mother are happy that Ayu can finally get together.back with them, hoping that Ayu will not leave again, San does not know who to discuss with, he also asked with the master but he also did not know.

The condition that Ayu experienced was that he was on the verge of death, but the soul of Kemuning who again controlled the body of Ayu, so that the one gathered with them was the original Kemuning, the original Kemuning, Ayu who could not survive he just waited in the vacuum, crying and hoping that everything could end.

Kemuning is not Kemuning who used to be, he is part of the emotions and resentment that used to exist when he died, the memory of resentment and anger that penetrated into the niche of the heart, imprinted as his last memory.

Fortunately San has not informed anyone of Ayu's departure, at least in the meantime, Arjuna has been given Asi, he wants Ayu a little survive so that all is well.

Ayu is not Kemuning, Kemuning is often silent, in contrast to Ayu who is very cheerful, Ayu who can melt the atmosphere, her sometimes silly attitude may be what San misses.

Want in what Ayu is indeed Kemuning physically but their souls are different, the treatment is the same as his wife, no different, Kemuning attitude is seen as silent as he is always quiet, quiet, but she's a good mother figure to Ben and Arjuan.

Empu Gatma also explains she doesn't know what happened exactly, San can only give time to all, however Kemuning the mother of her children as well.

While Ayu was lying in the middle of nowhere, just crying and crying, she did not know how long it had been.

"Aryan...Ben's...Mother kangen"

she said wept.

"Take me off, I'm going home"

he said he kept crying.

due to the exhaustion he spelled his eyes out, yet he was surprised San slept together with Kemuning, in the middle of Arjuna, he knew Kemuning was him, but like one body two different personalities, he knew Kemuning was him, sick but Ayu could do nothing.

Like seeing the happiness of those who had been wanted by Kemuning, Ayu could only hold her in her heart while crying, she could not do anything, which Oenting Arjuna gave ASI first, her children are healthy and Ayu believes Kemuning is a good mother.

Supported in grief, he did not understand what everything meant, why there must be reincarnation if finally his soul as Ayu is confined here, replacing Kemuning.

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Kemuning who breastfeeds her child looks happy, a gentle smile plastered clearly on her face. San, looking at his usual attitude, approached his wife and said to Kemuning.

"Have you eaten the deck?"

tanya San sat in the samoing Kemuning.

"Udah.mas I may ask"

"Hm..."

"Mas would prefer Ning or Ayu to be here?"

"You guys are one, I don't care if you're Ning or Ayu"

said San.

"It's okay if Ayu doesn't come back"

kemuning.

San fell silent unable to answer this, he always made sure that he did not care about Ayu or Kemuning.

Because of Ayu's weak position, Kemuning was actually the one who saved him from leaving them, the happy family that Kemuning had longed for before he bahagaia.

The days passed as usual, Kemuning was busy taking care of her child and husband, even though she was helped by her mother, Kemuning himself who ensured that he had done and gave the best for his family.

Ayu who was still there, slowly closed her eyes, eager to break her head so that the memories of them were lost in grief.

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Tantri and Deska come to visit, they are happy with the birth of their son, Deska and Tantri also bring some small gifts for the children of Ayu and San.

"Ning..get down yeah, outside there's your friend"

said mbok who then carried Arjuna.

"Yes mbok..."

Kemuning went down, a different aura was felt by Tantri, she felt it was not Ayu, but Kemuning, the Original figure of the physical owner.

She descended slowly, looking like a real princess, her face beautiful and charming, graceful in appearance.

"Yu. We brought this for your son"

said Deska to give me a box of gifts.

"Thank you..."

abugn.

Unusual looking Deska's face was full of questions, usually Ayu always hugged her and said "Ahh my village, thank you" Tantri tried to divert the conversation.

"Who's name Yu?"

ask Tantri.

"Arjuna Sanjaya"

the answer is to take Arjuna from the sling of mbok.

"The handsome as his father..."

said Deska.

They also chatted as usual, took their lunch, assisted Deska, Tantri tried to ask Kemuning what all this meant.

Kemuningonly answered.

"But where is Ayu? where is he now? you just used him? the bad luck that befell you is indeed fate, the now happy one is Ayu and San"

"Can't I feel happy?"

tanya Kemuning with a sharp pandagan.

"your father lives in it"

"Me and him are the same, maybe just different natures"

"Because of Ayu's nature anyone can easily possess her"

said Tantri who then came out of the big house, Deska who saw also followed Tantri.

"What the hell is ma'am?"

ask Deska.

"It's okay, we're back"

sahut Tantri is calling a taxi.

On the way Deska felt strange with Ayu's behavior, not usually he was cold, he tried to ask Tantri whether it was Ayu or not, Deska knew it was not Ayu, but he was not,then why is he in Ayu's body.

Tantri just replied, let it be their business, we outsiders do not need to interfere, do not accept with Tantri's answer, he was upset Ayu who just wanted to be happy why like this.

"Des...San is no ordinary man, Ayu is fine"

tantri said to Deska.

"Not a normal person?"

asked Deska who was shedding tears.

Tantri keceplosan, all this time he knew San was the only son of JBO, he was the son of a rich man who loved Ayu who was an ordinary child, an ordinary child, he told me he always dreamed the same thing when he came to a man.

He doesn't understand what a non-human can say, is he an alien like in the movies? or is he half vampire? Deska is too hard to digest all this.

"Well where's Tan?"

ask Deska who started crying.

"He's fine Des.."

tantri hugs in a taxi. He calmed Deska down so as not to worry about Ayu anymore.

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🎶Darling, where do you want to be together?

I need all to be missed

Could it be that you there feel the same?

Like my cold tonight

Drizzle invites lovers tonight

We dance in a beautiful longing

I think I have my heart right now, oh my dear

If you're here, I'll calm down.

As the song above describes Ayu ang's current self, he resigned, was in his mind to commit suicide, maybe so that he could be free from this place, give his love to Kemuning, he was in his mind to kill himself, San and his children, it would probably be better if he died.

Love is one of the warmest, pleasant, and happiest feelings of human life experience. Love is felt by everyone, whether in the form of love for family, friends, children, or romantic love for a partner.

Just like the high happiness we feel when we are at the peak of love, falling down is very painful if we have to say goodbye to loved ones.

Sadness is part of love, whether it is sad because they have to leave forever, or because of a breakup of romance. We need to grieve over loss and accept the healing time has to offer. Know emotional boundaries, but do not isolate yourself when trying to let go of someone and recover from the loss, because it will be more painful.

All it takes stages to be able to forget, deny and isolate ourselves from this stage we deny the reality of the situation. It's a natural response to pain so great because of sadness.

This anger arises once the previously undeniable pain begins to surface. Anger can be directed at inanimate objects, strangers, family or friends. May feel angry at the circumstances of life that never side with us.

Bargaining in this life, may feel the need to restore self-control from feeling helpless. Ayu may think and regret that she should have been a better person, or should she have found out what Kemuning really meant?.

The depressed Ayu is the result of sadness and regret that comes from the realization that the person she loves has really been happy not with Ayu, perhaps feeling such great sadness, crying, crying, and keep crying.

Ayu must be able to accept, with the achievement of a feeling of calm and sincere. Some people may never reach this final stage of grief, including Ayu, whose short thoughts will deeply make her regret her for the rest of her life.

In fact, the relationship they had was over. Therefore, Ayu could feel as if she was gone forever. Ayu has the right to do anything, for loss.

Follow that wave of sadness without letting yourself drown and get lost in it, don't do it. But accept your sadness as it is is a feeling that will lead you through unpleasant conditions and at the same time give peace to Ayu's heart to recover. Because sadness is part of healing.

Even though there is no one around Ayu at this time who knows what Ayu is going through, Ayu can still admit that feeling to herself, when feeling sad, take a pause and say “I'm sad, it's okay. This sadness will improve.

Evaluating ourselves for love makes us rise from the initial sadness of losing someone, now is the right time to judge the relationship honestly. Start by acknowledging what has been.

It would be difficult indeed to remember a real person and once lived, if there was love between the two of them, he said, so one of the things that makes love so special is the presence of moments between happy and unhappy and the way Ayu both overcome differences.

Don't put him too special, in death in a way that doesn't make sense. By putting him in such a high position, it cannot keep him in the heart and makes it difficult to move on with life.

Relationships are not perfect. If it is perfect, of course, at this time is not trying to forget it. If he is the one who decides love, then there is still a weakness in the relationship.

Giving negative connotations or fixating on dark times can strengthen Ayu's mind of emotionally tied Kemuning, making it harder to let go. In fact, love can turn into hate. Hatred will not be able to release him from the heart, only release him from the good. Ayu has the right to be free to continue life without burden, not confined in the dark that Kemuning feels at this time.

Forgetting someone who has given you so much to remember is a very difficult right. But if that's the best thing, let it go.

There are times when patience has reached the limit and this is what happens if a woman has been patient for too long, she will leave even the things she loves very much. Not because he had the heart, but he now realized that for what to maintain something that should not be maintained. Returning San to Kemuning was a way for him to be free from all this.

Sometimes there are times when we have to let go and let go, because there is something that cannot be forced. Since it does require long breathing, sincere is heavy, heavy, especially menikhlaskan San Sama Kemuning. But sure sooner or later Ayu can definitely.

Love is not letting go but letting go. Not forcing but fighting. Not giving up but giving up. Not chained but gave wings. 

San himself stood on a long dilemma, he knew they were different people, their names were now in his heart, somehow to behave, Kemuning body but Ayu soul, he said, the two cannot escape each other.

Bound by circumstances and destiny, making both San and San as if they were given destiny that came in turn, giving hope and wounds together.

Ayu was already unable to bear all this, she just uttered in her soft heart, which San and Kemuning might have heard.

"I'm sincere, Kemuning with you mas, I will always love you, but you are not mine, be happy with them, our children and Kemuning"

Ayu who slowly closed her eyes.

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(Connected)