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The sea breeze blew softly, making Ayu's long hair flowing waving, he was on the beach with white sand and blue sea water, on the beach there are some corals overgrown with some plants.
Ayu goes hand in hand with Mas San, strangely Ayu looks faint with the figure of San, but Ayu is happy, behind the beach there is a forest with a big tree right below it there is some old feeding, and, the Prince San family meal.
Until they were in the palace, San's mother looked very beautiful, not so old, she was so friendly smile, even she really liked Ayu.
"Did the princess of Kemuning like to go around?"
ask mother San.
"YELLOW....STRAW"
The voice that came out of nowhere called Ayu with the name Kemuning, Ayu momentarily woke up from her sleep, dream as usual, but she saw San's mother, unchanged even last met Ayu, Ayu, her mother is very beautiful and young.
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This morning the drizzle greeted the lonely earth, whether what makes Ayu very fond of rain, the smell of wet grass, like the smell of Ayu when the rain comes, accompanied by a cup of milk coffee, and the smell of wet grass, Ayu stared out the window of her room, the sky was not so beautiful when the sun disappeared, all that was left was a gray color like a lonely heart.
Ayu was a little curious why Arya asked herself to meet her friend, there were different things, Ayu instead prepared to look rather neat than usual, either to show to whom her makeup.
Unlike Ayu, Arya just looks ordinary, even Arya's heart is still hesitant to meet Ayu with Buna and Maria.
Arriving at the office Ayu and Arya work as usual, not much to say, even Arya looks a bit strange, the man who became the mascot where they work was visibly irritated and agitated.
"Karyo why?"
tanya Deska approached Ayu's desk.
"Something..."
replied Ayu who also did not understand.
After Ayu's job is ready to wait for Arya in the office lobby, she has also talked to Deska there is business with Arya, maybe coming home a little late.
"Old sorry?"
"Not really, really pale, really sick again?"
ask Ayu curiously.
"As nothing, we're leaving now yes"
Ayu also nodded in agreement with Arya's words, during the trip Ayu was only silent, she also did not want to talk much to maintain Arya's concentration while driving.
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When they arrived at a large house owned by Buna and Maria, just got out of the car, Ayu felt uncomfortable, tight and stuffy. Afraid of disappointing Arya, Ayu just kept quiet and didn't say much.
"Bun...Buna's.."
Arya who knocks on the door of Buna's house that looks lonely.
Large door nuanced joglo house door, with a hook that is still traditional, open and Buna out.
"Bun.this is Ayu, the girl I told you about the other day"
obviously Arya introduced Ayu.
"Father."
he reached out to shake hands.
"What kind of story does Arya have?"
ayu's inner murmurs were standing behind Arya.
"Buna, Arya's college friend, please come in my wife has been waiting."
They entered and walked behind Buna, the 2-story house looked very quiet, Buna and Maria did not have a child, the house was also taken care of everything by itself without a maid.
The atmosphere was a little cold, they were gathered in the living room, the room with a lot of sun lighting, Ayu saw the woman who was very interested in these gipsy people smiling at Ayu.
"Well, know this Maria the wife of Buna..."
"Father..."
"Mary, please sit."
"I'm sorry before, I asked Arya to come take you"
obviously women are older than Buna.
"It's okay, but what the hell is going on?"
Ayu who still does not understand why she was invited here by Arya.
Begin Mary to tell the core of the conversation, about a reincarnation, maybe for ordinary people who do not understand, it is just a myth, in religious teachings there are those who believe or even consider it just a discourse.
Arya further explained that since meeting with San, Arya was like seeing the figure of San in the kingdom, Ayu girl who always smiled for him, it is not easy to explain everything with reason.
Ayu did not expect that Arya was also experiencing the same thing, when Maria opened the mortal for the three of them to communicate through their hearts, Ayu who closed her eyes, said, looking at the figure of Arya in a maroon robe with long hair, her face was exactly the same as the current one.
As if a lost memory, Ayu remembers all the events she had with Arya, where Ayu also keeps the same feeling as her current self.
Bruuukkkk....
A big clash of energy, Ayu again experienced a great Vertigo, so that he opened his eyes, he was unconscious because he was not strong enough to hold his head that was like a toss, dizziness is very intense.
Hearing Ayu's voice falling from where she was sitting, Arya and Maria opened their eyes and were shocked to see Ayu fall unconscious.
"Father..."
arya jolts in shock and immediately holds Ayu, laying her down on a long sofa belonging to Buna.
"Maybe he's been holding her all this time, I'm sure she'll know"
obviously Maria who was rubbing your oil white on the head and shoulders.
As in the other world, Ayu finally remembered clearly the man with a face similar to Arya and Ayu called him "mas Bram". Ayu likes him a lot, even if he does not care if he is just an outlet from Bramasena, they grew up together from small with the woman Bramasena loves.
Ayu always slumped and pondered on a river bank, no matter what she thought, Ayu hoped Bramasena could see her as a girl who loved her not as a friend.
Until finally he met San, this man of noble blood immediately liked him since he first met him, although Ayu initially had time to refuse and avoid, but he was not, for him where perhaps a prince could fall in love with himself who was the son of a lady-in-waiting.
There is something in Ayu's heart that then accepts prince Sanjaya as husband, the lives of both of them are very happy, the streets to the edge of the lake, spending time together. I don't know why Ayu only remembered that thing until there.
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"Yes..."
Arya who was worried continued to hold Ayu's hand that was still unconscious.
Slowly Ayu opened her eyes, Arya sat beside herself, after seeing Arya there was a longing feeling coming, but not a feeling between girl and boy, but as a friend.
Ayu who then sat hugging Arya, shocked and confused Arya just fell silent.
"How are you Bram? I have so much to tell you"
the unconscious Lirih Ayu shed tears.
Hearing Ayu's words, Arya and Maria are shocked, as if Ayu's memory has returned, she is right to be her former self only in more modern packaging.
"Who do you remember?"
ask Arya curious.
"Bramasena, reborn as Aryan"
answer Ayu easily.
"You are reincarnations, do you remember whose name you are?"
"My name?? that's exactly what I want to ask Arya, my friend must know my name?"
Ayu asked back, all this time she herself never knew her name before reincarnating.
The faces of Arya and Maria change, if Ayu can not remember what her name is, all just pieces of the puzzle that Ayu herself must find her answer.
"Why?"
"Mas doesn't know your name Yu, even every time I dream, I never hear it"
obviously Arya was also confused.
"Well, it doesn't matter if I forget too?"
"All the memories you remember are pieces of the puzzle, you don't even remember how you died"
obviously Maria.
"How did I die? arya inget?"
Arya just nodded, signalling that she remembered when she died, what was the reason and who did it. Ayu was astonished, it turned out that there was such a thing, she was also a little curious about how she died.
"Then what about San? is she also a reincarnation?"
ask Mary.
"It could..."
"What does this mean by mas San"
inward Ayu who is still curious about the words of San who doubts Ayu can survive and will not leave him.
"I didn't expect reincarnation to be true, then if we were to be reborn, surely we would already have our own duties??"
"That's the function you know your name before..."
reply Maria.
"Alright, I think it's enough to get here, it's best to take you before it dissolves"
said Arya who glanced at her watch.
"But I don't remember what my name is yet."
"Well, you don't have to think about it, I'm sure you'll find out soon"
sahut Mary.
They returned home, Arya drove Ayu first, Ayu's head still felt dizzy, but unlike earlier, Ayu was a lot silent, she occasionally recalled what her name really was.
"If San was in my previous life, does that mean Bella was in my life?"
asked Ayu who was sitting sweetly beside Arya.
"Did you see Bella?"
"I see, even what I shouldn't see."
ayu replied staring annoyedly at Arya.
"What do you see yu?"
Ayu did not know why she could look like that, her chest now felt very tight and sick, the puzzle-like memory did not come from a dream, she said, but like the shadow of a hologram that suddenly flashed across our heads and eyes.
(Somehow to explain it, if you ever watch Sara's mystery diary, you know "VI'AR" if I'm the same friend it's easier to call it "UP")
"I didn't see him on purpose, you were kissing behind a pendopo, the night was drizzling and I didn't know why I was there, but I saw you and Bella break into a pendopo and look at it"
Ayu who said it with tears that she did not realize flowed down her cheeks.
Arya who was shocked immediately stopped her car, she also knew what she saw Ayu, Arya also remembered, realizing that she had always loved the same person unchanged.
"Aren't you okay Yu? still claustrophobic?"
arya asked worriedly.
They stopped not far from a toki and bought some bottles of mineral water and Arya bought a box of cigarettes.
"Drink first"
Arya gives a bottle of mineral water while waiting for Ayu to get better, Arya lights the cigarette she bought earlier. Ayu only found out that Arya was a smoker, in her heart now saw Arya felt crowded, longing to talk like in the past.
"When did you start smoking?"
ask Ayu curiously.
"For a long time, it was only when I was dizzy Yu"
"Same kok"
exclaiming Ayu smiled, she also took a cigarette that Arya put on the dashboard of her car.
"Can you smoke too?"
"Sometimes, I'm too tired of this life."
"You see this?"
Arya who then showed her hands full of scars scratches sharp objects, just an impingement so that her heart does not hurt when remembering painful things.
"Mas..are you crazy?what are you doing this for?"
Ayu who was shocked saw the other side of Arya.
"I'm like a crazy yu, sometimes I see things that ordinary people can't see, remembering sad things makes my heart hurt"
obviously Arya is still finishing her cigarettes.
"I used to think so, even suicide would want me to do it, but my guts are shrinking, I'm just a loser girl."
"You're great Yu, you can get through this, you can stand alone without any parents"
arya's words that make Ayu no longer feel inferior to her family's messy life.
They continued their journey back to the Ayu kost, before he also stopped at a roadside food stall, Arya and Ayu many stories about the plight they experienced before they met.
The starting point of their accidental meeting, until finally they are friends, it turns out they are related to each other's past.
The secret of life is indeed only God knows, as humans who are born in the world already have their own duties, it is possible that Arya and Ayu completed a task that was not completed in the run, until they are reborn.
Although not everyone can look back on their past, but one concept that makes Ayu think, Arya and others are reincarnations with a new casing. Only God knows the secret behind this.
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Arriving at Kost, Ayu sends a message to San, in order to meet with her tomorrow, along with Arya, San just reads without replying to the contents of the message.
San knows what Arya and Ayu are doing, physically San can disappear and move places, deliberately telling himself to be busy while following Ayu to go where, a great devotee of the science of immortality, can sneak in without being caught, feeling claustrophobic and uncomfortable when Ayu reaches the house of Buna and Maria is the figure of San who follows Ayu.
San understands very well the risk of him doing this, without Ayu telling the story San can flashback the past life, how Ayu's life, how, difficulties and even attempted suicide make Ayu desperate for her parents.
Somehow San will meet Arya and Ayu tomorrow, how to explain that he is open to reincarnation like them.
"Prince..hamba has prepared the potion you ordered"
the uncle who entered brought a cup of glass with a thick green herbal medicine.
The potion made by uncle himself to reduce the risk of the power used by San, although it is not healing at least the scales on his body do not increase much more.
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Seriate...
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